"Be confident in yourself!" That's what I could read from her eyes. Yes, everybody should have the confidence.

The significant expression_ carved in my mind, I turned off the TV. I like this feeling, which I often get from movies, TV plays, features, books and some other ways. Besides the subtle sadness and deep sympathy I got from the characters, I'm usually inspired by some of the stories, spirit of the common persons then I think about the essential of life, the association to myself...

I told myself "Never give up!"---that's also my motto, signature, exactly in another forum. I seldom go there now, because of the fear of the past days? They recorded my laughter and tears there.

She didn't message me, just responded to my feedback. Nowadays I know more and more about on-line friends. Take it easy, just be frank! Do what you like and talk to persons you like. Be totally relaxed.

Nobody is responsible for your happiness, it's the same with you. This morning, I chatted with a new friend and I also said: "To know somebody is accidental." Every listener should be able to get the meaning behind it---You can get an on-line friend easily and lose him/her easily.

Never give up your own hopes, That's the most important. Others cannot help you if you don't have the confidence to be yourself.