My diary title is picked up from elisa, i think the same, i quite prefer your way of life. Not everyone can raise the devil, but when you are keeping race with time ,you would be resonance, Time can resolve your trouble,bring you fresh air and led you to another situation, it depens your idea, your way of life.

The man who has made up his mind to win will never say "impossible ".

凡是决心取得胜利的人是从来不说“不可能的。

New year new office new look new feeling

The New Year is coming, I am very confused. The 07 year has had many matters; however my mood was sank to a very low level, a profound melancholy seized me at a period of time, so many Why ' s that doesn't have the answer, but always tell myself strong and the insistence.
Actually, the strong and the insistence mean to me the result without answer or a helpless choice.  My born characteristic is; good memory & quick learning, but extreme deficient analysis & judgment, as long as I meet matter, not be able to make the response rapidly, cannot hold the opportunity to reply initiatively, but “allow to take its course naturally” is always my final conclusion I had to, as a result it makes same mistakes over again, even as a result duo to the wrong analysis and the judgment, the faulty countermeasures adopted correspondingly, causes the matter to twist, violates my original ideas, moreover rude awakening.
08 year is beginning, what will be happened? Is it possible to have a change on what I disliked before? Will the unhappy occurred in 07 year be continued? How to make up the flaw of individuality aspect? How to strengthen analysis and judge ability? What I asked is my expectation, to be going well.I put forward these question marks while seek God help to grant my wisdom, directs me in 08 years gradually one by one!

I absolutely love Christmas and go all out decorating my home. I also enjoy choosing and wrapping gifts for family, setting up a Christmas tree at home and writing special messages on Christmas cards. How lucky I am to live in China and have the chance to celebrate both Christmas and Spring Festival! My holiday wish this year is for everyone to temporarily forget about differences between cultures and festivals and to instead focus on what they share, good will and cheer for humankind! This passage is a wonderful reminder of holiday spirit! I wish all a joyous and healthy holiday season!
      我非常喜欢圣诞节。圣诞之际，我会不遗余力地装饰我的家。我也非常乐意给家人包装礼物，摆设圣诞树，并且在圣诞贺卡上写下特别的问候。我真幸运，因为在中国我既可以庆祝圣诞节又可以欢度春节。今年要我送给大家的圣诞祝愿便是让我们暂时忘却文化和节日的差异，聚焦我们共享的东西以及美好的心愿，并且为人类欢呼！这篇精彩的短文激起了过节的气氛！在这里，我祝愿圣诞快乐，身体健康!

I'd like to express my sincere thanks to Mr.Wenny, i was suddenly enlightened by his nice words, i 'v been recovered from my sadness, the sky is blue again, i wish to enjoy my happiness with everybody here, also recommend it to you to practice it:" When someone disagrees with you or offends you, don’t lose your temper. Why? Because it is of no use to do so. You ought to (should) be patient and keep calm lest you should quarrel with him. You must know that patience is not cowardice, but a virtue. In addition, patience will also bring us success. When you meet with difficulties in your work, it is no use losing heart. You must keep on fighting until (till) the final victory belongs to you".

Recently i was in a very bad mood, my heart was  extremely  blocked , i never met such kind of thing before, i believe that  impossible is nothing in my life ,but  it was reverse, i try to find a better way to resolve it but in vain. it is a force major, even i want to talk with you here but i don't know what 's that, in fact it's a good fortune on the very beginning, but  it change worse later, now i am anxious to make it clear, i found the following famous notes remind me a lot:

Undertake not what you cannot perform, but be careful to keep your promise.
不要承担你完成不了的事，但一定要信守诺言。

Errors,like straws, upon the surface flow, he who would search for pearls must dive below.
错误就像浮在水面的稻草，要想寻找珍珠就得潜到他的下面。

There is no situation in life but has its advantages and pleasure provided we will but take it as a joke when we find it.
人世间的任何境遇都有其优点和乐趣，只要我们愿意接受现实。

Education is the ability to listen to almost anything without losing your temper or self-confidence
教育就是要使人具备一种能力， 可以听到任何话都不动怒或丧失自信。

The man is the richest whose pleasure are the cheapest.
能处处寻找快乐的人才是最富有的人。

Since I was dispatched to a new post ,starting a system management console in network,I feel happy and lucky working with a good boss,she is very kind and wisdom and show us very friendly, i haven't met such kind of the boss for a long time, in fact, my job is more hard than before, but i'd like to accept it just duo to her working style and her smile.

What's a curious coincidence that I could take care a dog! Really i had never thought that i could have a dog with my family? when i was a liitle girl,i was once bit my a neighbor' s dog, my neighbor is my friend, too, she asked me to go to her home, i was stopped by a black dog standing in front of her door,i didn't dare to go into, my neighbor looked quiet without any defraud and told me her dog was very kind and peace, i believed her and go ahead stright into her house, however it was just the reverse, the dog jump and bit my hand, this blood experience teach me a lot, from that time wherever l see a dog, i will immediately went down on my knees,pick up a stone to be ready to throw out, this is a effectual way to protect me.

As long as time goes,i found there are many families have pets, it seems that's fashionable to keep a pet, some even call their dogs son and girl, i can't imagine how a family could live together with animals.Are they mattoid ?

One day, my daughter carried a dog home, in fact we both unknow clear what 's the matter with us? why a  pet was brought to me in the case of my dislike or fear? is that a special gift given by God? i don't know how to refuse it but agree to leave it on a first glance.

We gave his name dingding, everday i feed him and do a lot of home work to keep my house clear due to him, i kept it at home for nearly two years, during this tme i tried several times to give it to others,but in vain, my daughter even cry for it at midnight when it was sent out one time, i had to take it back the same day night.

A very strange day that changed me, a Saterday  morning at 9 o'clock of July 29,2006,  i opened my door to put the rubbish out, Dingding  ran out all on a sudden, my husband ran following after him for a while, and fetched him back home. At about 10, my husband and i again opened the door going to visit my mother,we had closed the door quickly and stop him inside, but unfortunately i left my moneybag inside house, as soon as the door was opened second time, Dingding ran out of the house again. At the beginning i didn't pay care on it, i am sure it would be fetched  back again by husband, but it's wrong.

The dog escaped from my house,just du to he couldn't tolerant my beating when he made mistakes, yes, he often staled on bed (a Japanses bed), that escaping day is just the next day of his beating somewhat.

it's said that we never know the value of water till the well is dry(井干方知水可贵),when i open the door coming back home from my office, no find Dngding looking up and down at me to receive me at the door, i felt sad. i sent some samll advertisements aound my area, i would like to give guerdon to someboy who would help me to find my dog.But Dingding will never come back my home.

Since then i show great care to  dogs and cats, i know them well. My daughter knows my sad, and tried to fnd another one, but i refuse it, because i can't endure another shock.

In fact i don't know how enough my daughter loves it, she brought back home another the same kind  Bomei dog without my nod.Now lingling (only one letter difference)has lived with us for nearly more than one year. it's a girl ,pretty and clever than dingding, she is very lucky the sencond one coming into my family, i know how to take care on it. she can't be better.