Seek God's help to grant me wisdom&bless me in 08 year!

New Roman">purple; FONT-FAMILY: 'Monotype Corsiva'; mso-fareast-font-family: 华文仿宋">The New Year is coming, I am very confused. The 07 year has had many matters; however my mood was sank to a very low level, a profound melancholy seized me at a period of time, so many Why ' s that doesn't have the answer, but always tell myself strong and the insistence.
Actually, the strong and the insistence mean to me the result without answer or a helpless choice.  My born characteristic is; good memory & quick learning, but extreme deficient analysis & judgment, as long as I meet matter, not be able to make the response rapidly, cannot hold the opportunity to reply initiatively, but “allow to take its course naturally” is always my final conclusion I had to, as a result it makes same mistakes over again, even as a result duo to the wrong analysis and the judgment, the faulty countermeasures adopted correspondingly, causes the matter to twist, violates my original ideas, moreover rude awakening.
08 year is beginning, what will be happened? Is it possible to have a change on what I disliked before? Will the unhappy occurred in 07 year be continued? How to make up the flaw of individuality aspect? How to strengthen analysis and judge ability? What I asked is my expectation, to be going well.I put forward these question marks while seek God help to grant my wisdom, directs me in 08 years gradually one by one!