boring mature and chlidish

yesterday,I just come from that factory,I am exhausted!!!!!1

In my childhood, always recognize I will follow my dream into steps smoothly and quickly.

But things alway go into the oppoist direction,you are not able to change it.

begining, you just do that ,and do better!!!!so what ,you will have one good idea to support your dream.

how to make me more thought,and consider carefully everything!I don't know how to comfort myselfy.

my childhood clutivate me to be one chlidish.

I am not enough mature.hei,my dear friend ,what should I do ------be more mature!!!!

I have no idea!!!!!who have the same experience from one childish to more mature,even let your friend and dear clearly,you are so great,so steady,somthing like that??????/