I am really unhappy today for the terrible weather which that effect my mood .In fact ,from tomorrow night till now i am not happy at all not only for the weather ,but also a person .Now i found i can't express myself clear because i am puzzled by all of those things .
How can i start my topic ?I like a boy who coming from same place with me,the feeling as him ,but we have many problem between us .The most important is that both of us don't have any experience about falling in love so he always said i just treat him as my common friend that he has a little disappoint about me ,in my heart i really give him many chances to clerify i am really like him ,but he seems that he don't know what i do for him.
His uncosidertive let me want to give up ,but my roomates said all of this is my falt becasue i give him chance and now i want to out of the game .her words make me more upset,i don't know what should i do and i am in a deepest predicament and confused by all of them so that i cried at tomorrow night.
Therefore,for those so long time i came out from university and then working about half of a year i found i am really very tired at that night i thinking so much include my feeling live ,which that make me want to go home and hug my mom ,tell her i really very miss her,all of mine are okay,please be not care of me ,just let me have a hug for long time and i can call you mom at very time i want ,call me have my brackfast ,lunch ,supper every day when i am still in my bed.
Mom ,i really miss you do you know?what are you doing now? I really want to have your cooking ,in fact i am really very tired now .only you can let me spirit.
