There IS a boy who i love very much。But heis not my boyfriend。I can  do everything for him.But we will not be together forever . These days i miss him very much.Then I  told him that i often dream him.I know  i shoud not do that . but i can not control myself. so i am sad .i really do not know how to do .i face my boyfriend everyday.he love me very much.In these case i do not know how to treat my boyfriend.why every have to face those difficult. now that boy will not keep in touch with me.today i send a message to him .but he have not send back.maybe he will never say nothing to me.tonight i will be lonely,because he have not send back. i write  those words because i hope he will see  these some day.i hope he will known how i love him .