A busy day

Wednesday is always a busy day in this semester. I have to attend classes from morning to night. I still took a nap in the noon. I cannot have the engergy to go on my study in afternoon if I don't doze for a while. I ususally sleep for one or two hours. Am I lazy? I always feel tired.

 

Except that DAMN ancient poem-wirting class, I feel happy when I sit at class even I cannot understand those lessons very well. I know I need read more. I like school life. I don't like company. I don't want to be a clerk at a company. I like school. I like to read some books about art, archeology history, culture, philosophy, sociology and so on. I have read less than ten books since last semester...... I wish I could read more this semester.

 

I wish I could finish the reading of  The Contents Abstract of Complete Library of the Four Treasures of Knowledge (I don't know if the translation is correct: ) as soon as possible. Today Prof. Yan said we could not finish the reading it even in three years! Oh, my God! I know I can select some sections to read, but how can I work out statistical data which can provide me enough evidences to make my analysis for my article if I don't read it all?  If I just read a part of it, I can know it in a rough, but I cannot raise a question which is worth trying to be answer. And, I cannot provide a solution to that question.

 

Oh, there are so many things to be done. English, Japanese, ancient books......

 

It seemed I never read a book from begining to the end...... terrible.

 

I have lagged behind others so much......  I hope I can keep up them someday, but I know it is not easy...... I am not very young......