Life

    i've experienced “vicissitudes” of life in those days。

    Strange to say，my volatile disposition turned to be the one of tranquility，which couldn't be ruffled by any accidents，be it rain or shine。

    body shaping programme，exam-prepartion and teaching schedule，all of those had occupied my recent life that i’d no time for leisure meditation over future。serious as i am，i don't want to live under the illusion，which would made me excruciating anguish to back into reality， of the fantastic life of being admitted by Sisu。

    Tonight，as i was reading，an terrible prospect-i would fail my dream again striked upon me，and i trembled suddenly。thus，with might and main，i dissipated my fear for failure and concertrated myself on study。it never occurred to my that i would “reap”such a “fruit” after a period of assiduous efforts i put into the preparation。

    yeah,cheer up.it's hard for an empty sack to stand upright.

    and beauty is not imposed not imanescant.

    i possess both

    sisu，i am coming