Life Is Full of Happiness

I always wanna say something about happiness.But it is a too large and serious t
opic for me to argue and analyze.The only thing I know is that life actually is 
full of happiness,it depends on whether you could discover and enjoy it.For me t
here are some really "small" pieces of happiness I've experienced.

When I was a 7-year old girl,I was demanded to wear white shirt and blue trouser
s on 1st June,to join the Young Pioneers.At that time my parents and I lived in 
a small town in Sichuan province and it's not easy to get a "white" shirt.I worr
ied about it for a couple of weeks.When at last my mother managed to make one by
 herself for me just before the ceremony,I know for the first time in my life,wh
at happiness means.

For little kid many things at present pleased her.So it seems so easy to laugh,t
o enjoy the innocent happiness.Winning a game,getting high scores,being praised 
by teachers,raising a little rabbit,each time going out for travel,each time bei
ng allowed to buy icecreams,...may be worth the most sweetest smile and cheer.

Things changed when we grow up.The more we see,the more we know,the more we worr
y about the more nervious we become.We see human being fighting against themselv
es. Murder,violence,conflict...happen every day all over the world and probably 
never end.Thus people become very tired of everyday's struggle,the happiness dis
appears soon.

But if you look into the normal people's lives,you will find,these people,majori
ty of the population of the world,may be not rich,may be not powerful,may not ha
ve their own businesses,their own houses,even not a stable good job,they do live
 lives.They do enjoy their every day and prepare for the coming days with hope.I
 think they may be the happiest people in the world.
Sometimes I can see a father take his son to school by bicycle.They don't have a
 car,they may be worry about sunshine,the wind,the rain,the crowded street and t
he time.But only by this way can they see trees change from green to yellow,can 
the son get a chance to know other people and to learn the traffic rules.They ca
n have a funny conversation and the son could learn a lot from his father trough
 it.I think they are happy at that time.

That's come back to the point what happiness is in fact.I think it's not the res
ult but the process is more important.Happiness could not be simply judged by mo
ney something.Also it's hard to say what is success.If you were born rich,you wi
ll have no idea about poor.If you have never lost,you will not be delighted by t
he seccess either.For me happiness may be those wonderful feelings last just one
 moment.If you can feel it now and again, here and there,your life will be full 
of happiness.

Sometimes when I pass by the Chaoyangmen subway entrance,I see several young guy
s sitting on the ground playing guitar and singing popular songs.Few people thro
w coins,nobody stop.This doesn't matter at all.They just sing for themselves and
 enjoy it.That time I may smile,I just share their music and sing together with 
them.Even when I walk away for a long time,the melodies continue in my mind.Aren
't they happy then?I feel happy too.

I have seen a movie called "The 8th Day".There is one line in it,"If you feel th
e tree,you will become the tree...".How wonderful if I could really be a tree!I 
will be more colser to the nature.I will feel the pain being cut down and leavin
g the land.I will feel the pleasure srounded by singing birds. So sometimes I re
ally envy the actors and the actresses.They have opportunities to experience dif
ferent lives.Each kind of life will full of it's own happiness and pain.So they 
will be very rich of it.
 
I'd like to say,"If you feel the happiness,you will be happy".:-)