For what, we live

2007-06-02 23:40:01 / 天气: 舒适 / 心情: 郁闷

For what, we live? It's a serious problem,while we often think over it unseriously.

Observing the people around us,you can find that considerable people have no definit purpose for their life. I still remember the conversation between my mom and I.I asked her directly,"you do the routine things day after day, do you think it's really boring? Don't you think your life is insignificant ,without any value at all ." She made a weak smile and said," I'm also not willing to live in this way. But I have no choice."

I didn't mean it. I was not teasing her, I didn't look down upon her. I just felt sorry and sad to her misery life, while felt angry with her atitude towards life. It seemed she had nothing to pursue. The answer what I willing to hear was not like that. I hoped she could retort me proudly like this ," who says my life is a failure ? If it is so, what enable me send you to college? You are my hope ;your success is my pursuit." I like to hear that.But she didn't get the point, either of her own life or of my thoughts, it seemed.

And now,look into my life, I'm also confused.Yes, I have many many dreams.But why all the dreams end up to a failure, either because of me or others.I often think bad luck is just stay with me.Whatever I want to do, it will prevent me.The God just doesn't prepare to help me. I really think so.

Wow, why I become so pessimistic? It's not like me. I just feel a little bothersome , a little tied, a little sad, after experiencing a bit unsatisfactory matters.

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删除 ouzihua 发布于2007-10-25 15:37:35: you are too yong and your future is under your control.

删除 iwcfy 发布于2007-06-07 23:47:45: Great mother~

删除 zyx 发布于2007-06-07 00:03:29: rather surprise and pleasant to see your article of "For what, we live?" it looks so like my idears that long exist in my mind. what alike with you ,my mother is a druggist in a town hispital.sometimes i thongt and that also i want to quest her is that why she can't read some books about either medical or others ,althong she is about fifty eges.it's so useful to learn from the book or newspeper even if she read a little or occationally.but as i didn't get used to talk to my mother heart-to-heart ,so i plan to find a proper chance to pour down all my idears to her

删除 crucifymylove 发布于2007-06-03 02:32:24: to pay back what mom have done for me

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