I'm not in a good mood

    Recently, I'm not in a good mood. Since I really miss my home, my family, I really really do. I feel lonely as well but dare not to make a call to home. Because I'm not sure if I will have a big cry when I listen my parents' voices.

    I have been listened to the new disks of Westlife, it's really touched. Especially the "Home" and "Have you ever", they both touched the inner part of my heart.

     It's autumn now, a season that may fill of sadness for people. There's a kind of tree that I don't know its name, its flowers are dissilient so beautiful. The colorful red makes you associate with blood, there's a feeling of solemn and stirring. But after the wind, they all fall into the ground. The way they lied in the bed, makes you realize the flimsy of life.

     I don't know how and when I began changed. I used to love meeting new people, I used to love enjoying the noisy around, I used to be outgoing, I used to be full passionate.

     But what's wrong with me? I couldn't get through it.I even don't wanna talk with people around me, not mention to find a real friend. Sometimes I do feel lonely, but most of the time I feel good even I'm alone,I feel free and comefortable.