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  • My nice days.

    2010-9-01

    Everything is much nicer than I thought.Because of teaching one class,then I won't feel too tired at school.Every day,I can sit quietly beside my desk reading my English books in the office,which is what I really want.No being disturbed much,just quietly listening to music,nothing serious to me except giving classes.I would try my best to teach English to my students without any pressure now.What I am doing are all my favourite,I feel so content,now.

    When I come back from work,my husband will prepair meals well for me.My son told me that he has already finished homework.I asked him whether he studied hard in school?He said" Yes.

    Everything is so natural,and I know the sentence better,the extreme joy begets sorrow,intead,the extreme sorrow begets joy.

    Life is so,she always plays jokes on me.Dark days gets clear little by little,no matter whether I am successful or not,I would be kind to my students and try my best to teach well.

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  • My colours.

    2010-9-01

    2010年08月29日 12:33

    Colours mainly devided into two kinds,light ones and deep ones.We can live without colours,and they can bring us a colourful life.I wish all my favourite colours can decorate my days,I want secondary tints to warm my rooms,I also want to use strong colour contrast to make them more personalized,which are my future plans.I like each room has different colours,light green,light blue,light purple,pink...with strong-coloured decorations to contrast.Warm and comfortable home.

    Of course,My zones are all my homes,I would like to use colours to show my moods of that time.

    Red is about love and lucky days.

    Pink is a colour of happiness,including too many affections.

    Deepgreen or light green shows a calmato mind,a quiet day.

    Spring green means my son growing happily and healthily.

    Deep blue shows my sadness or disappointments.

    Light blue means relaxed.

    White is a terrible colour,bleakness and coldness.

    Orange shows positiveness.

    Gray suggests my unhappiness and worries....

    I fill my life with colours, my favourite colours.

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  • To be a principled man。

    2010-8-28

    We have the rights of choose the ways of doing things and the rights of having our own priciples in life.So we are different,different characters,different aims,different results....

    Walking on my own way,not care about others'comments.I only know well myself that I don't want to hurt anyone.

    Spiritual demands seem more important for me,I may be in a daze for a long time just because of a smile or a memory,and feel on cloud nine.That's enough,how I wish I can have more such moments.Sometimes,I am so easy to feel content and can't describe how happy I am!However,I am afraid to have too much pleasure,because I always think how much pleasure means how much pains.No excitements or pains is enough,I just want to spend each day calmly.

    To be a principled man,do the things I think right.I don't wanna be a "silly"person who doing the completely same things as others.I am sure that kind of men won't have real friends,because no one wants them to be confidants.Those who have own unique thoughts are ones with brains,although,some time they wouldn't approvaled by others.However,time and fact can prove how sensible they are,at least ,they like thinking.They are using their brain to live on Earth instead of ears.

    Kindness is also a part of priciples,I am sure it can give back too much joys to us.

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  • Songs can give memories.

    2010-8-28

     

    2010年08月26日 18:38

    I keep one song in my each diary,just for record my mood at the meantime.Songs can give me much,it can let me think of someone,and it's certain he is in my deep heart.Different songs make me recall different periods of time,different things and people,I like recalling those nice memories which won't disappear in mind forever.I can say that I am a happy person who has so many nice memories and keeps treasuring them.

    I like using songs to record my life,those lovely people who have ever appeared in my life.I can say those are destined by god.Although some of them are sentimental nature,they can take me to another imagination world.So many people meeting with us,who can be taken into our heart?Now,count them please.Who have ever brought you nice memories?No matter what affection it is!They are not many!Karma is hard to get,you know!They are just beside me and bring back nice feeling by songs.

    Don't easily forget any of those songs,it can fill my heart when I am lonely,it can let me forever remember there are many romantic things at any time.Let us come with romantic and happiness,our life will be like in heaven.

    Remember those songs the whole lifetime...they will never be forgotten.

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  • on the right track

    2010-8-25

    I have told to myself I would be all right.Now,I am on the right track at last.Listening to music and keeping my diaries are so relaxing,recalling those happy days really makes me very quiet in heart.Sometimes,I can't sure what on earth I really want.I am a person of subtle and refined sensibility, a bit nice emotion would also bring me a big happy.Thank him!
    Everything is on the right track.I clean the housework every morning as usual,to think about what clothes to put on,to walk with my son,to chat with my husband....to teach carefully in class,everything is just like I have expected.Thank god!
    A man who really has a happy life,the first of all,who must understand how to live instead of how to make money.To do well what we should do every day,however,we can't beyond a certain degree,which  would do harm to our mind and body,learn to thank those who have ever brought us sense of happiness.Thank those who are bad to us all the same,because they let you know how to treat others,and avoid wasting sincerity on those unworthy.
    Keep my own way of living,never lose myself in life.

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  • My ideal lifedays.

    2010-8-25

     

    I want the days without worries in heart.

    I want the days with my family all the time happily.

    I want the days I can spend freely and go out for a walk with my family quietly.

    I want the days in which I can do all the things what I want to do.

    I wish everyday is fine to me,and get to sleep easily and no dreams.

    I wish everyday,students and I can be friendly to each other,no boring things happening.

    I wish ,everyday,my heart can be full of sunshine and face everything optimistically.

    I wish, everyday,I can relax my heart without any pressure.

    How I wish I can imagine freely and have more relaxing days.Nothing to worry about,nothing to think about.

    However everything is not what I have expected.I will become busy from now and thinner and thinner,Ok.forget all of above,let it be!

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  • striving

    2010-8-21

    I need to strive now,try my best to teach well.Although I don't like teaching such a grade with pressure,I don't wanna fall behind others.And I still need to keep studying,maybe this year is the most tiring year for me.I have got ready to welcome it in heart.Adjust my mind-set well now.Relaxing days are farther and farther from me,let me live to the fullest every day.I have just come back from imaginations in holiday,I hardly adapt to these.
    Let me strive this year.Hope that all the students can listen to me and everyday is nice to me.I should put my smiling face away,to become a strict teacher.However,whenever I think of these and I will be sick at heart.
    I have become a lazy teacher and like a life of ease these years.
    Yeah,think back my previous dreams, being a teacher is just one of them.It's hard for everyone to make dreams come true.I should attach more importance to my work and show my capability.

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  • fidgety heart

    2010-8-19

    These days for me are really bad,no joys,what's the matter with me?Terrible feeling in my heart,no good sleep,nothing intereted me,no good appetite,I hate such days.Who can tell me how to have a good mind-set to treat everything?
    Now I realised what pressure meant to me,it meant losing joys.Or maybe I will be well in some days.But I really feel so fidgety,originally,all benefits got far away from me,I was very lucky that I can think them nothing.However,I am standing in the competition now,which makes me uneasy and uncomfortable.
    I want to go back to before,but I can't,I I can't sure what on earth I want to do.I like relaxing classes,but can I ?The classes full of war and the teaching days full of tension will make me completely tired in heart.But I can't flinch,but tivy bravely although I don't like such days.OK.Let time flies from now,let me spend this year quickly!
    Although a soldier who doesn't like war is not a good soldier,and it's certain that I am not a good teacher.However,I just want to be myself,to spend the days I prefer,everything is quiet,my heart is quiet,my house is quiet with my son around me,listening to music keeping my diary......
    Although I like reading English books and know much about English,I know that my ability has not been got out yet,just because I am a lazy person with peaceful heart.Couldn't tell me that I have a wrong opinion because of difference from other teachers.Yeah,I am wrong,everyone needs good scores and some of them need pressure and force.I would try,to be a kind and strict teacher.How to make them both?It's a bit hard for me indeed!I just want to be a kind teacher,yeah I am not a qualified teacher......

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  • Kindness is easy to be hurt.

    2010-8-18

    I have wanted myself to be a kind person.But being kind will reap more disappointment at last,so many kind-hearted people have ever been hurt again and again,one day,they will realise they are so funny and lose more sincerity,then,he won't be kind any longer.

    Living in a false world and face many masks,suddenly,I don't wanna believe anyone.

    Sometimes I feel puzzled whether we need to be sincere to others or sincerity doesn't worth a penny in others' eyes.I have told my students to be a upright person when they grow up,couldn't you tell me it's very silly to say that?

    Never show my kindness to others so easily,never expect too much,never find my hurt heart until the things happen.

    I hate teaching now,being a teacher has no any meaning to me from now.It's just a way to make money for my family.Why would I think of my family until being hurt?Yeah,I have nothing in this world ,only my family which really belongs to me.

    Put my silly face away,the world is not so nice as what I imagine.

    After understanding these,I find me more relaxed,from deep heart.Nothing can effect me too much.

    I suddenly remember my dad's words:

    The relation between people is just to make use of each other?

    The Earth is getting warmer,and human emotions are getting colder?

    Had he already undertood everything?and had no  any sentimental attachment to this world at last?

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  • No chance to count down.

    2010-8-17

    The holiday I have ever expected so much is passing so quickly.Today is the end,but I haven't had a good rest yet,so tired I am now.How to teach them,with what mind-set?I haven't got ready for those at all.I only know that I don't wanna lose my weekends and don't like any pressure on me in life.However,I know I should try my best to show my ability even for the headmaster's great kindness to me and some lovely students.
    I won't fear teaching any grade,but I need a relaxing heart.All imaginations will disappear at this moment and my holiday is over.I think I can be free and easy as usual from tomorrow.Nothing can influence my mood and life.
    The time with my son in this holiday is too short,I am sorry,my baby.I won't make you proud of your mom's working capability,but I will make you proud of your mom's deepest love to you.

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  • Chinese Valentine Day

    2010-8-16

    Qixi Festival, called the Chinese Valentine Day which seems full of lots of sadness and excitement.It's the only day for Niulang and Zhinv's meeting each year.So today is the only and most romantic day for all Chinese.To spend this day with who you really love is very special for you.On this day,the weather is very fine,plants are green and smell fresh,and in the evening,we can sit under the melon vines to hear their love words.And it's also the time to pray for a good marriage......

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  • New term seems terrible for me.

    2010-8-16

    The new term's coming makes me feel uneasy in heart.I don't know which year I began to count down for the rest days in holiday.Times flies!so cruel it is!I always expect more free time to recover my tiring heart,so I become lazier and always enjoy relaxing days.So much change can appear on one person,although sometimes I would find some other excuses for myself.
    Let it be! to be with all nature.No one can change the order of season,man should learn to adapt to everything in nature.I can do that,but only want to keep some personality for myself.Maybe it looks so funny in others' eyes.But I think it lamentable if someone loses all primal thoughts.
    I felt tired in teaching,I know it's because of some years' excessive paying.Now,I have less love for students and sometimes feel puzzled how to treat them, or work is just work,never think too much about anything else except giving classes.
    I wonder whether I need a self-reflection.How I love my students in the past,how I love my job at that time,but I can't know them well now.Maybe it's generation gap between them and me,which makes us far away.
    I didn't only want to a machine of teaching before,but now,I come closer and closer to it.How to do it can bring me more joys and how to work can bring me more feelings of happiness?I haven't thought about it yet,however,the new term's step is near me.
    Indeed,I have different mind-sets in teaching every year facing different kids.So,to feel with heart,to treat with my sincercity,which is what I must do.Wish me good luck!

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  • fear perfection

    2010-8-14

    Everyone pursue perfection,but what is it behind perfection?We expect a perfect face,a perfect job,a perfect effection,a perfect end......
    However,a perfect face would bring a unhealthy body,a perfect job would bring you too much pressure,a perfect effection would bring  too much pain,a perfect end would bring you nothing,because you are leaving the world......
    All happiness may be change to great pain one day,the perfect things in your heart won't be perfect in your mind any more.
    I always think we shouldn't be excited to die even if lucks comes to us sometimes.When we are in great pain,we should also think of perfect things' coming.
    Why do so many things have a bad end?because of the perfect beginning?Maybe!We can't change the beginning,the only thing we can do is just to try to keep it perfect......
    I like perfecttion,but fear it,too.

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  • Go to a wonderland with lover.

    2010-8-14

    2010年08月13日

    Go to a wonderland with lover and live there like fairies.Such dreams are in some people's mind who are idealists.We can't live without any dreams,that's only a love dream.
    They are indeed in our deep heart all the time.When we are in quietness and sadness,it can bring much romantic feeling to us.Of course,when we are older,the dream will be watered down or hidden deeper,even we can't easily say out our such a dream in order to avoid others' jeering.
    It's a happiness to be with the person who you really love,let alone to live with lover in a wonderland.We know it can hardly come true,true life is realistic instead of ideal.In such a big world,maybe you can't find that person who really loves each other the whole life.Also, where to find such a wonderland?Love happens at any age,not necessarily before marriage.Although it's a matter for regret,many are still trying to find their happiness with a regretful heart,and learn to be content.Because they understand not everything nice belongs to them,sometimes it may be just a dream,a regretful dream.However,such a childhood dream has already been submerged in reality at last.
    Don't be sad,as long as there's "love" in your heart.
    Reality is cruel,however dreams are so nice.Wish everyone to have such romantic dreams until old.Sometimes we can't change our life,but we can choose to hold the dreams.

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  • A flying heart.

    2010-8-12

    True feeling is a controller,what I like is so clear in mind.People are doing the things both what they like and unlike to do everyday.I can say those who can do more things they are fond are lucky.There are not so much happiness for us in the whole life, so I will put my heart into it if it is in front of me.Even if it's just for a very short time,the feeling of happiness from deep heart without any mask.
    Keeping the diaries to myself,reading them to myself,feeling more niceness.Days flies too quickly,sometimes,I can't keep up with its steps.I don't hope that my steps in lifetime have no any marks,that's my life,the only life in this world.
    I would feel a bit blue when speaking of this,everyone will die,the most terrible thing is to leave the person who he loves.But reality is so cruel indeed.
    A man living in the world for those who he loves is true.That a man without love would live on Earth just like a dust,an utterly useless person,and they only can feel satisfied after eating enough or getting much money.There are so many lovely people,they are so lovely because of having a sincerer and purer mind.let me keep them in heart to fly with me together.
    All those bothersome people,please leave me alone,I don't wanna waste anything on you.It's you who make others get in trouble and make their life not perfect enough.And you can never understand what is "flying",only know how to crawl on the ground.

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  • Two faces

    2010-8-11

    We always have two faces,

    One is happy,the other is sad.

    One is sunny,the other is serious.

    One is friendly,the other is heartless.

    One is kind,the other is terrible.

    One is sincere,the other is false.

    One is optimistic,the other is passive.

    We would change our different faces at suitable time.We act different characters in front of different people.Sometimes,we are very mature because we must know much and learn to be a sane as a adult.But sometimes,we are just like a child.In fact,which one is true to our heart?Of course it's the latter one.We learn to fake ourselves more and more in such a world to avoid being hurt too much or being looked down by others.And some are for the things what they have wanted.

    The people who are never afraid of losing those,then they will show their braveness and freeness and easiness more than others.

    Well-meaning hypocrisy is just a kind of politeness,

    However, the hypocrisy just for benefits is just a way of cheating.

    Of course,there are still some people who want to live in a very nice and perfect world,and try to their best to make them looked perfect in others' eyes,of course,they also need a mask.

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  • To be good to others.

    2010-8-11

     2010年08月10日

    All kinds people around us make our life colourful,happy or upset.Most the things are done by people,different people would carry on different ways on the same thing.The important is what mind-set we have,learn to be a happy man whenever we are. And learn to warn ourselves sometimes to avoid anything repentant.
    Maybe you can say it's too tired or hard to be a man if we always think of them.Yeah,it's so indeed!Just to make a pure heart for ourselves,learn to live simply,then we can keep the simple happiness easily.But I understand not everyone likes peace and kindness,then let them be.Nobody can change any of them.After all,everyone has their own life,to follow our own heart.
    If you love peace and want to do something for the world,then the things you need to do is just to learn to love,to love everyone besides you,they are maybe your family,your friends,your students,your teachers....or even they are strangers,because some of them also have such a kind heart like you.
    Love is everywhere,but some of people wouldn't attach importance to it at all.Just a smile,a little help,a glass of water,a short greeting,a short letter,a call......only if they are sincere,they are without price,they can't be measured by anything in the world.They can only be treasured in deep heart forever.
    Let us find love and treasure love,even if a little love,we should thank it.Put our eyes on love instead of money or any benifits,because money can be in everyone's pocket,however,love is only in your and my heart.
    Some love can be showed,some can't be expressed.It needs a growing space in our heart,it can grow up and bring out fruit one day,some are sweet,but some are bitter.No matter what their results are,I must understand we have already been very lucky because they have left the purest and nicest growing period in our heart.

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  • Romantic summer

    2010-8-09

    2010年08月08日

    My favourite reason is around me,the romantic summer.So many Summers gave me nice memories,how can I forget and ignore it,yeah,it's just around me,which makes me go back in those days over ten years ago.However,summer will be over soon,the cool autumn 's coming brings me much uneaseness,because it's too short every year and predict the cold and awful winter's closing.
    I have thought summer is a season for love,and there will be many love stories.Because love is caused from a baking-hot affection,and the summer is such a hot season.In everyone's mind,the matter of seeking love will be gone on forever,although many people have already lose the right.But don't be sad,love is just around us just like the lovely season.It's luck for us to have a brain which is our designer of imaginations,it can take us to be romantic man all life.With a romantic mind,the happiness will be no distance with you forever.Let us love all niceness and nature,they are the real thing we have yearned for.
    Please slack your steps,time.Let me enjoy more with my rest youth belonging to me.Everyone will be old one day,and I will ask myself whether I would still like such a season at that time?
    Maybe.

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  • Those people.

    2010-8-07

    When you meet the person you really love,try to get the chance to be with him all life,because one day he left,everything is gone.

    When you meet a believable friend,try to get on well with him,because it's a hard thing to meet a real confidant in all life.

    When you meet a person who can bring you lucks,remember to thank him,because he is the turning point of your life.

    When you meet the person who you have ever loved,remember to smile at him to show your thankful heart,because he is the person who made you understand love better.

    When you meet the man you hated,try to say hello to him with smile,because it's him who made you learn to be stronger in heart.　

    When you meet the person who has ever gone back on you,try to have a good talk with him,because you can't know the world well without him today. 

    When you fall in love with sb by stealth,try to wish him happy,because when you love him is just want him to be happy and cheerful. 

    When we meet someone who leave you and this world,try to thank him for his nices days with you,because he is the brilliant part of your life. 

    When you have some misunderstanding with someone,try to get rid of it,because you may only have one chance to explain it.

    When you meet the person who is with you forever,try to wholeheartedly thank him for his love.

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  • The lost heart.

    2010-8-05

    What on earth do I need now?sometimes it's hard to make clear.Why is my heart so hard to be mature?The restricted heart wants to fly,fly to its heaven.So many things are so nice on Earth,however,In  certain period,they would become so dangerious,which I can't touch it.What is the meaning of life,who can tell me?I originally thought I knew well about how to live,but something I need is just in deep heart and would be very easy to be aroused suddenly,too much sadness swarms in heart.

    Sometimes,I will lost my heart,lost everything and let it fly everywhere according to its wills.Then there will be a voice around my ear to warn me not to think too much and let me be upright person.

    Man living on Earth can't do everything that they want to do or pursue all that they love,but only stand at the original place wandering all the time.

    No results at last except those nice imaginations.Living in a nice fantasy world is also a kind of happiness.

    Think of that sentense"Who is happy who is in content."This sentence has been with me for many years,I don't know whether on earth it is suitable for me or not.

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