The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.If it's possible, here will show all my footprints in the whole life.

我的最新日志

  • My son's good-news paper

    2009-7-02

    I am so happy watching those lovely paper.They are from my son's hard study.
    Because my son's teacher will take back all of them,I know that's because she will reward those best students in my son's class.I took a photo of them here to keep my son's pride as well as mine.      
    Although my son's are not the most in class,I am already very satisfied with him.My son told me his teacher hadn't rewarded yesterday after they handed them in.Because the teacher said that the final examinations were the last and most important breakthrough.Who can get good scores this time,then it's equal to ten good news paper.  
    Come on!my son.You are the best in mom's heart.hehe

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  • Say goodbye to you，all my students

    2009-7-02

     发表于2009年07月01日 06:20

     
    Now is early morning,sitting at the table and keeping my diary.Because today is the last class day before examinations for me and my students.
    Time flies!One more hot summer has come again quietly,my favourite season.
    We will say goodbye soon,I really have some words in heart to say.Because I have ever told you that we should learn to express and brave to express,express the niceness in heart.
    I spent a very meanful year with joys and sorrows.
    The first time to lose sleep because of one student's  injury.
    The first time to keep having sense of quilt facing the students because of deserting them,so sometimes I  spoiled them.
    The first time to receive students' gifts on my birthday,I think it's my happiest birthday since young. I would also treasure them forever until old.
    The first time to change my character so much that even I can't know myself.I always asked myself why,now I know that's because joys are no distance with me originally.
    The first time to chat with my students on QQ.
    The first time to say goodbye to my students in the end.
    Although I won't teach you,you are my students forever in heart,thank you for bringing me a hppy year.This year is my turning points to a happier one.
    Yeah!Watching you make me recalling my teaching life of 13 years ago,those happy days with my students,we are both simple and lovely.
    Dear students,it's you bring me so much joyfulness this year,and I also tried to bring back to you.Because I think when a person is in joys,she should bring her joys to the person who she loves,because the joys of everyone is limited in life.
    Remember that I concern oneself with facts and not with individuals being a teacher.If I hurt you sometimes,that's unmeant just like what I have ever said to you at the very beginning.Because I know that my primal ideal is to be a teacher and I achieved it.
    In my heart,my students and my son are the most lovely person in the world.I love you all.
    I ended my life of being a mainteacher with a diary, and this time I will end this school year with a diary,too.I know not everyone can find future by studying in school,but you must know how to live well and how to be an upright person.Yesterday,I enforced several students to smile at the class,which is a way to punish them,and now I need to return it to you. 

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  • How far is happiness?

    2009-6-28

     Watching a TV play on the internet took up most of my this weekend.It's name is how far is happiness.I had a great interest on it as soon as I watched at the beginning.Wang zhiwen,Meiting,Tong dawei are main roles in it.After watching it,I thought a lot about this title,it sounds very nice and the story can show most of people's true emotions.However it brings me too much sadess.
    Each of us eager happiness,but who can understand what is real happiness?Of course,because of different family background,living experiences and characters.We always desire the happiness which belongs ourselves,although they are quite different from others,we can touch it when we were once having them.Maybe it is impenetrable in others' eyes,but we always enjoy it.
    How to understand happiness?and how to find happiness?even we always ask ourselves:how far is it?
    But we always forget to ask ourselves,are we in happiness now? and what we are having now?
    Don't always look forward to the days in the future,don't always think future must be nicer than now.Of course having hopes in mind is what we need and very important in life,but we should learn to be content at any time.Properly think about our present life,don't enjoy the happy life one lives.
    So-called happiness also contains joys and sorrows in life,it's a kind of complex.Of course,after make clear what is happiness for you,then pursue holding it in heart.No matter how hard it is!  have neither enmity nor repentance!
    However,when we are in happiness,we always can't feel its existing.However,when we lose it,then no way to find it back,even if the same people,the same places,but the world has changed!
     
     

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  • indignation

    2009-6-28

     
    Ana    发表于2009年06月25日 12:58
    In such a world,hate myself sometimes,because I didn't do the things as my willingness.Always think myself would do things according to my own charater.But sometimes I failed!Then I would be upset for several days and need nothing to comfort myself because all of those were done by myself,not others.
    Would there be any ideals or aims in front of me?But I can't think of any one at all ,maybe it's my pity,or I can say that is my luck!I can't sure from which day I began to hate so many things around me,they are as light as a dirt in my eyes and look down upon them so much.I know it is not right thinking for me,thinking back how kind I have been to others and loved each of  people around me, thought each of them as good person.But now everything has changed.Sometimes I have lots of indignations,and even want to express them out in spite of offending others.In my mind,everything is so boring,I just want to say my true words and do what I really want to do.No need to please anyone for me!
    False smile,please keep away from me,it's so awful,I have early understood the real aim behind those false smiles.Don't think that I like you if I smile at you,just because I myself want to be a polite person.
    The rule for myself:
    1,Never say backbiting of others.No matter how terrible she or he is,there's nothing to do with me.
    2,Never argue or debate anything with others,because it's so useless.
    3,I can pay,but never require payback.
    4,Remember to do the things according my willingness,never care about others' comments.
    5,Never show my sadness to others,because sadness belongs to my own problems,nobody would help at all.Oppositely,only can become a pilgarlic in others' eyes.
    6,Never care about too much the things except family's,then nobody outside can hold me at bay.

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  • Hate sunshine

    2009-6-21

    Everything needs sunshine,but I don't like it at all.
    I like the quietness and romantic of night,but afraid of darkness when alone.
    I think not every plant likes sunshine just like me,but enjoying growing in the shadow.
    During hot summer,so I prefer to enjoy the nice night every day.That sleeping at home in the day and go out for a walk remains so many years,Cool breeze and dim lights,release all tiredness and worries of the whole day.All of these would make me think of first love.From then,I take a fancy on summer,especially the nights of Summer.
    These days,we went to sleep very late.That"s good,because it can reduce the chances of making dreams,especially nightmares.No matter what kind of dreams,please keep away from me!
    Sometimes I think I was a kind of plant which is afraid of strong light and also suitable to grow in the house.This kind of plants would never come into flowers,no flowers,no resplendence,then no bleak!but they have enough touchness.They can always show vitality all its life,unless they die.

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  • Harvest

    2009-6-21

    2009年06月14日

    Watching my harvest,my cucumbers,so happy I am!Yeah,no pay,no gain.
    All those what I are doing is just for my son,just want him to have some vegetable without farm chemical to eat.Living such a world and it's possible to face danger at any time.Let us be good to ourselves and try to enjoy our each day.
    Little tomatos also look so lovely,looking forward to their harvest.
    We can go back home at last,the best place is home.I am so relaxed now.
    The final-examination is coming,I care about not only my students',but only my son's.Hehe,hope to get bumper harvests,how greedy I am!But Whether or no,I spent a quiet and happy year with them.Maybe nothing can compared with these.

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  • transitory life

    2009-6-10

    2009年06月10日

    Once,my small family stayed together in one room and mentioned about"life".We spoke of the ages of ours,yeah,we are both over 30,and quickly near to 40.Suddenly,my husband got into sillence.I asked what things he was thinking about at that time,he told me that he felt our lives were so short that it was no enough for him being with us,I and son.I said:"yeah,the life passed so quickly,and let me be your wife and let son be your son again next lifetime,ok?" Then my husband smiled:"en".
    Yesterday was my busband's birthday,I bought him a cake for the first time and spend one birthday a bit formally after marriage.In the past,I would always forget his birthday and didn't attach an importance to that.From now,I must change my mind about it,how many birthdays will there be left for us to spend happily in the rest life,we should treasure all happiness around us,even if it's very tiny.Because they would become our most wonderful and nicest memories when we are old.
    My husband is always such a person who think of us first,but forget about himself.So much warmth he has brought to me since we married,and it's time for me to payback.I feel very happy when he felt content yesterday!
    But his yesterday's words still rings in my ears:I am very happy,but I prefer to spend more money on your and son's birthdays,because I would feel happier than doing for me.

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  • talk about "cool"

    2009-6-10

    2009年06月08日

    Lots of boys nowadays are pursuing to be cool.Its Chinese meaning is "酷",of course,it means handsome and energetic.Of course,Jay Chou is the symbol of cool,his actions and words are always copied by his fans,most of teenagers nowadays.He also represent this age,which is completely different from previous one.
    However too many boys,or even many girls imitate only his appearance and dressing ways.In fact,we can find the most attractive point on Jay Chou is his internal character, convergent,polite,modest, a boy of subtle and refined sensibility.The most important is that he has a super creative mind and times flavour.From his looking,"cool"would be the most suitable words in discribing him,because he looks short spoken and full of the sense of sillence and mystique.
    What makes him so popular with so many people and for such a long time?Of course,it is his music talent,which is the only factor to make someone a eternal shining star in our heart,no matter,how many days passed,how many years passed,he would be a perfect example of this new times. However, what lots of teenagers can learn from his is just surface,only free and easy characters and faddish dressing.
    To be a cool person,you must use knowledge to enrich your mind,or you will appear more superficial under faddish dressing.
    you must learn to be sillent,because the original meaning of"cool"is just "冷".Of course,if a man looks "cool",he must learn to be sillent,speak at the proper time.Although "cool" outside,but"hot" in heart, and filling with ideals and confidence.
    I think it should be"blue",a kind of beauty full of rumination and desolateness.
    All above is my thinking about "cool".

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  • perfect article

    2009-6-10

    2009年06月07日

    Persistence is really great,once making up his mind,then to pursue justice with no turning back.Although we would fail,still there would be the beauty of sentiment left as well at last,which is really so beautiful that it can make us feel a bit bitter note.
    The rest after persistence is only those plaintive sighs.How can we find back all those which have ever been lost?
    Sighs only represent helplessness,however it can't change anything!Because the thing you can only do is just to watch those out and away which are not belong to you.Even if strong-willed and determined ,it still looks so sadly beautiful.
    Persistence doesn't mean that you can possess something successfully,just can change something a bit.
    Because you can understand after persistence,not all efforts can bring you payback,so you have an indifferent attitude of apathy to face the rest life.
    Persistence chances into apathy,love changes into hate,beauty changes into ugly,true changes into false.
    Which altitude on earth is passive to see life?
    It's really hard to understand it,can't understand the reason why we always persist silly.In fact,everyone are the same silly.
    Living silly and pursuing silly.
    And sometimes,silliness is also a kind of beauty which is heartbreak.
    Momentary blooming,but the beauty of momentary withered.
    We can't abide each other all life,Because we are all so weak and ignorant.
    Since we can't keep our promise,then don't say that please!
    Don't deceive others or ourselves!
    Man would always lose some,over-persistence is just a kind of beauty which makes people drop tears.
    So beautiful to heartache,but can't bring people enjoyment.Because it is always sorrowful!

     

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  • Our days really belongs to us.

    2009-6-10

    2009年06月06日

    That being a man has a sixty or seventy-year life without a dread disease is lucky life,I think.Also,you have a healthy life,but how about your family?Maybe it would be more feeling of pain,life is full of helplessness.When we are small before 20 years old,we know too little and waste too much and time passed before we know how to live.After 20,maybe it begins to be into a sweet step,fall into love with someone.Although love is not only sweet,but saline.However everyone yearns for it,yeah,the most wonderful and romantic days in the whole life.Then go to marriage and no time to think about others,just enjoy the sweetness from marriage.And have a baby unconsciously!
    As all busy days with a baby,we grow older and older as well as  enjoying the real happiness of marriage.And suddenly we found we become much older than before,although we sighed deeply for our youth.Time is still flying!
    The days from 20 to 40 are in the nicest state,we can have our lovely small family and experience our several most important things in life.All of  them would bring us much enjoyfulment,Although  the days are busy,we are still young and we can afford them well.
    But after 40,there would be lots of problems and burden,child's school,caring the old.Also,we can't have such much energy as now or so healthy as now.Our appearance would look older and unglier,we would lose the joyfulness from dress ourselves in common days.However,what would add more to us are only tiredness and pressure.
    After 60,all can imagine what the days would be at that time,only being longing for saving worries is OK.Life is not so important all all and begin to become other's burden,only wish to offer family some afterheat.
    In this case,only 20 years  belong to us really,we can live in our ways which we like.I am ought to enjoy it as much as my possible.

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  • Looking forward to Summer holiday.

    2009-6-10

    2009年06月01日

    Staying at home to relax is just like the heaven on the earth.Living to now,the nicest things are just around me,they are my family and our castle--our house.Today is Children's Day,I took my son to the school this afternoon.I just wanted to spend this day with him together.But I made my son unhappy and I feel very ashamed.
    Looking forward to Summer holiday,I want to enjoy each day at home.Work is so footy for me!Everything is so boring and untruethful.
    Sometimes ask myself whether I paid sincerity on communication?In fact,I didn't,I only want others like me more and just try to adapt to each other.So I think everything is fair in the end,and I have got enough

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  • red scarf worn by my son today

    2009-5-31

    Today is so busy and I feel so tired that I can't have a rest until now after a bath.Today is the time for my son's school to celebrate Children's Day.It's really a special day for him because he can wear a red scarf to be a real young pinoneer from now.It's a pity that I can't take a photo of that moment and scene,but I can imagine my son should be the most lovely and handsome boy among all.Also, when we got home,there was no enough time to let him tell me something about his feeling at that exciting moment.
    Yeah,tomorrow is the right day of Children's Day.I would chat with him about all those unteresting things and gave him my small present.In fact,it is from one of my friends,thank her.This noon,I bought lots of snack for him and watching his looking full of happiness.I feel very happy as well.Yesterday,he fell down on the ground  from sliding board heavily,which made me worry and depressed for a long time.I didn't feel at ease and happy until I saw his smile while he was eating.Now he is sleeping and goes to his dreams sweetly.Thank god,nothing serious!
    Tomorrow I will take a photo of my son with red scarf,his first real Children's Day.Wish him healthy and happy forever.

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  • When you are lonely,whom would you think of?

    2009-5-28


    When you are lonely,whom would you think of?,I would think of him,him,him,him or him,but no women I can think of.
    Everyone would be afraid of being lonely,especially in heart.Watching so many colourful things and healthy energetic people going and coming in the street,but you are lonely in heart.The people around you are so near to you,but they seem too far from you.That's because they are just passagers,nothing for you.
    But in fact,we originally come to this world  lonely as well as leaving lonely.So we must adapt to loneliness,no other options,or you won't  get away from the suffering of being lonely in the life.If there's belief in our mind,then nothing is terrible for us,the belief is always guiding us to the go on living happier.Belief is just like pain-killer.Believe ourself can live well as long as we are alive.
    Sometimes,we hate pressures or troubles in life.But if we think life is just a course we must experience,then anything seems less serious.Think yourself being in a play,you play a role in it,no matter whether it is important or not,try to make it perfect and do well.
    Loneliness is a beauty of quietness,you could think of many nice people,who is nicest to you,whom you have ever loved,whom you love most now.In your calm state,you would find it not less what god has granted you,you should learn treasure them in life and even those past which still need keeping well in mind.Because maybe what your real possess in your all life are only those.They wouldn't come back once we lose them. 

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  • Today is Dragon Boat Festival.

    2009-5-28


    I am a person who never cares about any festival,but these days,I have yearned for this holiday.Because I want to relax for some time,even I like staying alone very much,maybe it's  the common thought of married women.
    This morning,I got up very early as usual,came to update my diary,which is always one of my favourite things.Sometimes I can feel my footpstep walking on the Earth,because all are so quiet and being with these past here.
    It's cloudy and may rain outside,it's really a good thing.Since I grew some vegetables,I have looked forward to rain.Because at that time,I seems to hear the plants' laughters.Rain is what god grants them,then,I found I took a fancy on rain slowly.
    Now my husband is still sleeping,my son is doing homework,and while I am sitting here without any worries in heart,which is just the life which I have wanted!

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  • harder homework

    2009-5-28

     发表于2009年05月26日 13:36

    Maybe it should be my hardest homework since small.
    Never mind,because I am a superwoman,I like to challenge the utmost limit.30 copies altogether,although they are useless at all,it can thoughen me!
    But I need to have a rest now,only two copies left.I won't be defeated by you.

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  • analyse myself again

    2009-5-28

    Aries with blood type of A 暴风雨中的伞2009年05月24日 10:58
    When we meet a person who is Aries with blood type of A,usually,it’s hard to imagine he or she is Aries.There is much tendeness of blood type of A on their body.It’s completely different from general thoughts about passive Aries.But when you go close to them,you will find that they have the same extremely hot and brave heart as well as those Aries under the tender appearance,also,they have fantastic thoughts,too.
    In some ways,those Aries with blood type of A show the sense of clean and honest to the max.They always look much younger than their real age.Because they are very pure from heart,in this reticula society,they wouldn’t like to adapt to all the things diplomatically.
    No matter how old he or she who is Aries with blood type of A is,no matter how much discouragements he or she has experienced,they always have a character full of toughness and pureness.
    They yearn for heroism, champion the cause of the weak,stand beside the weak.But under most circumstances,they won’t be aggressive,they are always tender,modest and low-pitched.
    They usually say very little,only their closest friends can know their another lively part.
    They have the same industry as those with blood type of A,they are faithworthy and would be the pushful employeers.Because they have both characters of liveliness and quietness,they  
    Can be suitable for many kinds of jobs.

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  • My son's application of enqueueing

    2009-5-28

    MY son will join the Young Pioneers' team.I am really proud of him.Although everyone can experience such exciting time,I think it so special to me.It means that my son is growing up slowly.The" lamb "in my family will be filled with much intelligence and wisdom.
    Children's Day is coming!What should I prepare for my dear son?Let me think about it carefully.hehe

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  • Time flies!(to my students)

    2009-5-28

    2009年05月21日 12:37

    We finished learning the last English text unknowingly.Time flies!It indicates that this term is ending and say goodbye to the enjoyfulness from those students of mine this year.Now,I have enough confidence to make the latter students like me as well,but still have a bit of feeling of loss about that.However,I always like fresh things,it's good for my teaching and my life.Yeah,I am a teacher,maybe paying is always more than students.Never mention it!say goodbye at the time of best relations.Believe myself being in the best mind-set!
    Nothing is important!The most important is my joyfulness,go to have a nice sleep now.If  you are my student and saw my words here,just remember these sentence forever:I love you all.Thank you for giving me so much enjoyfulness and sense of hapiness!I had such a happy year being with you!
    Remember these!and they are always honour my word.

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  • completed my task.

    2009-5-20

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    This afternoon,I completed my task at last.But now,I am still worrying about whether something would wrong by my carelessness.I should really have needed to check it one more time.OK,never think of it again,so boring!Let it be!I should can get over 90 with no mistakes,I think.

    I feel very tired now,originally,I am so weak that I can't afford any pressure on me,Yeah,I have adapted to have quiet life without any pressure.

    This noon,I went to the hospital to see my grandma,she is 85 years old,but she still has a clear mind.I won't worry about how long she can go on living,because maybe heaven is the best end-result for each of us!Especially this high-aged granny being in pain!I can't know well about the feeling of a mother losing her son,but I understand it's the sorest thing in the world.  

    In fact,I am afraid to see her,her looking makes me feel ill and uncomfortable.

    Why would I come to this boring world?Don't be passive!Remember to be the best mother and a kind teacher.That's what I need to do well.

     

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  • analyse myself

    2009-5-17



    Aries woman
    She won't be a girl like Lin daiyun,she in under the guardianship of Mars,she is usually very active and strong.
    behave in a sweet and helpless way、delicate and touching ,these words can't be used in describing them.

    The Aries woman should be the most independent in twelve constellations.She won't be those who always enjoy staying at home and wait you to meet her or send her,not that kind of lacking of stand-alone capability.To most of Aries women,they would prefer do things better without being disturbed by you.Now you see,you would think that they don't need any man at all,then you are wrong!The Aries woman with much confidence and pride is capable of independent living indeed,but they still look forward to their Prince Charming.Is it hard to understand?In fact,these women with keen character are full of fairy-tale imaginations.
    　
    Most of Aried women eager to do well in everything,they keep being in the most important position in the other side of heart.Of course,they also keep you in the most important position in theirs.Also,they are very sincere and openhanded.
    　　　
    Just as they are very active and strong,most of them are upright  and kind-hearted,but weak in heart.As long as you are concerned with them.When they are upset by some unkindess,give them warm arms,then they would be  your reliable fere.

    Almost most of Aries women can become excellent occupational women as well as employable family women.In fact,That let them have their own undertaking would be helpful for your marriage.After they turn their curiosity and the lust of conquering,it's more likely that they can be "sheep"soft wofe when back home.If you want her who is with so much energy to rivet her attention on you,I am afraid that you can't bear it. In terms of family,you can set your mind at rest,although she doesn't have too many interests on oil and salt and basic daily necessities,she is that kind of liking do well in everything.,so she won't permit herself to fail in being a good familywoman.
    Luckily,you will seldom see a raunchy Aried wife,most of them will still keep their bright looking all the time.She doesn't want others to sneer at their husband for marrying such a yellow-faced woman.Grant that they are sometimes lazy not to pay attention.As long as husband remind them,they will accept it at once!

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