Hesitate or Move on

     Recently, I am looking for a job for my summer or a part-time job. Since I found it was a shame to ask for money from my old parents in my age. So I've dicided to do something. But there's no resault yet.

     But today when I saw a wanted, I became hesitated. Why? I don't know either. I just hesitated and worried. I worried about if I could handle it or just got fired soon. I aslo worried if the advertisement was true?

     What's more important, I feel it's strange. Why people eager something and want to have a try so much. But when there's a chance, we pull off and hesitate? Is it a common fault for human beings? Or it is just considered as common and normal consideration?

     But isn't it be praised for caring nothing but just going on the rampage, even it would be hurt oueselves so much? Anyway, we have a try and whatever the resault is, we don't need to feel pity about it. Since we didn't let the chance and actution passed away.

     Then why should we still hesitate?