A beautiful day

Today is a beautiful day  ,for i received the new  clothes from my parents .I put on it as soon as I got it .Now and here i miss my parents so much ,I am eager to know what are they doing now ?Maybe  they are having lunch at table ,maybe mother is washing the dishes ,maybe ... All of these are just my imagine ,I have no chance to testify my guessing .But i like this kind of feeling ,it seems that i am connected with my parents by my imagine .At this moment ,I recall many things ,including my happy childhood ,the interesting stories my parents told me  ,even the love romance between my father and my mother .Those years they get along well with each other ,though someting unhappy happans at intervals.They are kind people with strong will,they have ability to overcome all the difficulties around them .They show me that :Nothing is really over until the moment we stop trying .DOn't say die ! We can give up a slice of our plan but not our dream that we are sure they are important and nessary .We should never give up making a success of our career we should never give up learning the new things that we have dreamed for a long time ...Though I know their meaning and expectation for me ,I always failed to be a clever and happy girl.I couldn't make progress in my studying though I tried hard .I am not good at communicating with others and always being disunderstanded and hurt by others .I can say I never did harm to others ,what I do and what I say just in my conscience .Why ? I often ask myself why am a loser ,why I cann't have enough capital requite my parents for their reering...May be  this is my life ,God arranged everything for me,I Cann't do anything for it . But I know I can change my attitude towards life ,if so ,I will be happier than before. Wonder will perform in my life one day for my diligence and my constant efforts.