To my teacher

Whenever and wherever we meet ,you are get used to giving me a big hug with warm smile.To be frank,I seldom got warm hug from others,including my parents and my dear friend.At the beginning I was a little shy when you embranced me in front of the crowd.But I'd like to enjoy this kind of feeling you give me .It seems that my life is not so bad as I think .At least somebody is willing to embrace me and simle to me ,I should be content with these.You seem to be a happy person without sadness and full of enough vigor.You are always wear smile on your face .Maybe you are happy-go-luck,but I couldn't to be this kind  of person,though I tried hard to be for several times.Maybe there are so many pressures on my mind,I have responsibility for my parents and other people who really care about me.In order to requite their sacrifice for me,I do my utmost to study hard and do everything perfectly as possible as I can.You know,I am a diligent girl who would rather spare no effort achieve my goal.Take my studying for example,I almost spend most of my time learning English,I get up at about 5 for morming reading.In my spare time,I go to library or vacant roomfor studing instead of playing as my peers. I never complainted,for I considered it as my duty.But I still make a great progress in English,Ispeak english still with strong native accent.Iam always being laughed for my accent ,but I don't care so much,what I care is all of my effort in vain at last.Maybe I am not fit for learning lanuage.I am weak in imitating,many pronunciations are so difficult for me.At thought of these problems,I even want to give up.Fortunately ,i didn't do that and keep on working hard . Becaus I know "NOTHING IS REALLY OVER UNTIL THE MOMENT STOP TRYING...In many aspects,I behave eccentricly, I would like to do anything by myself,I don't like to stay witth many people,in a sense I am afraid of standing among the crowd.I value my self-respect,I never hurt others on purpose,I'm used to avoiding involing in others' affairs.But some awful peole like to take me to trouble and speak evil of me behind my back,especially my roomates,they are the most wretched persons I have seen.They treat me as their enemy,though I didn't do anything to them.They even spoke foul lanuage to me when I do some reading in the dorm,while they often turn up the music loudly when I studying,But I seldom say anything, I know all my fightback is meaningless towards them,I tolerant all the chagrin and study harder than before,I want to prove that I am stronger than them,including my personality and my studying,I said these to you ,because I treat your as my friend.I know you are very busy ,so many times I tried to not bother you ...Wish you a cool heart in the hot summer,happy everyday.