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- 访问量: 664
- 日志数: 13
- 建立时间: 2007-03-28
- 更新时间: 2007-04-08
我的最新日志
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last time
2007-4-08
It's the last time i cry for you, we have tired both you and i.
You tore up my heart mercilessly and flung them in the air decidely.I have no idea to our love when i had exhausted all my strength。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
开始删除我们的记忆。
你把QQ和blog密码改了，我们不再共有一样东西。还会有冲动想去了解你的点点滴滴，却已经没有了勇气；我的密码不会变，还是你的名字，是咱们共同的那一个，不会变，我不选择忘记什么，于是没打算改变什么，如果你对我还有兴趣，随时回来看看，哪个地方一直只为你存在。
原来的blog，我已经不能再在上面写些什么东西，原本以为blog是个好东西，可以把自己不敢对你说的，不愿意说的写出来，一来为了抒发情绪，二来是为了让你看到我心里想的东西。没想到，写出来之后反倒更加不好，你对我已经没有信心可言，我爱撒谎，真的吗，我不爱撒谎的，是你的固有观点根本没有给我澄清的机会而已。
今天起，你开始删除我们的孩子--那些宝贝的聊天日记，你说把他们删除了剩下的就是美好的记忆。你哪里知道，我的心也凉到了极点，那是我，是真实的我，没有伪装，如果说有不对的地方，有谎话，也是善意地为了你。你根本不听我解释，执意把他们删除了
这个地方不知道是否安全，我再也不敢相信世间的一切
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in my eyes......
2007-4-05
有点点伤心，有丝丝失望。
是我错，不该放任自己的心，她不在我胸腔，她找到了新的主人，找到了新的归宿，于是我再也不可以禁锢她；放她飞，以为她也会留恋这个老地方，却没料她有了新去处，如断线风筝，一去不返。
那个我们共同的小屋，不再是我唯一可以寄托的地方；那里，有我们的回忆，那么甘甜；有我们的欢笑，那么欢畅；有我们的泪水，那么晶莹；有我们的种种，那么疯狂......
细细咀嚼了原因，原来是我的心放在你身上太久了，太多了。
或许你喜欢淡淡的爱，我的强烈让你感觉不舒服了；或许我更应该像个女人，柔弱如水，冷如冰，这样才可以使你心底那一点点若水起涟漪；或许是我想得太多，更或许是我说的太多，对于我，你已经没有了新鲜感。
也曾经学着冷若冰霜，却发现伤的不只你一个；于是我用力想着你喜欢的性格，我在努力着做；决心改掉二十多年的脾性，只是因为你一个......
我说了，爱你，是真实的，亲爱的，你还在怀疑吗？总是在说我不懂你，说了这么多，没有感觉到我的真实，是吗，我的爱；总是在说我不够重视你，我把自己给了你，这还不够，是吗，我的爱；我知道我们都不是玩游戏的高手，那么就不要再故意冷漠着伤害着痛苦着，亲爱的，我爱你.
看着对面的你，安静的亮着，却不再闪烁......
痴狂的我已经不知道该怎么爱你了，我该怎么做，亲爱的你说
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babyface
2007-4-04
Facing your smile,I feel there is fill of enegy in my heart .
I was awakened by the chirps of the birds and the spring peepers this morning,the sun is shining,the wind is also warm, early birds are chirring in the branch,all the things in my eyes are pretty just like your face--babyface.How fine is my mood in the morning!
The time goes by taking away our grief and happiness.
I remember of the daytime with your accompanying , cause i am in all high spirit even the work is really hard, even i never slept last night.
I hate you for your remote manner in the night,would you regard me as your beloved? You know my heart have been you in either time--past,present or future,didn't it?Do you know i have staked all my hope on you,my sweetheart?
You still love me ,I'm sure,but what's the matter with us?
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IN my deep heart
2007-4-03
You've change your blog,the style is not the one i like,so do the color.
看着你们的留言正热烈，仔细咀嚼着她给你的留言secret words(we have the same password)，我心里一颤，你们真的只是认识了4天吗？我相信你是绝然没有其他想法的，但是她。。。或许她比我更适合，起码在年龄上，她在读三年级，而你。。。我输了，在这点上。
That color suit you--the blue is your favoriate , which is her by lucky coincidence.
I am so lucky to know that there is a "blue" in her name,is't good?
These days i can't help writing words here,cause that mutual little room belongs to only us where i can't enter into ,i don't wanna let you know my grief by remember what you've said that you disliked the one depressed.
But when i hided something to you , you would still angry for i "didn't regarded you as my gf".So what should i do ,bebe,i am always eager to please you,what should i do,my only love?
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那淡淡的“哦”
2007-4-03
积蓄着勇气和感情，给你发了短信“想你了”。一段时间后，你淡淡的回“哦”。
亲爱的，你还打算对我如何残忍，还想怎样对我惩罚，还想要我作出什么样的保证，还要我以什么样的行动表明决心，宝贝，只要你一句话，我随时可以将自己奉上，不计代价。如果说前25年为父母活，之后的时间我准备给你了，爸爸妈妈请原谅我，我太自私了，是吗
努力想让自己不去想你，想专注于学习，专注于工作，失败了，不可能的，那夜的温柔，那夜的故事，那夜的节奏，那夜的纷纷绕绕，我怎么可以丢在一边，那夜我完全爱上你了，亲爱的，你不好看，但是我喜欢，这就足够了。
不该对你撒娇，不该对你赌气，不该对你怀疑，不该对你的电话不接，即使我在洗澡，不该对你的短信不回，即使我在睡梦中，不该说让你伤心的话，最最不该的是万万不该逼你娶我。我错了。
你说过去我不懂你，现在我不懂你，未来也不会懂。我知道你要的是一个简简单单的妻子，一个可以做好晚饭在家等你回来的妻子，一个可以在周日陪你睡到中午的妻子，一个周末和你一起读书踏青的妻子，一个喜欢你的朋友并且可以与他们和睦相处的妻子，最重要的是一个可以支持你永永远远的妻子--随时随地的，无时无刻的。
可是亲爱的，我在努力了，我知道错了，我在尽力了，亲爱的，你可以再原谅我一次吗
在你那一声“哦”后，亲爱的，你可知道我的心在渐渐下沉了
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那夜真的好浪漫
2007-4-03
那夜真的好浪漫。
手机接听免费了，我却再也听不到你的声音。
得到你的消息是上帝对我的恩赐，已经在祈祷着每日可以更多的得到来自你那里的星星点点讯息，犹记得那年的春天我们在畅快的聊着;犹记得那年的夏天，你我互相传达着美丽的感情;犹记得那年的秋天，我们开始学着正视彼此；犹记得那年的冬天，我幸福的听到了I LOVE U.
犹记得那段时间，你我疯狂的打电话，痴迷得听着对方的声音，虽然每个月的通话费可以换一部小灵通，甚至更多。。。月亮下，你的面容如此温柔，那夜真的很浪漫；月光下，我的笑容那么甜蜜，那夜真的把自己交给了你。
什么时候起，我们变了，那月光下的你，那月光下的我，那月光下的见证，再也不见了。爱慢慢从手心溜走了，就像沙子在小溪孜孜流水冲刷下缓缓消失，还会记起那夜的月光，还会记起你在风中做出的承诺，还记得你身体的味道，还记得你说喜欢我在你怀里的感觉，还记得你曾经说要给我最好的，还记得你说不会伤我，还记得你说的除了我不再会爱上其他女人......
可是亲爱的，你真的打算离开我了，可是亲爱的，你忘记我们的誓言了，可是亲爱的，你对我没有感觉了，可是亲爱的，你知道我的心已经给了你，可是亲爱的，没了你我该怎么再看月光，可是亲爱的，你真的要离开我了？亲爱的，我终于明白是我把你弄丢了，我错了。
手机接听免费了，我却再也听不到你的声音。
那夜的月光很璀璨，那夜的故事很委婉，那夜的你很开心，那夜的我最笑得最甜......
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Give me a chance ,bebe
2007-4-03
I can't imagine!
I can't bear the day missing you!
Someone said:your sorrow will wear off in time!To me,it's useless.I miss him so much everysecond,I can't imagine the life will be if i lose his.
I often ask myself what happened to us ,what let him give up.Maybe it's me that do something wrong.
I had hurt him greatly, so he lose patience to me.I remember he said that it's the last time to cry for our love cause he hadn't cry out,his tears had been exhausted.
Now,I have recognised what i have done wrong,the key is would you like give me chance again--the last one?
I am scared for certain!
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How timid you are!
2007-3-31
How timid you are!
Finally you choose to give up!You are defeated completely!
It's out of my thought.At this time i've seen the fact clearly.Love is so weakless facing the cruel fact,we are helpless to insist our decision,all promise sweared under the moon by heart get weaker and weaker as the time went by.
I remember i"ve said that when you make me injured i must find a place to release,i know that from you,this time i cannot get comfort cause you have forgotten what you've said to me and the nice future we ever planed.Or may you still remeber,just the fact make you be in dilemma,so you ...
How realistic you are!
Fierce wind outside is even warmer than my heart!
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Everything will flow!
2007-3-31
Everything will flow!
After that issue,our relation became very sensitive.I haven't been getting his short messeges for three days,time is a miracle thing,he let the intimate friends--the lovers make decision to be indiffirent to the countpart.
Do you listen my heart?Can you read my pure love to you?Do you really wanna leave me along and heartbreaked?
Everytime I stare at you in QQ from your coming to your leaving,Can you feel something special?Can you realize someone losing her heart?Can you feel a fool paying close attention to you?Do you know there is a blockhead following you all the time who even wanna follow you to go to hell and even to be your servant?HOW ridiculous She is!
Life doesn't always go my way.
It's time that I learned to face up to this on my own.
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Life is a rehearsal.
2007-3-30
Life is a rehearsal.With the rehearsal looming, nerves are starting to strain.
Although I see something clearly,I'm still put into the circle of fate,he is so crule like a devil to swollow me and only to leave a handle of trouble mercylessly!What I can do is enduring,Can I be satisfied to be his servant irrebelly?
I love him so much,I once promised to cherish him all my life and even I said I would like to die with him even we can't change what had happened,but we really don't wanna mistake each other in the next transmigration!
Now,when we face the server difficult,would you escape?would you wanna evade your duty?would you leave me alone?would you prepare to give up?Baby,what surprise would you give me?
If all the unknown things come true in the future,I can only say:
Let bygones be bygones.