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Known him since 3 years ago,a Birthday party...

Then and there,about the first impression of him is so gangling.You know,in my family,my elder brother is also gangling and handsome,so i didn't look sharp about him,just is a classmate of my friend.

After the birthday meal,all of us need to go back school,when i took a taxi he run to me like a shot,and ask for my phone number,as a common friend,so i told him my number and say goodbye,several minutes later,i got a message from him,that is "may i be your friend?You know,i am a bachelordom,do you believe?Most of my classmates don't!"In the face of the message,the first feeling is that he want to be my lover...

In the following days,the first feeling has been substantiated,he said he love me,and hope that i can be his girlfriend,but i didn't consent to him,just because i don't want to fine a lover when i am in the college..He said he will wait for me..

June of 2006,ended my college life,and then,i has been recommended to go to overseas for the practice,day after day,we didn't touch with each other,several months later,when i came back to China,one day,i saw a message from my Q_zone,that is"miss you so much,please contact me",that evening,i dialed his number,and told him,i am back..he was happy like a little boy,so the secone day,we met in that evening--a rainy evening,in the KFC,i concent him,be his GF..

And also,he is my first BF,in the front days,we felt what is the blessedness?But some days later,we didn't chat with each other,just because i am a little girl,a ignorant girl,shortly,i bring forward that we part for the ending,he didn't say anything,and here,i don't want to say more,just know that most of person like this,when some is near you,don't know how to cherish,when he or she leave you,missing..I don't know how to say that,you know,and now,he leave the message to me,hope that we can make amativeness again,and i really don't know how to reply him,and now ,in my mind,he just be a friend nothing more..