Today is Dragon Boat Festival!And every year this day,most people eat Zong zi,for commemorating a great poet,Quyuan!But these years i can't celebrate the day at home!So i can't eat Zongzi of my mother for years!I miss my mother's Zongzi so much!But fortunately,one of my good friend's house is near our college,she promises to take some delicious Zongzi to me! I am so blest!

Today,to me it is a happy day!In the morning,my two friends and i go to one of the most beautiful and biggest Park!Today is a feast day,so there are so many people in the park!Although so ,i still feel amused!Here i found  i back my childhood time!So many childlike and cute children!Seeing them,i feel very nice!Maybe because i like the children way much!They don't have any bother and unhappiness!So sometimes i will think if i don't grow up,that will be a good things!Heihei...it seems i am very foolish!

There in the park,i like the establishment of amusement best!For example: corsairs,dodgems and switchback and so on!I like the feeling when i ride these establishment!Sometimes you are on the horizon,and then suddenly you are on the top of sky,such as your heard fall down!The feeling is so strange!And this time the best thing you should do is halllaing  aloud!If you do that ,you will feel very perfect,just as all things in the world is perfect!I really like playing this establishment very much!Actually i want to paly more,but my pocket is so......so i can just paly a little!Oh,my god,i am so pity!If i have much more money,i can play more.....At this time,i hope i can have much money.."oh,my money,where is you".......

       On the 12th May,there was an terrible earthquake  in a country seat of Sichuan city!Up to six o'clock this afternoon,there was more than 12thousand person had murdered in this earthquake!And about 18thousand  were buried under the relic!Most of them are highschool students and pupils!

       They are all young lives!Maybe they don't know what is blessedness,what is bother.....and they can't share the parents' enough love!It is really a  bleak thing!Looking at the photos,my tears down!The young ones leaved!How pain should their parents were?

       From the report,you can find that most broken down building are school,but the some buildings of the office are still well!Maybe because the budden of the school is given by goverment,so they build jerry-building!The building is also a problem!The worker must take definite possible!All they think is money and time,but no safety!It is a doleful thing.....

       Although i know that different person has different valuation,the rich singers should do some meaningful things at this time!Now that they care for buying some dear things,just a little,it is a little money is enough for ones in the earthquake!Everyone should help them,they are really pity......

    Today i go shopping with my friend one i haven't met for a long time!We walked towards the center of the city!Without donbt,it is an interesting things,and we chat amusedly!On the way to the center of the city,i find many interesting things and person!

    I don't know why i have this feeling,maybe i stay in my dormitory for a long time!And face to the computer,face the same person,the similar things day after day!That makes me uncomfortable!I like taking a walk outside or looking person walking pass me!To do this,i feel fine!Or walking pass avenue with an icecream,it is a rummy things too!

   And now i don't like computer,cellphone and many machines with high tech!Although i need them very much, i don't like them either!What it brings is radiancy,the enthrallment of the callan to the internet and so on!I like chating with my chums in the dormitory,reading books on my bed,listening to the music on my bed,it is perfect things!I like that feeling.......

Sometimes i will think if i don't have anything that i hate,what it will happen,will i hate them?May be the answer is "No",that is me,one has a little buggy!Or maybe it is because i have grew up,and my though is changed!And today i find my friend has changed so much!She grew up,when talk about something,what she thinking of firstly is her little brothers,it makes me surprised!Yeah,she has grew up,and i need to grew up too,i am 21,it is time to grow up!And today is Mother's Day,i want to tell my mother"Mama,your daughter has grew up,i can do many things for you from this day!"Merry Mothers' Day,mama!,i love you!"The best wish for all mothers in the world!

Today there was an interview in our College!And it required us to work at weeken!I felt it was good ,and it was my cup of tea!So i went to have an interview!Suddenly i found that i was so fail!Hu hu....

We four went to the room together!And i wasn't the first one,but the last one to introduce ourselves!The first three ones introduce themselves way well,it seems that i am so fail!They said that they did many kinds of jobs,and had experience!It seems that they want to show all fantastic appearance of their!Something they said made me laughe!So i was thinking something happy when it was my turn!It was so fail,face to the interviewer,i can say nothing but a smile!And then they give me a big smile too,said,just relax!And then i introduce myself!but after i told them my name,i don't know say anything,and keep silent for a while!........

And then they asked us to give the way to contra with the customors!All the three ones can say very much,but at me ,just a little!Hei hei.......

Although i have a few times of interview,but i feel frienghten every time when i face to an interview!So in the future,i should practis it much!Or i will fail too after i graduate!Come on......

2008years,it is really joking for me!2008 should be a auspicious year!But why the god taked a so big joke to me!Why there were so many unfortunately things happened in my family!It seems that i have done something wrong!

I don't how  is your mood when you lost a lovely child,who was not gaining enough love from her parents and ones that loved her for ever!I don't know how is your feeling when you lost your parents at the same time!All the lost is the most one you loved!This is the bad things happened around my sister!I don't know how she beared the pain,i worried about her very much!I'm afraid that she couldn't come on!When i knew this things,i can say nothing,except crying!But i can do nothing for her!What i should do is to go home to take care for her!

Tonight,when i open my QQ,and my sister is on line too!Before i thinked that may be all things is over,i must cheer up,my sister too!But when i chated with my sister,i knew that it wasn't a way easy thing that you said you were able to forget it,and then you can forget it !It is very hard!The calm  appearance is false,the pain in the bottem is the real,you can't saw it at all!

2008,it is really a joking!I hope everything goes well!

Xiaolan:Yanzi,how much do you have?

Yanzi:Me?Hei,i am so pity,there is just twenty yuan in my wallet!And you?Very much?

Xiaolan:Oh!We are both Qionggui ah!Origianlly,i though that you would have enough money to borrow some to me!You really make me disappionting!Ah ah......

Yanzi:Hei hei....i don't want to be like this!i have no chiose!

Xiaolan:So this week we would just eat noodles!Right?

Yanzi:Yeah!maybe this is the best selective!

This was my life in December of 2007 !I know i am not a good girl of my parents!I can't manage my money well!This is not a good way of life!Origianlly,the money my parents giving me is enough !But i used too much!

This semester i won't this situation appear!I will manage my money well!Also my life!I need a good life and a good surounding to study!So a new begin is necessary!

Come on!Yanzi!And all my friends ,certainly,my family!

       Recently i finished reading a book〈brothers>!I  was  deeply moved !It is a surpb book!And the author Yu Lua is  an  excellent one!

       The story is about the two boys who come from two different families!One is Song Gang,and the other is Li Guang Tou!Song Gang's mother died of a disease,and Li's father  died in an accident,because of his moral issues!He suddently fell into the toilet when he was peeping at girls on the toilet,and then he was dead!And it is Li's father who retrieved him from the toilet,and backed him to his house!From that day ,the two boys become  children of single-parent families!And one day,Song's father Song Fan Ping and Li's mother Li Lan become husband and wife!And the two boys became brothers!

   Today is a tough luck day!I really want to crazy!There isn't a day that is few of today!

    First of all,today i read a book named Accounting English!It is a good book!Because of reading it ,i feel very well!But when my roommate asked me to open my computer,i find a big problem!My computer poisoning!There are a few Trojan Horse program and Advertising virus!And my Antivirus software can't clear the virus completely!Oh!my god!Who can help me?

  And then,when i want to go to print documents which is stored in mp3,but the result is i am fail!My mp3 is damaged!I don't why  is  this!Today at noon ,my roommate just used it download documents!And now when i want to used it ,the problem appeared!Even worse is ,my homework must be handed up!And the time is limited!I don't have enough time to do  homework  for the second  time!Ah Ah.........I want to die......

     Yesterday,our class went to take a picnic in Flower World!It is the same as the other park!I don't like the things that made by people!I like the Natural formation things!It is  way beautiful!No polution!

    Although it isn't natural,we had a good time that day!So  much worry and unhappiness disappeared there!It seems that i came back my childhood!I can carefree play!

  There

He is an excellent boy!He is good at dancing,basketball,football.....In short,he is skilled in many things!

Our first meet is in summer holiday!We went to work together!We have a good time every day during that times!Athought the work was hard,our smile appered every day!Now we are good friends!We keep in tounch everyday!

Yes!i must say that i like him a little!He is kind to me!He always asks me to play!I want to try to like him!But he is so excellent that i can't go to like him!Now i feel anony!Liking someone is an anony thing!

   Long time i haven't renewed my bolg!Now i own my computer!The feeling is wonderful!I don't need to use the other's!and i don't need to go to the net-bar! I could use it anytime when i need!

    But now i also have some proplems!I find that i have little knowledge about computers!It makes me afriaid!These days i met many proplems!And certainly i am in  bad mood!I don't how to solve them!At last,i only can asked males to help me! At this time i found males are great!In some aspact,males are important!we ladies depend on males!We must say that males are great! 

 All this  holiday i am busy doing my work!i found a job!It is milk sale!

Everyday we start our work at  eight o'clock,then finish it at evelen o'clock!In the afternoon ,we star t it at four o'clock,then at eight o'clock we can go home!We do it day after day!We can also meet different person,kind or venomous!What we need do is make much order,the more the better!If we can get much order,our leader will  be happy very,and kind to us!but we don't,he will scold us!OH!my god!Although we don't have any fault!Maybe he just want to express his right to us!He want to  tell us that he is our leader!we just students,his employees!

Everyday we have much milk to drink!In fact i don't want to eat much ! I will insist my work!NO  matter how hard it is!come on!                      

Today i went to repair my clamshell phone!When i finished it,i found there are many people standing around a girl and a boy!They are brother and sister!Both of them fell on their knees!They are the same age with me!

In fornt of them,reading,their father died a week ago,because of an accident.And they hadn't no momey to take his father's(骨灰) to their home!And their family is poor,for their tuition!Maybe this is not a ture,but  it isn't under my control,i feel that they are pity very much!Especailly because of iam the same age with them!At last i give them five yuan,maybe this is little,but my momey is limit!After i gave them the momey,they give me thankness!

When i come to school,i told my friend this thing!

They all said that i am foolish!Maybe that is not the ture,but i just want to help them,even if they cheat me!Sometimes i find that i have some kindness,but sometimes i am a bad girl!Sometimes i am mean ,and do't want to help others do anything!but sometimes i like to help others do something!I am really a strange girl!Sometimes i can't stand anything,the cloth of some school,the attidues of someone,and our teacher!Two years ago,i am a simplicity girl,but now everything is changed!Everything isn't go back!

What i need to do is just do by myself,follow my heart!I am growing up,some though should be changed!Just do what i should do is enough!Lighten up!  

Today i met my brother!I haven't met him for more than one year!It is a big surprise for me!Also something exciting!When i called to a friend,he asked me to go to his house!He also said that i would be regret if didn't go!I must go for his words!

When i arrive at there,i asked him to meet me,who i saw was my brother!I can't help to cry!I just missed my brother very much!We had a happ talk,and eat lot!

After half past 9,i must leave for school!it took me more than one hour to come to my school!So my brother come with me!But when we came to my school,it was alreally 11o'clock,so there aren't buses to leave for my brother! So i said i stayed with you(my bother0,but he didn't agreen,he asked me to go to school to seelp!I keep my idear!So we chated out of the school all night!From childhood to our future,our talk is full of happiness!Suddenly i found that my brother has growed!

Once my brother is a treason boy,what his father asked him to do ,he couldn't follow!But i am get along well with him!He like me very much!My dear brother ,i will stand behind of you for ever!    

Hehe!I Haven't renew my bolg for long time!These days i am busying with my homework!Examination is comeing!Everyday after i finished my homework,i  would go to have a walk with my good friend!Or i would go to play basketball,pingpon!My life is full of  substance!I live a happy day!

The day after tomorrow i will have a text!It is dangke(because i don't know how to say it,so i just use binyin to take place of english)!(哎！实在是惭愧啊！my  english is so poor!)I hate it very much! I don't know what i got from it!What i need is passing it!So i must go over them!Although i hate it,i must do somethings that i dislike!What i can do except following the teachers'instruction!

There is  only a month that i wil leave my school!This school is a branch one!It is in a beautiful school!The air is fresh!In morning,when we get up,the birds are singing!This is lotus in my school!It is beautiful,isn't it?

In this school,there are only we fresh man here!It is about more than one thousand students here!So it is convinence to do many things!I like here very much!But next tern,we must move to our head school!I don't want to go there.There are so many people there!and the enviroment is bad there!Our head school is near the center of the city!

I really don't want to move to there!But what i can do?what i can do is obeying the school! 

Today my good friend say to me that she want to break up with her boyfriend!Her boyfriend said that he didn't like her as before!And she is a college student,a fresh man ,her boyfriend is a senior school student!senior four!There is some distance between them.There is a saying:Distance brings about beauty!"But it doesn't fit them!

The second reason is that her mother doesn't agreen with them!The boy is poor!And  the girl is better than the boy's family!Her mother hopes that she can find a boyfriend who is  Assortative Matching(门当户对）with her!She said she has much pressure!When you love a person,it is hard to give up!Love is in the hears of each other!Her mother said:if you go with him,rest of your life will be hard!You don't have enough money!So what will she do?

From her story,i am afraid love a little!I don't have a boyfriend,i also want to have a rich and excellent boyfriend!But love is relationship(缘分),we can dicide it!And i don't agreen with her mother't opinon!If i love a poor boy,i will work hard with him! All my condition is that  he has  more confindent in everying,he think he can do! There is nothing we can't do!We should believe in ourselves!The sun will rise up tomorrow!The life is going on,we can't give up!Every hard will past!Come on!haihaibs!I give you my best wishes!

   

There are ten girls in my dormitory!Everyone is special!Everyone thinks that she is unique!So sometimes it is hard to do some determination!There is a girl that i don't like!

She is a girl who is lazy to do something!For example,she herselfe doesn't go to buy breakfast,supper! She always  utilizes the others!And she looks down upon many people!These are not only my feeling,but also all the girl in my domitory except her!Everyday you could hear the words that "Look at that one,she is in bad looking!and her dressing is duty!".When she says like this,i find that she is naive like a senior student!How mean she is!In my opion ,a college student should not talk like that!  the college student is a culture people!We can not talk about the suit of a  person!We have the right,but maybe your  dressing is ugly!So don't criticise others' dressing!Just do yourself well!Only you do yourself well,you can have the right to require the others do well! 

Suddenly,i don't know what i should write down!Althoug i have much to say,i can't write them out!This is me!

In real life,i am a optimistic gril!But when i need to write something,i become a gril not as the real life!Here i want to express my feeling,my bad mood,my sadness ,they are something that i can't tell my friend!People is also a strange thing!May be everyone is a differnt one in his or her topic! 

At the begining of this tern,i found a boy who looks like a DJ in the Channel V!He has glass,short hairs,!He likes to wear white T-shirt!He is a  characteritic boy!I like to look at him!

Several days before,we get his phone number!I don't want to  send short message to him!So one of my roommate do it!From the shore message,i know that he like reading,music,and so on!He is an excellent man!

Two days ago,he sent a short message,said that he wanted to know who is the girl sending short message!Oh!My God,this makes me fell worry!I don't have enough courage to face him!What i want to is keep the imotion!