feel sorry

mother's day is coming. I've never celebrate the holiday for my mother since i left home.i really feel sorry.i am the eldest child in my family and also my mother's favourite daughter.when i was young she hoped i could go to a good university in another city. but when i grew up,she expected me to stay in our town ,then she could see me often .to her angry i married a man she didn't expect and left her for another city far away.although i am happy ,i still regret that i can't get together with my family often.sometimes i wish i hadn't met my husband because i miss my parents and sisiters.  my parents saw me off at the station i could hardly hold my tears back.looking at their grey hair in the wind i felt sad . father, mother i'm sorry !