Time flies!

It has passed 1 year since I came here last year. I expected for a new lifestyle When I graduated. But it wasn't like what i want. The job I do is not so boring, the life is unromantic, however, I can bear it. My young life can't be like this.

I want to have a idea of the work. The condition of my job is not ideal. there are far from the center of the city. And the social surrounding is . The people here with terrible morality.

I feel deeply that I have changed so much in the passed one year. I become lazy first, negative and complaint. I shouldn't dedicated myself to my work and life. The current weeks i am wallowing in chatting online by QQ, though i know it just waste time. Dear my friends, would you give me some advisements or suggestions. Thanks.

Hit the load.

<Sex and the city> ,have u ever watched this movie ?

I heard about it long time ago ,but never found a proper time to watch it ,last night ,i finally catched this chance .

I began to watch it with great hope,because i heard that it's a great movie with four beautiful and charming women wearing sort of vogue clothes.really ,i expect it so much .

The first sentence enter my pate is :when sth is really really funny ,i laugh ... ,i like it very much ,because i saw their laugh ,it's really so beautiful ,yes ,very nice ,i remember i have never laughed like that recently,because in life i don't know what i am seeking for,so there won't be sth really exciting me .

Carrie ,Samantha,Miranda,Charlotte are four different woman,but they have the same wish for life ,that's double L,yes ,Lables and Love ,just like carrie said ,having gotten the knack for lables early......now they concentrated on love ....yes ,in life no sth is perfect ,they always met sth upsetting ,but they were always together-----i remember the embrace between Miranda and Carrie,remember the courage Carrie give Charlotte,remember the laugh when they four were together ,that's friendship,that's happiness,you and me all want to own.right ?

While sometimes not all of us is so lucky ,like me ,so lack of friendship in the big city ,no matter i am happy or not ,no friend to tell.for this ,i always feel depressed......my bf tells me that all will be ok ,all i will have in future .but i don't know how long i will wait ,as for lables and love ,my wish is at the base of love to search of lables...........

You are so considerate for me, you changed your life style to adapt me, my interests becomes your interests, you have done a lot for me which you did not do it before, you said, I am your angel in your life, it is me that change your mood, it is me that you have confidence and hope in life, I once moved by your words, I was moved by your actions, I know you have got into the love river so deeply, it seemed you are not the person before!

Love is great in nature, when we did not meet, just thought the romantic plots between the two people, care for each other, have fun together, pursue common interests, fulfill the beautiful dreams, live the happy two people’s world. But finally we met the love, we just want to escape, my be it is too suddenly, may be it is not the perfect person that we are looking for, yeah---we are pursue perfection.

If one day we all tired for our love, I want to escape, what should you do? Will you give up the difficult love? I know you do not want to surrender, you make our relation more intimate by your best, but for me, I try to keep our distance, if one day I leave, I know you must painful, despairing, your world will become dark, you may lost yourself, you will say:dear –do not leave me! I do not want to lose you! I want to live with you forever!

My daughter is 5 years old. The day before yesterday,  my wife and my daughter flied to Changsha for the National Day and I have to stay here for some more time. It's very hot in Changsha these days.

This evening, I got a phone call from Changsha. It's my daughter. From her voice, I can concluded that she was crying her eyes out. She told me that she was not happy and very missed me. "Dad, you should come to Changsha as soon as possible. As you know, our new house is so big,  it's happy for me only if the whole family stay together. I miss you, dad. "

Hearing these words, I could not calm myself down for some long time. Wow, So great! My daughter is grown up now.

不知道从什么时候开始有了这个词，最近的状态可谓之纠结，本想用英文的，可是很多词不会，下回挑个简单的主题才好。

近来快放假了，工作上越发不耐烦了，其实我不确定我喜欢什么样的工作，起码现在的工作状态不是我喜欢的，每天耗在电脑上游荡，外贸萧条，没单子，叫我如何有动力上进学习，其实应该考虑后路了，怀疑领导撑不下去了就会撤了，同学大部分都一样才工作一年半年的，跳槽的大半，考研考证的小半，看来对现状都不满。

我自幼好强，以本校最好成绩上了大学，可是近来高中同学联系频繁起来，貌似都比我好呢，其实不在乎是假，我怕我爸妈在家受不了大家的闲话，说我重点出来也就这样，可我真的不想怎么怎么干大事，心理上的这种落差我也不是那么在乎了，要搁以前我会发奋速度地超过这些人，我跟爸妈说我现在快乐就好，他们从来不要求我怎样，知道我自己不会懈怠自己，看来我还是放不开的

怎么样继续呢？我的梦想是开个蛋糕房，可是得等N年后我有了资金，实际点的就是我发奋考个英语相关的证，搞个翻译什么的，无奈我懒呀，感觉还没到关键时刻，坚持两天就败下来了，Or在目前的工作上继续完善，多学点外贸实践，以后跳槽也罢，我这人从不糊里糊涂的过，只要那几天没目标了，得仔细想清楚了才能继续，

所以混乱，纠结。。。。。。。。。

我要在现有工作上继续加油，不管是不是这块料，在我目前没有下家的情况下，我能做的就是尽力对得起这份工资

我一定要抽出时间给英语，不能保证每天多少时间，但不能忘记这是我喜欢的，等我修炼好了我就可以跳啦

我要开自己的蛋糕店！

是呀，我干吗要想家里大爷大妈们怎么看呀，我就不去大公司就不要拼高薪，我每天笑对自己，你们能做到吗？

爸妈，请相信我，这是我自己最好的选择！

Hello,

First welcome you to visit my English blog.

Write a blog is not a fangle thing for me, but in English it's really strange for me. My major in

Colleage was Electronic Technology, due to my hard work in school, I have passed CET-6,

and in these nearly 3 working-years I also use English sometimes, so I planned to land a job

in foreign trade industry. But on the other hand, as you know, the university in China have

some mistakes in English teaching, and although many students passed CET-4, CET-6 and

even TEM-8, many of them cann't speak fluent English, let alone communicate with

foreigners smoothly. Why? Why that happenned?

When we go to an interview, the HR of that company usually ask us whether we have gotten

English certificate like CET-4, CET-6 and any other certificates that can approve your

English name. But frankly speaking, does that a mere scrap of paper really can approve

your English level? Maybe not. maybe we can read, we can write, but we can't speak

fluently or communicate with foreigners smoothly. What we should do to change this

situation? Pratice, Pratice, Pratice!!!

We should fine more chances to  exercise our real English level, especially listening and

speaking. What's the purpose we learning English? Nothing but for communication.

So we should envisage our real English level and make a big effort to cultivate speaking

capability not only just for reading and writing. That's all. Thanks for your reading!