lazy

recently, i find myself more and more lazy, the enthusiasm for my work disappeared, on the contrary, a world-weariness replaced it in my heart, especially after our short vacation. yesterdat i was blamed by my direct leader,our vice superintendant,who is in charge of the whole community in our popetom,because i did not input some monthly message into the computer.although been blamed , i did pay much attention on it, it was just like that i was a  veteran policeman and knows everything about this society, just like ChenXiaoxu, the personator of LinDaiyu in the Dream of A Red Mansion, who has nothing to care about in this world and finally became a nun.

of course , i will not convert myself into Buddhism and become a monk , i am so young, and there are so many wonderful things i even did not contact, i will continue with my servant life ,and make it better. we all should be like this, yes?