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  • Home is private space!

    2010-2-07

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    Home is the only place belonging to ourselves,although it's so small on such big earth.

    Home is full of warmth from our dearest family,it takes up the nicest place in our mind.

    Home is the freest space for us living in such society,release our mood,both excitement and blueness.

    Home is the place which needs no visiting,but need owners' elaborate cleaning and caring.

    I wish everyone to say that they love their home most.

    I wish everyone can feel the real meaning of home.

    I wish everyone can have a happy family and comfortable home all life.

    So,if someone wants to come to my home,maybe I would say:Sorry,I don't like anyone to disturbe my private space.

     

  • Please walk slowly,time!

    2010-2-06

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    Having no regular things to do,a kind of complete freedom these days.

    Yeah,my husband said that the Spring Festival was the time to relax instead of getting into tired.

     

    The festival is nothing for me,however,it's a pity for my son without partners to play with in such busy festival.Thinking of my childhood,so many friends and guys around me,it seemed there were endless games to play.But my son always asked me what he should do from time to time. I know not because he had nothing to play,just because nobody to play with!The nowadays children lack of partners.They are becoming more and more lonely,watching cartoon is their main things everyday.

     

    Everything is good in holiday,but time passing so fast!Nothing I need now,I only hope time could walk slowly.There will be enough time to have a good rest, to breath the fresh air outside,to enjoy my present happiness!

     

    Yesterday,my son asked me how long a day was,I told him it is a day and a night,24 hours altogether.He understood what a day is.I said:"I hope a day had 36 hours.."My husband said :"yeah,then I could have enough tme to do the things I like."Hope is just hope.hehe/

    From this holiday,I won't expect the new term's start.I also hope everything can become harmonious and nice with the Spring coming.

     

     

  • Don't wanna go on watching ...

    2010-2-04

    Winter holiday has begun,nothing I haven't done!These days I enjoyed watching a new TV play in which there was one of my favorite film stars called Sun Li,the new play is My aunt Duohe. I can sure that lots of audience like it and may be watching it

     

    ,it tells us a story about a Japanese woman who is very strong in heart,good-tempered and kind-hearted.What I like her most is her toughness and her beauty.However she has a very bad fate,which made me feel depressed while watching the last  several sets.Originally I have thought it's a very interesting TV play at  the very beginning ,the old actors played so well and

     

     realistically,too.But slowly by slowly,my mood became more and more serious along with it.

     

     

     

    Yesterday,Xiaoshi in the story died,today I really don't wanna go on watching it.Although I hope to see the end,I am a bit afraid to get it.Why would so many good person have a bad end?Why would most of people change into big pains after they are happy to be fullest?Why would kind-hearted person suffer more than  those bad ones?

     

     

     

    Yeah,that is just life!How hard the peple living at that time were!The happiness in their eyes is just to live safely  and live with their family.Most of the roles in the story reflect the simple thoughts and frankness of the people at that time,I would laugh and drop tears with them.Try thinking of nowdays,in fact,we are no difference from those at that time,the only one is that we have more and more lusts.However,the centroid of living of ours are still our affections and family instead of those extra lusts.Learn to live quietly,not only surface,but also in heart.

     

     

     

    I think I will go on watching it till its end.We can learn too much from every TV play,it's very significative,I think....

     

     

     

  • Women should pay more in family instead of work.

    2010-1-19

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    Women have two careers,one is family,the other is work.

    They can gain the nicest warmth and happiness in family,but they can't get those in work.Maybe work can give them some sense of success and money.But the amount of money is in no big relations to our sense of happiness.

    The former is a kind of affection,but the latter is just a kind of feeling.The sense of happiness from family can make you rich in heart and be stronger in mind,but the success and benefit  are just like fleeting cloud,excitements and joys are for a time,while real sense of happiness is a kind of quiet,lasting and only use your heart to feel it.Maybe it's so tiny that we can't find and hold it if we are careless.

    It is the nicest affection on Earth,including love and blood relation in a family,they would mix together sometime or transform.

    Everyone prefers a clean and warm family in heart,every husband needs a harmonious wife,every child needs a mom being good at tendance.As a woman,family needs your warmth,patience and love,it's the place for you to pay out your true and complete affection.

    For the work you having,it's just a way of making money to help at home,it's so foolish to try to get too much by working.If you have enough energy,you can want to do both of them well,that's OK.But you mustn't give up or neglect your family or each of your family while working,because each affection is from tiny paying all the time,which is just like your success which needs your too much hard work.

    Don't lose the most precious affection while you are in the feeling of success in work and making much money.There is a kind of thing more valuable than working and money,it's our affection with our family,wealth all lifetime just like knowledge,which is really belong to us all life.

     

     

  • Not speak one’s mind

    2010-1-16

    Lots of people complain that they feel more and more tired in life and work.Are they taking up hard work or no time to have a rest?No.

     

    Lot of causes in front of them,but communication is also a hard job for them every day,which would more effect our mood.We are common person,and it’s likely to be hurt and sad by any unhearable words from some person.We would talk with others very carefully in case of hurting others,to avoid saying any words they don’t like.When we do everything,we would think much,because we want to keep our friends,especially the best friends.So sometimes we always ask ourselves whether our doing is right or proper.Also,we are always concerned about face-saving and try to let others look up to us and high value.

     

    False smile and the words not from mind can’t break away from us.Just think them as being polite.Yeah,politeness can’t part from falseness.

    Saying so many words not from our heart is really a tiring thing,but we can be relaxed and unfeigned at our own home at last.Maybe that’s why most of people love home.

     

     

  • Be happy by stealth behind others

    2010-1-14

    We wish to enjoy joys with others,especially with our friends.Sometimes we get carried away and can’t help showing the sense of happiness on our faces,or expressing by words.However,we seldom think about whether those people like to listen to our joys and share with us.Yeah,if it’s a joke or a funny thing in real life,maybe they would like to listen and break into laughter with us together.

    But how would they feel when they hear about our things of happiness which are better than them?What would they think of us when hearing about the things you told which you do better than them?Everyone would ignore this,would our joys be theirs?

    The answer is No.There is few people but family.

    I will say,if you have a real friend who cares about you from deep heart,you are a very lucky man.

    When we excitedly saying our more happiness,

    maybe the listener is comparing to yours,she would be sad because of her less happiness.

    Maybe the listener has strong jealousy and hate you better than her.

    Maybe the listener is just listener and feel nothing with your words.Your joys are no relation to her.

    Maybe the listener has already been fed up with your words and think them rubbish then.

    Maybe your happiness and joys would hurt someone who are listening to you,because what your having is just what her losing.

    So,say more jokes to others,don’t always speak of your happiness.

    Being happy by stealth is OK.

  • The sense of youth.

    2010-1-06

    Every time I find some beautiful or handsome young people full of the sense of youth while I walking on the street or on the bus.I can't help having more looks at them.Although I have taken a fancy to dress up more youngly,I know I am already far away from their sense.

    I like the vitality,sincereness and handsomeness in young men and hate the matureness ,slyness and shrewdness in older ones.I like the shyness ,pureness and quietness in young girls,hate those mid-aged women with a loosen tongue,most are snobes,doing everything full of inveracity.

    Maybe my thoughts are also most of people's.

    Thinking about that everyone grows up from a little boy or girl,how lovely we were at that time!Little by little,we learned to adapt to this society and world,childhood and youth time is just like Spring and Summer,the most romantic seasons with passions.After that,we have more thinkings , worries and bleakness in heart.

    However,I still wish more sense of youth around me,

    wish my smile can be splendid and sincere like those young people.

    wish they still think me as nearly young as them when the young men see me.

     

  • an expanse of white snow.

    2010-1-05

    2010年01月05日 13:02

    White snow,god granted everything white to mourn for my three lost relatives with us together!Just in the most annoying season,the most freezing cold days,dreariness in deep heart.Standing on the snow covered road,whirling cold snow dropped on our numb faces.I only saw such scene on TV,but in realistic,more coldness and more numbness in heart.

    I believe there's heaven after leaving this complicated and false world.My three kind-hearted relatives will live there more safely and quietly,no insults or coldness.My father can be with parents together again,he would be like a child getting their love.Everyone is a child in their parents' eyes forever,I really feel happy for my father never being loneliness again.

    My dear dad,dad...

  • A friend?

    2009-12-29

    2009年12月29日 17:11

    Friends should have pure heart to treat each other,they can have selfishness but which won't hurt or influence the other side.They can't choose the better,to leave their friend the worse.They would always hope their friend can have the same good life or even better.
    True friendship can stand the test,maybe only one thing can test how deep and true it is!Now,I found some friend  couldn't be  my friend any longer because her selfish behaviour.It's certain that she must haven't regarded me as a friend as well.That's nothing,I won't need such a selfish friend.
    Luckily,I have one who I always think as best friend.As my thought,the true friend is only one for everyone.
    In fact,every benifit won't be so important for each friend.Yeah,you would lose while gaining,especially selfishly gaining.
    I didn't exposure anything or speak of anything about it,to maintain a good relation of colleague.
    However,never think of crashing in on me later.

  • Safe Eve.

    2009-12-29

    2009年12月24日 18:03


    Now,our little host is busy doing his homework,it's so awful to have much homework on Safe Eve.It's already dark outside,playing the music which was sent to me by one netfriend.Such nice evening.My husband has been ready for everything,and watching TV waiting for my son's homework ended.I prepared the gifts for them and just finished wraping.

    It seems to be more excited than spending the Spring Festival,yeah,because it is mainly my son's day.When I came back and stepping into the room,my husband stopped me walking into the livingroom.Hehe,originally,he bought a Christmas tree which  is put there,which would make my son happier,I think.

    I suddenly think of the balloons what I forgot to buy,that's OK,maybe my son has already forgot it as well,never mention it.hehe.

    On this lucky evening,I wish each of my family happier,safe and healthy.

    Thank you,god,giving me such a warm family!Thank my dear dad for everthing given to me!Thank those students who sent me oranges,because the wishes you give me is also to my son.

    I like the quietness and peaceful of Christmas  Eve.Merry Christmas to all kind people!

     
     
  • In the preparation for Christmas.

    2009-12-29

     2009年12月23日 18:13 

    Tomorrow will be safe night of Christmas,it's so excited to think of it.I send my best wishes to my son and my husband,who I deeply love.I received some oranges from students which made me feel better,still thank them.This noon,I went to buy some presents for my son,one is a box of jigsaw,the other is a book“水浒传They are what my son have wanted,hehe,those aren't enough,I need to think hard what he needs or likes.It's certain to have a birthday cake for spending this festival.To buy a cake is tomorrow's task,and buy some  for my husband, this is the first time to prepare gifts for him.Yeah,I will show my love to him from this year,because he did too much for me and this family,I will tell him how happy I am having him as husband.It's my turn to payback,payback my wholesouled love.My husband have already prepared gifts for his son and hid somewhere,hehe,a good father.My son also made each one a card for us and hid somewhere as well,so lovely a boy!

    Now let me think about how to spend Chrismas and how to make my son happiest.He said he wanted  some balloons,yeah,remember this.....

  • Never care about how others think of me.

    2009-12-29

    2009年12月22日 13:04
    Why do I always care about others’ opnion on me?It’s so foolish of me indeed!I need a change of mind.Maybe too much compliment have given since young is not a good thing.Is there a person who has been in a public praise the whole life?I can’t sure of that,maybe there is.However,I know I am not such a perfect woman,teacher or ….
    Now I need a change of looking upon being praised or liked.I need to do as myself completely,I can not enter into this society or collective,however,I can’t do things losing myself.Disappiontments and depression can also anneal myself,to treasure who love me,to ignore who are unkind to me.

    Never reproach myself again,it’s useless at all.I always want to do better,I failed at last,because I understand not everyone had a good mind or a kind heart.Yeah,living such a world,many things can’t be controlled by myself,let it be….
    Maybe at the end of life,I only belong to myself and my son who has ever been a part of my body.yeah,to do a good thing is easy for us,but it’s too hard to do good things forever.Suddenly,I don’t eager to do things depending on others’ fondness or not,yeah,a kind of false kindness.
  • 摘抄(extract)

    2009-12-21

    独非主流世界

    Conscience depends on one's knowledges and all the ways of living.

    良心是由人的知识和全部生活方式来决定的。

    The saddest thing for a man is the dying of conscience.

    一个人最伤心的事情无过于良心的死灭。

    Human are given a kind of work,which is the growth of spirits

    人类被赋予了一种工作,那就是精神的成长。

    Teach "welldoing"to your children,which makes us happy is welldoing instead of money.

    德性教给你们的孩子:使人幸福的是德性而非金钱。

    The achievement of welldoing dues to behavīor,not words.

    德行的实现是由行为,不是由文字。

    Quietness is good for one's body, thriftiness is good for cultivating one's morality.

    静以修身,俭以养德。

    Politeness is the gold key to make human being living with each other in peace.

    礼貌使人类共处的金钥匙。

    Politeness is the first important thing what children and youngsters should form a habit of.

    礼貌是儿童与青年所应该特别小心地养成习惯的第一件大事。

     

     

  • I love to be alone?

    2009-12-20

     

     另类潮流

    At home,I am a busy bee,just because I hope to have a clean and warm family.And I like the feeling of being with my son around me.

    At the beginning of restoring working time this term,everyone needed to find seat of our own will in the office.That teacher who sat with me last year offered to be my partner again,although she didn’t come to the school that day and let another teacher convey me.I certainly agreed with heart warm,although my best friend is also in the same office.There’s no reason to cold someone’s heart,thank her!

     

    However,what do I prefer?It’s just to sit in a quiet corner in the office and be to only alone.I have found loneliness is also a kind of niceness,if books in front of me and music singing in my ears are perfect.Although sometimes I hope to get on better on with others and communicate with them more to be in a better relationship,I know I am often saying lip-born words.Frankly speaking,I don’t like to talk about those topics with them,most of the topics are so boring.Complete rubbish indeed!

     

    Last Friday,I read books in the noise.Although it’s harder to recite English words in such situation,doing this makes me feel that I am not fooling away my time in the school.After stopping reading,I stood up and said:”I almost finish this part,only a little left.It’s too awful!”.

    Because we were called to have a meeting.

    Another woman teacher asked me:”Is it really interesting for you to read? Oh,You aren’t a worlding indeed!”

    “Is it a satire?haha”I asked back.

    “Of course not.”We laughed each other.

    I heard that we would move into another office again next week.It’s really a bad decision for our headmaster,because he always ignores and never think about all teachers’ health.Too lousy!

    That means it’s possible to choose a new partner to sit with again.In fact,I don’t need a partner at all,because I never fear loneliness,I just want to be alone.

  • Think of the first love in the freezing coldness.

    2009-12-20

    好看的2009.12.19

    How long haven't  I say "love" to someone,how long haven't I think of love stories in such busy days.Yeah,With age,love seems to be farther and farther from me.The word"love" is hard to understand,maybe it is kind of falling in love at the first sight,or it's a kind of affection full of moved.......So many sisters living in a traditional way are busy for inside and outside their family,after marriage,they even won't pay attention to their dressings and lookings.To devote all energy to family,it's a good thing,and a bad thing as well.As a woman,I can't lose the character and interests of my own.Try to think of love more,to read and watch more love stories sometimes,it's a really beautiful wonderland.Believe that I haven't become very old yet.Although so many chores in front of me,I still should try to leave more rest for myself.

     

    In the freezing cold weather,think of my first love.I wonder whether he would think of me occasionally.Think of those cold days being with him,at that time we forgot what season we were in and ignored thwarted.The only thing I wanted to do was to be with you together,those winters didn't seem so cold as now.Your eyes have been in my mind deeply,so special.Maybe we were too young at that time,we used our heart to treat each other.Now we have matured,more logos instead of pureness to adapt to our affections and this society without uprush again.And can we leave a pure land in heart for each other?

    How I wish to meet you in dream,say sorry to you.yeah,I owe you a hug,let you remember the feeling after waking.I owe you a smile,to let you drive away all worries while lonely. You also owe me a soft kiss,to tell me how deep you love me.

     

  • Electronic dictionary

    2009-12-12

    个性的

    I broke away from those dark days at last,it seems the electronic dictionary made me change mood.It certainly owes to that my son nearly lost his cold.

    My busband knows I have wanted an electronic dictionary very much for a long time.So he bought me one two days ago which has ought to be his Chrismas present to me.Thank him for always keeping me in his mind.It’s white and not very expensive which makes me very satisfied.

    Since having it,it prods at my enthusiastic to learn English,yeah,I will make a new plan to recite more words and read more books,not only for teaching or promoting titles,only for my interests.I am sure that I won’t feel lonely while holding a book in the hand forever,because it can enrich our mind and become our friend all life.

    I am very lucky to have such a hobby,how much I recited and remembered is not important.What I want to get is rich and joy.I found it very interesting to learn words with it,of course,my son is my partner sometimes.

    I want more quiet days,yeah,remember to say less and do more.

     

     

     

  • The god gives us fairly!

    2009-12-06


    心是清净的2009.12.4

    Lots of people doubt the God's existing,however,I am sure she is controlling everything in the world.Where is she?I think she is anywhere,especially in our mind.No matter how we attach importance to our paying and gaining,they are all in her hands.Maybe too long time between paying and gainning,but I believe she is arranging for us all the time.

    Although lots of people in some other countries think that people coming this world are just for some tribulation,I still hope to have a well-off life only this lifetime,and no next lifetime for me.Lots of people are always complaining about the current unfairness around them,I will tell them:Don't worry,the God is fair,because she has a kind heart.If you have been a kind person,everything will be better!But you must keep a modest and quiet heart full of much patience.

    Maybe some people's fates would make most of the people think the God's blind.But can we understand what is beyond our universe?or how many lifetimes for us?None knows yet.I think those who had the worst life but with a good heart would be sent to the nicer heaven in the end.Yeah,in this lifetime,they didn't get the fairness,but they would be compensated in the next life time,or to compensate their children.

    The God is just in our mind,take away all worries and fears,everything in life will be nicer!

     

  • think of getting a raise.

    2009-12-06

    2009.12.3

    After about one years’ discussing about PRP(Performance Related Pay),we got it at last.It’s certain that more smiles appear on each teacher’s face.Everyone seems much more excited and happier than usual.Many teachers are also planing to buy house and car.Yeah,every working man are just for more salary.I feel very satisfied with my current raised salary,although some unfairness is between me and some other same-aged teachers.But I think it only kind of bad luck,no any other reasons.

    Having raised money,I feel so content and it seems to hope to save some money in the future.Everything is enough for me,I am originally an idealism and perfectionism.But now,I am afraid of perfection very much because the god would also envoy such.A little unperfection would make me live very steadfastly.

    Facing those naughty students,I haven’t spoken of them for a long time.It seems no topic about them.I always prepare two kinds of moods,mental comfort and indignation.Slowly and slowly,I lost my interests to be a good teacher which has always been my wish and belief.Now,my only hope not to angry any more.That’s nothing,living is just for my joyfulness,my son and my lovely family.

    The thing what I need and should do is to read more books,enjoy the joyfulness from family and friends.All those are what I am having.

    I suddenly found the nowdays students can also reflect current society’s,selfish, bully the weak and fear the strong and pedantry.

  • Tomorrow will be a new start forever.

    2009-11-29

    可爱的动态手机壁纸 第七季

    Remember that tomorrow will be a new start forever.

    While you are sad,don’t worry too much and believe tomorrow will be a new start to bring you new joyfulness.

    While you lose your love,don’t be sad,because it is maybe a new start for you to have a new real love from tomorrow.

    While you aren’t well,you must be sure that only exercise can make you have a strong body and a healthy life,so decide to do more exercise from tomorrow.It’s a new start for you to breath the fresher air and enjoy the more splendid sunshine.

    While you aren't good at your lessons,don’t be chagrined so much.Tomorrow will be your new start to challenge with your willpower.You would understand what we study for,not only for knowledges,character is more important.

    While you think you older and older,don’t be fretful,because you must buy new clothes or go to a good barber shop tomorrow to bring back a youthful you.You know so nice a world and wonderful things around you,try to catch more for yourself.

    While you are lonely,don’t be afraid,tomorrow is coming.From tomorrow,to learn to be strong in heart and open a new friend circle.Try to change a bit the ways of living,just like being to be born again.

    While you are disappointed or upset at working,don’t think too much about that.Tomorrow will be a new start to know what the job is.It’s just one kind of ways to earn money.It has no need of effecting your good mood.

    While you miss him too much,from tomorrow to tell about your love,express all your feeling,which makes your love more significative and worth recalling one day.

  • Gaing while losing.

    2009-11-29

     2009.11.28
    I believe this sentence indeed,lots of people would debt whether it's just a kind of self-comfort.Lots of people have different opinions as well about whether good people have good result.Maybe it is just some people's belief in mind,which can give them the right way to think and do things.
    I believe everything is fair in the end,although we can't find
    or pay attention all the time what we are gaining and losing.But it's true,only those who are very careful and like thinking can find this rule in natual.Our mood is so as well,Sad,happy,upset,excited... all interlaced.
    Today I listened to a mid-aged woman say about her thoughts about living.She said that she only wanted to be a good man,no need to think too much about anything else.It’s a very common sentence but very reasonable.
    Maybe that we just hold a simple belief in mind and to be a simple man is very good.We should think of much more gains than lost,then we would feel contenter so that happiness is no distance from us forever.

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