yesterday , I visited some good friends ,of course we had a good and happy talking day. but , we must leave after 23:00 for we live far from there. so I left with a amiga .on the way home ,we walked on the roadside while told something ,suddenly  i found her face turned pallor.i worried her very much. i ask her what was wrong immediately .she said :

  'I am light in the head,I almost can stand now......'

  I buttressed her with my arm .And I knew she need  to have a rest at once. we found stone-chair to sit.After 20 minutes , She said to me :

    ' Bruce, I am very sorry for that, I am very tired '

    'I can see it , it seems you had  a bad sleeping last night ,  did you ?'

   ' yes, I almost fell asleep these night, I have feazed in the trouble loving , and I felt very upset.....

     She cried , I know affection hurt somebody so serious.but what make it happen ?is it amour-propre?is it blindfold feeling ?or others .

      This problem have hurt her long time , and she can not get rid of it .but I don't know why she is so spoony for such a man .I hear of her bf .he always  hurt her without any responsibilities which a bf need to have.      

Last night , I met a good friend , long time no see , and she told me that I have been growing up more and more mature not like the guy just out from the campus, and change saponaceous. Saponaceous ?what ? I don’t understand her mean at all . I asked her why her said that . she smile to me :

‘there are other some means in your words , because you always said something directly before ,and getting the point , it is your character ,but now some things are different, you said anything with considerable and told something in a roundabout way. if I am not be your friend , I have not made sense of them. ,what train you like that ’

‘what is your mean? Can you expess it again in a simple and clear way ,I can understand it ,but I’d like to know what I have changed to be !’

‘may be you have suffered many experiences that you grew steady-going and mature......’

maybe my friend is right,I think  , these years , I have suffered many thing , involve career ,loving , affection, works, and so no, I can learn many things ,for example , work attitude, communicate method, cooperate manner. But I have paid my high cost to change into them , for example pains , bothers, dreads……who can know what happened ? I just consider I am a stupid guy , I was always at a disadvantage situation to doing anything I have to do . may be life give me something rejoice and consoles, failures bring me many challenges, also many pains ,too, but I believe I can accept and overcome them..

Generally speaking ,‘no pay ,no gain’ 

present these to my best lover

I love you not because of who you are,but because of who I am when I am with you. 


No man or woman is worth your tears,and the one who is ,won't make you cry. 

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 


Never frown,even when you are sad,because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 

To the world you may be one person,but to one person you may be the world. 

Don't waste your time on a man/woman,who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 


Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 


Don't try to hard,the best things come when you least expect them to. 


Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person,we will know how to be grateful. 
 

Don't cry because it is over,smile because it happened. 

This morning , cold windy with flurry , I got up so late , after hastily rinsing, I had to hurry up to catch our firm’s bus without eating anything .with wheezing , I  took a seat by a pretty girl with long hair(may be a new colleague ).

 About 10 minute later ,I had listened some sweet voice :

 excuse me ?handsome boy, may I know which section are you in ?

 It made me feel very sudden  ,I looked at the lovely girl at once . I see  a very sweet smile on her fair delicate face . I just wanted  to answer to her ,but I didn’t ,because I though I couldn’t reply to her immediately , I must catch hold of the chance for talking more. If I missed the opportunity , it would be my penitence for ever :

I am willing to , but, before my replying , I just would like to know what position you are  in too .can you tell me first?

said with a miserliness.

But I asked you this question at first, you should answer to me at first too, otherwise, you are a gentleman and you will not disappoint me ,right?

After saying ,she look at me ,some friendly light transmit from her affecting eyes, and  two deep fossettes on her face…... All of the looks beat my heart . I have never seen such a beautiful girl before. And I had forgotten my hungery at that time .now I have know what does ‘the beauty look is the best meal when you feel hungery ’ mean ?

Of course ,I was standed in amazement in some minutes. I found I was defeat for her perspicacity:

I am in TX-lab. Nice to meet you ! I am Bruce Chen .what is your name ,pretty girl ?

I would like to shake hand with her ,but I was afraid that was a abruptness without her permitting .

I am Merry Wei, nice to see you too

unluckily ,bus had arrived to the gate of our company , we got off the bus, the girl ,Merry said goodbye to me , and I respond a smile to her......

      It  is  sunny today ,I am feeling  very happy  when I  get up ,because I can see the sunshine on my bed  ,    long  time  to  have not seen, there was foggy and wet  weather when come back Guangzhou  to  start  work  after  several holidays.

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     But a problem troubled me ,I can not fall sleeping until 2:00midnight  this week  , may be my health have some problems ,and the insomnia will be a signal , what is the matter?may be my arising suddenly pressures react the affection.

     This is the most busy time in this year ,I think , because I have many things to do , some examinations ,some licenses, some tests ,and so on . oh ,my god, those must make me collapse.

this morning I was woken up by "din 'din"noise from the bell(actually ,I was abhorrent of the noise as I had known it was a  compel voice when I was a first-day primary scholar)I was  feeling very weary,this means that I must get up for my jobs can't be finished forever!and my eyes almost can't be opened .I had to start the  boresome work immediately  when I arrived my firm .excitablly,now I just get to my  dormitory and review my blog.how does  a day pass ?and what can I gain today?money?love?honour?or others?but ,I havejust known it is my tired day and decreased one day in my life.It's 3 years when I graduated  from college ,look back the roads of these years ,these are not a smoothness and well-off ways include the career \love \friendship and so on .may be someone tell me that is nothing ,everyone must suffer the experience.may be  I have more lucks than others who suffer from more pains.

this proble have been solved ,thank you !