paradigmas change over time

wrote it before the new job starting.

Life arranged so many  pecks and valleys in front of me to traverse,that made me feel disabled to master ego.

yesterday i was ambitious to climb the mountain's top.

today i have to be wandering at the original point plaintively.

lessons...lessons.they all r lessons from my life.a year-round school,which i never actually graduate from.

i have to surrender to the fact.that i can't fly away now.

to be an optimist !my dear.believe ego.