Mistakes

There are many kinds of mistaks in our life. sometimes you know it is a mistake, but you still want to make it. because if you never try, you will never know if it a mistake or not. so the worth thing for that is, after you tried that mistake and you look back, you will see that is a mistake....

Like the problem i meet today, it is so big an adventure to let my boyfriend to go back home to work, and leave myself alone in BeiJing. i never thinked about it, i thought we have made a deal that we will stay in BeiJing for at least 10 years or more and begin to think about this, at that time, i will be not so nervouse, but now, i need to say,

1.i got a good job, i don't want to quit.

2.if he go back for his own business, there will very little time for me, i don't think i deserve that after i have waiting for him for 6 years

3. we've been together for 6 years, and 3 of these 6 years was only i wait for him, because he's still having his master's degree, i begin to work after i finish my bachelor's degree, i don't know how much longer could i wait, actually, i don't think i could wait any longer

4.the reason people get together was not money, even we will find out the way we choose just don't make so much money as if we choose the other one, but i think we will still happy.

i really don't want to lose him, but seems like if he go back to work, that will equals i lost him already, so should i break up....

but i'm so in love with him, how should i suppose to do....