suspicion came over me

2007-06-05 23:46:54 / 天气: 晴朗 / 心情: 平静

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Doubty swelt up in me towards everything with the exception of my family.

I doubt my friends,for if there is a person who can treats me with a wholly sincere heart,disgarding jealousy,suspicion,utilization,a grain of which will obviously erodes the amicable friendship?

I doubt love,for if there is a man who can reckons me as the most beautiful girl in the world even if i'm actually not?As the proverb goes:beauty is in the eye of the beholder.When we're strolling in the street,he'll not cast a sidelong glance towards the sexy girl in the other side of the road.I believe that love is eternal,not ephemal,it can stare the whole difficulties down.

I doubt the society,in which gluts with corruption and red tapes.Apron strings(裙带关系) becomes the entree to the so-called "Polite society"(upper-class),despite the man with all kinds of faculties.He who has no economic and family grounds must pay million folds of efforts to gain what he wants.Ironically,it turns out to be a anti-climax when the man had fullfiled his dream.

Fortunately,I have the most happinest family in the world.What makes a home?Love and sympathy and confidence.It's a place where kindly affections exist among all members of the family.Whenever i stumbled upon unhappiness,i can vent my pent-up feelings to my heart's content to my family members.They can analysize the problems for me with a detached reasonment.

In turn,I'll not lose faith in myself.i hope I can see everything,every phnomenon with a rosy-coloured,not colored spectacle.smile to myself often.

For smile is infectious.

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gxrnj 发布于2007-06-08 07:34:20: it is not suspicion that came over you, it is your distrust in life itself. treat others the way you want to be treated. you doubt that your friends and lovers are not likely to be sincere to you.but how about you. can you promise that can treat all of them with a wholly sincere heart,disgarding jealousy,suspicionand utilization, and can you promise that When you're strolling in the street with your boyfriend,you'll not cast a sidelong glance towards the handsome man in the other side of the road, either it is beckham or pitt? girl, do you think all it is possible? we are living human beings, not scriptures or woods.
as far as your last complaint is concered, i can/t deny all that you mentioned is true in our the society. but it can not be reasons for us to give up any effort, i am from a poor family, and i know the dirty side of the society. but i never give up, through my effort,i am quite well now, i feel fufilled enev though i pay million folds of efforts.i think it is worthy. compared with who enter the upper-society through apron strings, i think these who get there through their own efforts win all the respect.
so lovely girl, don't lose heart in life. cheer up and continue fighting for your dream.

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