What do u want in your life ?

what do you want in your life? what kind of life you want to live ?

I asked myself so many times these days as the confusion full of my head .

what's the happiness?

Do I have to lose something while getting something ? I dont know which one I want more now .I am totally in a delemma about what I should go for in my life .It is so painful to give a decision of your future life .Half of your dream become true while half of ur dream would dead at the same time .They both are the life I want so much ,neither of them that I can give up so easylily .But ,life is hard and you cannot obtain them at the same time ,you have to choose one of them and to complete it finally .The other one will die away slowly or keep it ur heart forever ? I dont know which one is much more meaningful to me .It will hurt a lot .

Okay ,If it is destiny I will accept .I cannot care about too much now .What I want I will know .....