The promise that can’t carry out

         The promise that can’t carry out

This was the early spring in the northeast of China. As is known to the all Chinese people, the winter in northeast is so long, even in the spring, the scene of it liked winter, cold, lifeless, and the only color is gray which is covered everywhere. I was sitting in the seat of the train, looking outside. The train moved slowly. Suddenly, I saw some sprouts which was unobvious in the branch. The power of the life is so marvelous that manifested the great force of the nature. I really wanted to take a picture of this, but I have no camera that is a dream for me. I signed.

Grandma gazed at me kindly. She walked towards me and sitting next.” I have a gift for you. Look! This is a digital camera.” I can’t believe my eyes, the camera was so beautiful and looked like my Walkman which I used learn English everyday. I opened my bag, yes; my Walkman was still there. The present that my grandma gives to me is a real camera! My grandma lived thriftily and simple in her whole life. The digital camera is an extremely luxurious thing for her, but she still bought it for me. Grandma’s legs were alkalosis that can’t move lightly. Compared with spend money for me to get a camera, she need more money to get medicinal and therapy for herself. I massaged her legs, my eyes were blurred with tears, “Grandma, you should be healthy, I’ll do my best to give you a good life in the future, bring you through and we would go sightseeing together to everywhere you want……I promise!”

  What I say was still in the air, I woke up. It was a dream! “I’ll give you a good life in the future, I promise!” Tears dropt out, grandma had passed away for three years, before I homed back.

Last night, I furled an old fashioned clothes of my grandma. In the pocket, I found something that is forgot to people for a long time. It was peanuts, my favorite food. When I was a young girl, grandma was like a magician who always got peanuts in her every pocket of her clothes for me. Even I grow up, she would preserve some peanuts and give me a handful of it every time when I visited her. I put one of it into my mouth, chew it slowly; the taste of it was so fancy that I can’t forget it forever. This is the taste of the love, which the person who sends it was inexistence but the person who got it was still can feel it. The taste of the love, which is, accompanied you alongside. The taste of the love, which is given with no requirement, the taste of the love, which is never vanished.

You may grow up, get strong and being beautifully may suffering from life and overcome the difficulties and abstacles, you may have achievements and enjoy the life. But, this is not the only effort of one person, namely you, and not the sole necessity of nature.

You ‘re the compound of eternal love!

If you look deeply into the palm of your hand, you will see your parents and all generations of your ancestors. All of them are alive in this moment. Each is present in your body .You are the continuation of each of these people. You are the crystal love of these people.

（this is true story of mine for my grandma in heaven）

Anywhere, anytime, as decollated my grandma, I’ll shed tears. I have no chance to fulfill my promise. I unable to carry out my promise for the person who is beloved by me, although I never break my word. This is the pain of my heart forever, and the sole reason for my grief. Thereby, please treat the people who love you deeply and cherish them, before you lost it.