About a week ago , i come to zhejiang province to find a job .I take a long line bus to here ,I spent about 24 hours to come here.in the bus, I think what kind of zhejiang is?I arrive here at night about one o'clock.I took  my baggage ,i feel very tied.one of my neighbor's daughter lived here.so when I get off my bus,I went to her house,her husband and her father come out to help me to take the baggage.her house is in five floors in a building,first ,come to her house,i don't feel free.because I am a shy person.after this,I start to find a job in this place.first,the aunts help me find a job in the net and help me to make a resume.Her husband ask me what kind of job do you want to find? I majored in business english,so he said you could find a job about english,for example,sales resprents.and aslo,at that time,I don't say anything,because I don't know what kind of job i want to find.so they help me to managed,so I hear their words,I telephone to the factory and company.about five.but only one furniture company give me reply. so that day ,i come to interview.i remmeber this day is raining,first time only myself to find job.and is so favoring.now,i worked in a furniture company,because i am a shy personer,i nerver be active to talk with other person.nobaby want to talk with me.so everyday i am so lonely.i always miss home.but no ways,even i went out home ,i have a determination to find a job and earn many money went to home.because at home,many people said me is no use person,because they said after i graduated form the college.,i don't find a job.I am now is a adult ,but i can't live with myself ,I have to use my parents money,so I also feel very shy about this,In my heart ,I want to live a happy live and find good job,but everything is always out of my mind.come to here,i am so lonely,I decide that only three months I want to work,after three months ,I want to find a job anther place, I want change a job,but I afaid that I can't find  a job,it is very hard for me to decide which way i want to go.to go .it is very hard .

Today ,when I scan the english website ,I saw a new which said that Chenxiaoxu who is actress as LinDayu in the dream of the red mansion passed away May13 in ShenZhen.It is very pity that she is youny and so beatiful woman.the reason is that she has the illness.when she dead many her freinds didn't know the news.They are very surprise.Chen Xiaoxu became a household name in China in the 1980s after being cast the lead role as Lin Daiyu in the TV soap opera "Dream of the Red Mansion", an adaptation of the Chinese Qing Dynasty literary classic of the same name.Following this popular role, however, Chen Xiaoxu did not pursue an acting career. She disappeared from public view for several years until re-catching people's attention as a successful businesswoman and billionaire in advertising. The news of her tonsure was first disclosed by some "well-informed" fans online and was confirmed by her husband, Hao Tong, who, he had himself said, would soon follow his wife's suit to become a monk in another monastery. Hao said such decision, which however sounds much striking to the public, was their ideal. Chen Xiaoxu was reported to be at Baiguoxinglong Temple, the Buddhist monastery where she received the tonsure ceremony. Chen then concentrated on Buddhist studies at the monastery, according to staff from her company. An unconfirmed source added that Chen Xiaoxu had been following the Buddhist life credo for seven years.

Mother's day coming, I wish my mother longlived and happy forever.By the way, I have left two month from home .I still have some homesick.I think if I am at home I could do something for my mother on that day.but now, I can't get back .The only thing what I can do is to make a phone for her.During two week ,I am too busy to make a phone to home.I think My father and mother may be worry about me.I am an introverted person.Everytime I want to say something to concern witn my family through phone.but everytime we only talk few times.I will try to say more things between my parents.they are the most intimate relative for me.whatever I do, they will forget me .they understand me the most.

Today is a sunny day.The temperature is more highter than usually.We start to use aircondition at noon.Now, My mood like the weather is low.Because my work and my paper have troubled me for several days.My teacher don;t satisfied with my paper and ask me to write again.But I try to wrote the paper during my work time .If my boss know ,he will blame me.So it is not easy for me to write such a paper. But my teacher so strict with me . I feel what he do is to waste my time. He is no need to do this.He never cosider and understand his students. I think if I am a teacher I will not like him. During the period of my work time,I didn't good .everyday, I found i have no idea for my work. My boss want us to use our idea to develope our business. but everyday we found us work for no purpose.So, now, my mood is very low.I hope I would do better for my work

  As usually, I scan the Chinadaliy website in this morning.I got many news.

   First, There was a big explosion in the Alaerian,killed 11 people. After I saw the pictures,I have many feelings.I think the life is so frail .Nobody know when our life is end.The victims'dead will left many suffering to her family.So I hate the terrorist very much.

  Second,I know our chinese premier wenjiabao meet the Janpanese premier to sigh the declaration about the environment . We put aside the rancour over the past and tame rivalry.I agree on the behavīor.

 Third,our oceanic satellite launthed in Taiyuan ,shanxi provice.I am pround for this news.I think our science is develope more quicly than before.

 

How do I love thee

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
                 I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
                 My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
                 For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
                 I love thee to the level of everyday's
                 Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
                 I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
                 I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
                 I love thee with a passion put to use
                 In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
                 I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
                 With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
                 Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
                 I shall but love thee better after death.

FOR YOU, I AM CRAZY
Five years elapsed day by day,
You like an old friend alongside on my way.
You are glamorous not just because of your pretty,
I’m attracted by your honorable soul of dignity.
Oh, for you
I’m crazy!

You like a considerable companion
Helping me forever when I need you and say nothing in anyway.
You like a respectable conductor
Extend my views
Give me advanced edification
Encourage me not give up and never walk away.
Oh, for you
I’m crazy!

Now, it’s your birthday
Like cherry buds blooming in the tree,
So beautiful, so bright and so gay.
Your future will be in the same way.
Let’s remember these, today,
As Tag ore said in his 《Stray Birds 》:
“I give my whole water in joy,”sings the waterfall
“Through little of it is enough for the thirsty.”
You are my waterfall,
The water, which you support to me
Is so pure and clear.
Oh, for you

 

        After a month work day, I have many feelings. First , I feel very happy and relax. because I can earn by myself to ease my parents'bunllet. Although our company is small , i can learn how to make a human and improve my english step by step . I also could catch some work exprienc base my future's work. the weather is nice and the air is very fresh.these are many trees and the city is near the sea.I can get used to it very soon. the people in here i found is very friendly. And there are many deliciou food . they are not expensive. And the seafood is more .my roomate is kind and humor.We cook ,eat ,sleep ,work ,shopping and play together.i found our friendship is more and more deeply.My department boss is our collegue's teacher, he treat us as children.he don't treat us strick and also give us many advices how to improve us.Second,I found a litte homesick . this feeling will more stronger when I got a phone from my family.I concern about my mother 's health ,my father 's business ,and my sister 's study and also.So, I try to make a call to home each week. Third, I have trouble in my oral english. I found I am a passive girl . I am shy to speak actively.so, my orial english is poor. my acent is not starnd.So, I eager to improve my orial english quickly.because it is more important for my job.but I have no direction.Luckly, this afternoon, I scan the blog I found a message which tell us how to improve your orial english.As to remember it more clearly . I copy it to here :

　　一、彻底模仿一段文章是英语成功的基本保证。一段文章彻底突破发音关！
　　二、重复的次数不够，就不可能产生质的飞跃，就不可能.
　　三、天才就是重复次数最多的人。成功就是重复到常人无法超越的地步！
　　四、零碎时间学习英语效果最好。英语最适合零碎时间学习！

　　五、录音带是最好的老师；反复听录音就是最有效的方法。
　　六、学英语就是百分之一的理论加上百分之九十九的刻苦操练。
　　七、眼睛痛没有用，头痛没有用！耳朵痛苦才有用，嘴巴痛才有用！
　　八、学英语是对意志力的最佳考验！如果只是为了背几个单词，做几道题，那学英语简直就是浪费中国人的时间和精力！简直就是祸国殃民！
九、学英语的最高境界就是把一个句子练成一个单词，把一篇文章读到中国人听不懂！
　　十、中英文自由互译是学习英语的最高境界！也是学习英语的最大意义！要时刻苦练中英文互译！
　　十一、英语不是老师教出来，是自己“苦练”出来的！

　　十二、英语的好坏等于嘴巴动的次数；语感的好坏等于文章