Truly love with him

I don't know whethe i love him or not becausw i am not sure what i can do him before i want to bore a baby for him.What a funny thing!A baby charm what i can't image for those a litter lovely, shyly.

Somebody told me if a woman wants to born a baby for this man it means she loves him very much.Maybe it's true,because it's a golen age for me to earn money,meanwhile i also want to born a baby for my boyfriend next year. I too much want to exprient the feeling, which embrace my baby.

Tears is a evidence for your truly love me,because tear is true and appear in my eyes two times, i didn't want to know why you can tear for me,because it is explained as truly love.In my mind, you ever told me:you never cry after graduated your middle school,i am very happy that you can for me twice, once i am illness in forn of you,but you don't have any way to less my burden so you sweep for me. another time is that you are hurt by me because i said you chit me, you are not a good man,meanwhile i cried deeply, at that time, i even want to broke up with you, but i also have a little unwill to do like this so the words was pull in, do you know why i don't want to say any hurt words to you, because i truly love you very much and i lose all i have , most important is that i want to marry with my first boyfriend and love with you forever.

I don't want myself complex and have unwell memery in future.

Love is a tread

Sometimes I really doubt whether there is love between my parents. Everyday they are very busy trying to earn money in order to pay the high tuition for my brother and me. They don’t act in the romantic ways that I read in books or I see on TV. In their opinion , “I love you”  is too luxurious for them to say . Sending flowers to each other on Valentine’s Day is even more out of the question. Finally my father has a bad temper . When he ‘s very tired from the hard work, it is easy for him to lose his temper . One day ,my mother was sewing a quilt . I silently sat down beside her and looked at her “Mom, I have a question to ask you,” I said after a while , “what?” she replied ,still doing her work. “ Is there love between you and Dad?” I asked her in a very low voice .

My mother stopped her work and raised her head with surprise in her eyes. She didn’t answer immediately. Then she bowed her head and continued to sew the quilt. I was very worried embarrassment and I didn’t know what I should do. But at last I heard my mother say the following words: “Susan,” she said thoughtfully , “Look at this thread .Sometimes it appears ,but most of it disappears in the quilt . The thread really makes the quilt strong and durable . If life is a quilt , then love should be a thread . It can hardly be seen anywhere or anytime, but it’s really there. Love is inside .” I listened carefully but I couldn’t understand her until the next spring.

At that time, my father suddenly got sick seriously. My mother had to stay with him in the hospital for a month . When they returned from the hospital ,they both looked very pale . It seemed both of them had had a serious illness. After they were back very day in the morning and dusk, my mother helped my father walks slowly on the country road . My father had never been so gentle. It seemed they were the most harmonious couple. Along the country road, there were many beautiful flowers, green grass and trees. The doctor had said my father would recover in two months . But after two months he still couldn’t walk by himself . All of us were worried about him.

To my dear,

Today is the last day you stay at home .

yesterday you told me your father have a little unhappy ,meanwhile you too.

I can't image what's the atmosphere at that condition because your father drank too much and then said many unhappy thing to both of you.

My dear ,you are a good son in your parents eyes' so that i know you can deal it well

maybe this is the reason why i chose you as my boy friend even if you are elder than me many .

Many times you said to me "i like you ,i love you",in fact ,i had put my whole heart on you and i love you so much not because who you are ,it is that when i stay with you .Of course ,i know that you hope i can speak out the same words to you,and then i never,so that you have a little unhappy about me even some disappoint about me .

My dear , i really like you,i love you ,i want to do everyting what i can .

but you don't know and i also don't want you know .you are a considerable man because you never afford to do something i do want you,you are really very respect me.thank you very much !you said to me you have long plan ,which you want someday i can marry you,so you ask me"do you this mind ,marry me? i am silent ,i am sorry that i can't give you a accurate answer.

you comfort me it doesn't matter you believe someday i will.

My dear ,you give me so many promises ,i do worry that you can come true or not. I had entered into your love and can't out of it ? How can i do ? I am really very wander in it .

I am not a person who only depond upon others give me what i want ,at the same 

time i also hope someone can comfort me when i upsed .When i am in trobule he

can tell me "i support you at last! "  "marry me ,i protect you if you are really

tired."

My dear ,i know you can do it because i have a belief in my heart you are really a

wonderful person.However ,i also afraid of that you leave me when i too love you to leave you.

My dear ,i love you so much that i don't know how to leave you if you have to let me away.what should i do ? My dream ,the truly life tell me up and up ,there are many things await my progress to come true them ,but it seems that you just want

to have a simple life ,easy wife ,and your children .

My dear ,i can consider your feeling but also i hope you can know my thoughts. I am

younger so i have many things should do .Maybe someday i can give up all of my

dreams .

Gengerally speaking, i really very confused because i can give up our love for my father ,also i can give up my dreams for you ,but all of my dreams are just for my father better and better ,because he is a person who love face in frant of other very much.what's the last descion ?

My dear ,my father what should i do ?both of you made me in a embrassement ,who you are my very important person ,so what should i do?

I love you my dear ,but i most love my father

my father give my life ,and make my grow up happy .

My dear give me love and make me happy every day even if i am sad.

what's the best choice?

Firstly , this lettle to my dear father for his special care and love.

My dear father ,i want to say thank you so much for you give me such kind

of love which that make me grow up lovely

In my memory ,you never blame me when i am young,but you have when i am up.

What's the reason?I know i let you angry when you blame me even i can't obey

your opinion.In fact ,i note that your upset when you angry about me ,from my heart ,i never want to make the result like this ,really.My dear father ,i like you so

much,i don't know how to express my deep heart clear .loving you so much !of course ,i never say such kind of words to you ,because you are not kind of man who put such kind of word beside your mouth ,instead of they put in your heart.My dear father ,i

also know that you are a person who is badly mouth ,but warm heart ,i love you so

much ,what can i do for you to let you know i love so much because you are most great father.I want to give you all my wishes to you and then soemday it can come

ture.

Most important is that i know clear that you have some regret about me because you

and mother ever said to me .Told you the truth ,i have forgive you long long ago,

of which that both of you are my parents  and i can consider both of you leave me

to grandparents when i am still younger body.

My dear father ,i like you so much because you are my father ,please be breath that

i will give you all of my care even if i am fall in love with a boy ,even if i like deepest , then you are unsatify with him ,i also can give up him for you.

My dear father,what are you doing now? You are my father ,you are my teacher,you are

also my friend,you give me so many things which that help me to conqure the diffcult in my future live and also teach me how to know a person and most important is that you tell me i should be brave when i can get more better to solve

all kinds of troubles i met.You are my gob because you can guess before all of my future things and then you tell me how to deal it before it happened.thanks!my dear father.You can know me so clear but what do you do now? I guess you must be very hard working now in the windy and rainy day.Therefore,i told me i should be very

hard to learn money in future if i get out from university and study in school every minitue so that i can response the appriciation to you

My dear father ,i know my happy is your happy ,but your happpy also my happy!

May my father health,bright business.

Firstly,thanks for all of you giving the praise words to me

In fact ,he said i like him before ,i don't know myself i had like him for so long time so that he want to make me angry and found out by myself that we are falling in love each other.At last ,i was defeat by him and now i had agree him to be his girl friend ,but i know that we also have many troubles between us which that i aslo can't clerify it clear,my roomates told  me it's my fault if i really miss him. I don't know what should i do ?It seems that i still not clear whether i love him or not,maybe in my heart it's just a custom that he can appear in front of me,or i really love him ,who can tell me how to know i had love him or not?

At the same time i found another boy love me very much ,but he is younger than me one year my classmate said i am just like a stone because she had been emtion by him as a out the circle,she hopes i can consider clear about him .It's a very obvious that it's impossibe to love him for me so that it makes i don't want to see him again even his name are out.

Between them i found i don't have the ability to love everyone because i really don't know myself clear in front of such kind of thing .who can transfer it for ?

what's my choose ?I want to be alone ,meanwhile i also hope someone can treat me very well just as a brother or friend.why they want me to be their girl friend ,i am not very well ,also not very beautiful ,there are many beautiful girls in our corp.when i asked them?The same answer ,

" because it is you ,your character" Who can tell me what should i do?i am really very confused by this condition now.

I am really unhappy today for the terrible weather which that effect my mood .In fact ,from tomorrow night till now i am not happy at all not only for the weather ,but also a person .Now i found i can't express myself clear because i am puzzled by all of those things .

How can i start my topic ?I like a boy who coming from same place with me,the feeling as him ,but we have many problem between us .The most important is that both of us don't have any experience about falling in love so he always said i just treat him as my common friend that he has a little disappoint about me ,in my heart i really give him many chances to clerify i am really like him ,but he seems that he don't know what i do for him.

His uncosidertive let me want to give up ,but my roomates said all of this is my falt becasue i give him chance and now i want to out of the game .her words make me more upset,i don't know what should i do and i am in a deepest predicament and confused by all of them so that i cried at tomorrow night.

Therefore,for those so long time i came out from university and then working about half of a year i found i am really very tired at that night i thinking so much include my feeling live ,which that make me want to go home and hug my mom ,tell her i really very miss her,all of mine are okay,please be not care of me ,just let me have a hug for long time and i can call you mom at very time i want ,call me have my brackfast ,lunch ,supper every day when i am still in my bed.

Mom ,i really miss you do you know?what are you doing now? I really want to have your cooking ,in fact i am really very tired now .only you can let me spirit.

My dear mom ,family love all of you very much

your daughter

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