Last night , I met a good friend , long time no see , and she told me that I have been growing up more and more mature not like the guy just out from the campus, and change saponaceous. Saponaceous ?what ? I don’t understand her mean at all . I asked her why her said that . she smile to me :

‘there are other some means in your words , because you always said something directly before ,and getting the point , it is your character ,but now some things are different, you said anything with considerable and told something in a roundabout way. if I am not be your friend , I have not made sense of them. ,what train you like that ’

‘what is your mean? Can you expess it again in a simple and clear way ,I can understand it ,but I’d like to know what I have changed to be !’

‘may be you have suffered many experiences that you grew steady-going and mature......’

maybe my friend is right,I think  , these years , I have suffered many thing , involve career ,loving , affection, works, and so no, I can learn many things ,for example , work attitude, communicate method, cooperate manner. But I have paid my high cost to change into them , for example pains , bothers, dreads……who can know what happened ? I just consider I am a stupid guy , I was always at a disadvantage situation to doing anything I have to do . may be life give me something rejoice and consoles, failures bring me many challenges, also many pains ,too, but I believe I can accept and overcome them..

Generally speaking ,‘no pay ,no gain’ 

This morning , cold windy with flurry , I got up so late , after hastily rinsing, I had to hurry up to catch our firm’s bus without eating anything .with wheezing , I  took a seat by a pretty girl with long hair(may be a new colleague ).

 About 10 minute later ,I had listened some sweet voice :

 excuse me ?handsome boy, may I know which section are you in ?

 It made me feel very sudden  ,I looked at the lovely girl at once . I see  a very sweet smile on her fair delicate face . I just wanted  to answer to her ,but I didn’t ,because I though I couldn’t reply to her immediately , I must catch hold of the chance for talking more. If I missed the opportunity , it would be my penitence for ever :

I am willing to , but, before my replying , I just would like to know what position you are  in too .can you tell me first?

said with a miserliness.

But I asked you this question at first, you should answer to me at first too, otherwise, you are a gentleman and you will not disappoint me ,right?

After saying ,she look at me ,some friendly light transmit from her affecting eyes, and  two deep fossettes on her face…... All of the looks beat my heart . I have never seen such a beautiful girl before. And I had forgotten my hungery at that time .now I have know what does ‘the beauty look is the best meal when you feel hungery ’ mean ?

Of course ,I was standed in amazement in some minutes. I found I was defeat for her perspicacity:

I am in TX-lab. Nice to meet you ! I am Bruce Chen .what is your name ,pretty girl ?

I would like to shake hand with her ,but I was afraid that was a abruptness without her permitting .

I am Merry Wei, nice to see you too

unluckily ,bus had arrived to the gate of our company , we got off the bus, the girl ,Merry said goodbye to me , and I respond a smile to her......

this morning I was woken up by "din 'din"noise from the bell(actually ,I was abhorrent of the noise as I had known it was a  compel voice when I was a first-day primary scholar)I was  feeling very weary,this means that I must get up for my jobs can't be finished forever!and my eyes almost can't be opened .I had to start the  boresome work immediately  when I arrived my firm .excitablly,now I just get to my  dormitory and review my blog.how does  a day pass ?and what can I gain today?money?love?honour?or others?but ,I havejust known it is my tired day and decreased one day in my life.It's 3 years when I graduated  from college ,look back the roads of these years ,these are not a smoothness and well-off ways include the career \love \friendship and so on .may be someone tell me that is nothing ,everyone must suffer the experience.may be  I have more lucks than others who suffer from more pains.