can you hear me
can you hear me through the dark night far away
I am dying forever crying
to be with you who can say
Feel blue today
2007-03-17 21:45:39
/ 个人分类：soliloquy
Every weekend I feel blue. I hate my job and I cannot live without this part time job. The atmosphere in the office is very oppressed. My boss's seat is just behind me. I could sense her staring at me through my back. I like to stay alone. Other's staring torture me so much.
Came back in the dorm and checked some emails. My supervisor recommended some helpful website address to me in the email. He is so kind. However, how can find so much time to do so many things? I want to do more, I do want, I don't want to lag behind other classmates too much. I don't want to disappoint my supervisor. I don't want to disappoint myself.
Some girls came to my dorm tonight. They talked about English study and other studies. I felt worse. Why should I close myself in a dark and cold room? They are enjoying the life, study hard and play hard. Why can't I find time and engergy and money to do something I really want to do? I have been just busy with making a living.
Wrote an emial to Alex tonight to tell this to him. Could he understand my feeling?
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