The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.

我的最新日志

  • To know more about the student by disguising of a stranger

    2008-11-19

    Some days ago,I added one of my students's QQ numbers.I always expected to chat with him,of course,I changed all my imformation in my QQ profile.Because it's certain that no students want to chat with their teacher,also,there's too few topics between a teacher and the students.

    I am a fan of finding out others' secrets,especially my students,as they are very lovely but a bit complicate in their mind.I always can't understand them and know much about their thoughts.So I have kept expecting to chat with them disguising of a stranger who is 16 years old.

    These two days,our school ended very early in the afternoon,only had one class.Yesterday afternoon,I meet those two students of mine on line,yeah,these two days have become their precious time to play the computer.I tried to say hello to one of them and got the reply at once.

    We chatted for some time,I exhaused my mind in thinking how to chat with him,because I can't speak of study too much at the beginning,or he won't have interests in chatting with me.

    When I asked him what he wanted to do in the future,he answered he wished to be a head of gangland.I told him it was very bad to thinking like that,because it's too dangerous,and everyone only had one life.It's certain that he is so childish,but all his friends are effecting him too much all the time,or I should say he is also that kind of person.I saw the photos of his friends,really bad! How to save him?

    He said that he has already had three wives,one of them is really pretty from the photo.However,I can't understand why to call them wives and how they are getting on now?

    He is just 14 years old,but he is now in a very involuted environment,have his parents known about all these of his? Should I unfold something to them?Maybe they have already known much,however,he looks very lovely.

    he said he doesn't like study,even have thought of dropping out of school.I said I was a student just graduated from middle school,but I have had the same problems as him and stayed at home.And I told him I felt more boring at home than did in the school missing my classmates very much,also I was waiting for some messages to go to a new school to start my new life.Of course,all of these words were invented by me.I also know that these won't influence him much.

    I am wondering whether I should go on chatting with him if he is on line later?How to chat then?Obviously,he absorbs in playing and going together with his wives,no space for study at all.

    Of course,I am a bit unmoral to do like that.Would he mind of my knowing the things of his?Maybe he won't,otherwise,why would he write his QQ number on the wall to show everyone know?Would a boy like his age be bad to top?It won't,I think he is just a bit bad boy.

    I suddenly found there is farther distance between us,which is because different time born and  age difference.

     

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  • Some real thoughts from teachers.

    2008-11-12

    Nowadays teachers are always indignant at lots of parts of working.Hard working for almost the most half of life,then turn around to find the positional title of his hasn't evaluated yet.And in what ways to prove my hard working?All of good teaching results from youth to old age?Who can say that he has been in good place among teaching partners in all life.

    Most of teachers nowadays changed their thoughts on their job.Such as:

    I would try all my best to teach during the seveval years of my evaluating years,because good teaching scores would add my score while evaluating.

    I wouldn't get angry too often with my students,because sulks would make us unhealthy,moreover who would care about me and pay the medical charges?Yeah,illness wouldn't be caused by only one student.

    I wouldn't pay out much my emotions,because even if paying out much,disappointment would be forever more than contents from the students.

    I wouldn't exhause all my energy to treat the students,because I am having my own child.

    I wouldn't punish them,because it will make me break the pedagogics lead to lose my job,even effect all my life.

    I wouldn't expect some students to remember me in their later life,because the students always forget their teachers more quickly than their teachers do.

    I wouldn't require that every student in my class get good marks,because not all parents require of me like that,some of their parents just need us to look after them,prevent them from asking for trouble outside instead of studying well.

    I wouldn't have flung myself into teaching students,because positional title is a teacher's real aim,and more important than teaching.Because when evaluating the positional title,teaching scores only take a very small part,and like paper and some other certificates are so valuable.But most of them are worthless and untrue.

    In a word,I must pay more attention to my health and the next positional title evaluating,it would make me earn more money.

    These are teachers' thoughts nowadays.Everything is changing upside down,even if thoughts of everthing,maybe one day,the most exalted occupation would fall on many the more and more first-degreed people in the future.That is society,a false and filthy society.Most of people are living for benefits.

    Of course,some of them are advisable,but some are so terrible.

    In the past,devotement is the virtue of a teacher.

    HEHE,now,teacher said:If a teacher says her classes are lack much,it means she is foolish to top.

     

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  • Middle school student's love.

    2008-11-06

    It's really a love world,the adults,even most of the students.It won't be a surprising thing to be in love for primary school students nowadays,it's obvious that many middle school students think of love all day.Ten years ago,all love affairs are implied,but now,all are public.Some students won't tapu their teachers or parents knowing it.They signed their love everywhere,and won't be shy when the teacher knows it.

    It's known that all of those are reduced as the developing of the society,it's certain that internet makes them live a colour and untrue life which makes them never know what are visional things and what are true and significant.Little by little,they can separated from it as they have no enough will power.So many stuents lure away from their study while their best ages. They would suddenly wake up in real life one day in the future,but everything is late,there are much responsibility on their both shoulders.The pathetic parents just want to expect their children could make a living by themselves at that time,the inceptive expectance has gone already.How we each person wish that we can design our nice life on our own with our hands,the life of a person is quite short,just like the happiness is so short compared with pains.We also can say that our life is very long,just because it's certain for us to get into lots of difficulties and disasters.But many things still need the god's arranging except our effort,the first half of life needs our efforts most and it's the time of designing the nice picture of life,we must fight against our lazyness with a bright light ahead.

    If everyone can restart life,their answers would be same that they would choose another way of living once more,because they are all growing from the period of unknowing too much.Watching all those piguant smiling face of students,life is so nice,yeah,how I wish the life continues to be so forever.However,how could it be?everyone must experience being born,old,illness and death and many hardships in life.In fact,the life is such a serious thing,sometimes it can't allow you to do one blunder,even just a period of lazyness.Because all of these may effect your all life,nowadays,can the students sense these?

    I think they can't.Many students are making bitter pills for themselves,however,no one can help and save them,only they themselves eat in the end.After all lazy but lucky men are too few.How can we always hold fluke mind to delay the whole life?

    I just want to say to my students:Try to think of the things you should and must do now,and try to do them well,which is just our living rules.

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  • Hand in hand

    2008-11-05

    There are many times to go for a walk with my son outside,however,too few times to be with three person of family together.But every time of our three going for a walk after dinner,the reactions of my son are the same.He will asked us to hold hand in hand,he is certain to be between us.Yesterday,we went out and my son asked me to hold his hand after he held his father's hand."But my hand is very cool."I said."It's nothing."It is just like my usual saying.Then I felt his warm small hand.He always shakes his head while walking,couldn't tell me that is the way of his expressing joyfulness.I was very excited and happy at that moment and picked him up in my arms,then he kissed me on my cheek happily.What a cheerful moment it was!

    Neither happiness nor pain can be expressed out with our words.But I just experienced both of them.Sometimes it seems I am ill with fears,always think how many disasters on earth we each person would experience in all life.,Yeah,I understand we should always smile at our life.To be stronger in heart and to keep smiling are the most important things for us,life is just a play lies in our acting.

     

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  • Covering ears.

    2008-11-04

    A few days ago,an awful thing bothered me a lot,that is I came near to have frictions with my groupleader in the office just because they always kept making fun of an old manteacher who was nearly retiring with evil body.Actually,he is much older than he looks.He taught biology and recently checked out he was ill with miocardial infarction.It was a good thing that most of the teachers in the office persuided him to go to hospital at once and receive proper treatment.And his illness arosed many topic about him,such as his marriage,he has ever divorced because he and his ex-wife couldn't have a baby.Then his ex-wife left him,later he married another woman who was just a countrywoman without job.As he is a milksop that he has obeyed her anything until now.That woman is so mighty and only care about her cardplaying instead of concerning about him.He did a lot at home,so he was pathetic in all eyes.However,he is a person always with smiles,it seems he is in a very happy life.Yeah,anyone can't judge others' life's good or bad through your own opinion.

    On the first day,two menteachers including our group leader talked a lot about that old teacher's experience with other colleages.But the second day,they began to talk again.If one thing was said once or twice,I would think it good thing to care about someone.But one painful thing was talked again and again in public with laughters without that teacher on the scene,would it be regarded as concern?I felt very angry, while their talking ,I turned back to ask them:"Who is the most pathetic?Teacher Shao has ever two wives,Can you have two?You are indeed pathetic."

    False concern is so awful.

    Now,I decided to carry my MP3 to school,covering my ears ....

     

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  • Today's unease

    2008-11-03

    Until now,I still feel a bit worried because I punished one of my students in class by his squatting for one class today.I just want to him know that undoing homework is a serious thing.He is a very tall boy,even taller than me,to my surprise,he received my punishment.Of course,he didn't want to be punished at first and said that he wasn't well at that time.But I thought him saying a lie and didn't believe him.And then he gave me a decency.

    He is a boy disliking studying and has been famous in this school because of many problems.He has ever repeated one year two years ago.All of those were told by other teachers and they advised me to pay more attention to him because he may be the harm of the class.However,from the first day,I have never look upon him with blinkers.He looks lovely and handsome.I always looked for lots of chances to praise him even if a bit merits I saw.It's apparent that he made a lot progress,and has been in good behavīor,the marks of unsual are qualified basically.In order to make him forward at anything in school,I appointed him as PE committeeman at the beginning of the new term.He is a boy with less words just to my taste,and I hope that there would be a contrast on him,to be a good student.To the honest,I like him very much to be my student.

    Because I have ever told my students that they would squatte for one class if they don't finish their homework,of course,the most of girls wouldn't have the problem of homework.Only those boys because of lazyness,always don't finish homework really make teachers headache.As I am the main teacher of this class,I should keep word,then I did so.I hope he wouldn't make the same mistake again.

    This noon,one student asked for half day off for him,said that he was ill.Oh,he didn't say lies in the morning,while I asked him to squatte for one class.I felt very uncomfortable in heart at that time and then I called him,he was just at home.

    When I came back home,I really wanted to know how he was.Then I called him again,he said he was better and had a cold.

    Just finishing calling him,I had no mood to cook and came to say sorry to him here inwardly.Tomorrow,I hope he was sitting in the classroom when I got there.

     

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  • Would the nowadays' students have their secret?

    2008-10-31

    The last several days,cleaning became our main thing in school just for accepting inspection by some leaders from the Board of Education.The "important affair" make everyone not steady in mind,even my classes were disturbed seriously.Just say sorry to my students that I had no time to have a good preparation for my class.Originally,there were too many dirty corner in the school,doing cleaning was certain to become a "world war".Leading my students to do cleaning is my pet aversion being a main teacher.

    While the students were cleaning the marks on the wall,I found there were two QQ numbers on it and also marked names.I asked others whether they were real numbers.Other students said yes.I felt very strange,aren't QQ numbers the students' secret?To write it on the wall in order to let everyone know and remember it.So directly I wrote them down on my hand,too,because one of them is a student with many problems.I also want to know him more through internet and be on watch whether he always goes on line.When I got back home,I added him as my friend.It was certain that I changed my QQ name and age in my profile before I did that.In his profile,I found some photos,below the first one with a girl in it,it marked"my wife",the next one is his...He is a very thin and tall student,cool indeed.His QQ name is My!ove,Oh,couldn't tell me each student can't be apart from love.Yeah,it's fact that there are so many love words and sentences on the wall,the desks and the chairs.Everywhere is love,public property is so pathetic that they were all destoried to have become the evidence of love.Couldn't say that they think love so light.I added another QQ number,that is only a very thin and short boy just like a primary school student.While when I opened his profile,many love sentences,I could hardly believe they were by him,all love sentences.I have undervalued my students' mental's age.I hope they won't be line,because it's really bad for the students playing computer for too long time.But I also want to chat with them just like a spy disguising as another person to know about their real thoughts as a student if having chance.

    These days,I found they didn't go on line,it's a good thing.How I hope some student can keep the relationship of friend instead of the one of gown and also can chat and keep in touch forever when they grow up.But it seems difficult,because mouses always fear the cat,hehe..

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  • Awful positional title

    2008-10-23

    Today is really cold,it seems to have entered into winter already.These two days,only one talking-point can't get away from most of the teachers'mouths in our school,that is just positional title.Three years ago,because of a leader's conveying error leaded to the time of a few teachers' evaluation be put off to eight years hence including me.But no one would solve for us.Tomorrow afternoon is the time to evaluate again for some teachers,but none of my business.But this year,the number of senior teacher given is too few.Thirty teachers altogether will contest only five ones,obviously,it's hard for everyone and also difficult for leaders to fix.

    My evaluating time was put off makes me keep a slack hand these two years.Only one thing in my mind is to teach the students carefully,and don't want to think about my title.Also,when I am thinking of my positional title,I feel so bored of it.

    I have taken a Chinese language undergraduate,which is my lapse indeed.I shouldn't have been lazy to get that certificate instead of English undergraduate.At that time,we were only demanded to get one certificate of undergraduate college,but some teachers regardlessed of subject we should learn.Also,many people were learning Chinese language,so it was very easy to copy and pass all examinations,that is to say,buying certificates with money.I can't sure whether we will be demanded to have the same subject with the one we teach in the future, I should have to get one for English.Last year,lots of teachers like me have entered for the second undergraduate college again,but I didn't.I want to get one in another way,maybe pass English Band 4 or self-study higher education examination by working hard.However,each day is so busy for me and no enough time to study.Because of long time's forgetting at English,a little difficult for me indeed,I always think what  I should do if I can't get that certificate,maybe I will be immarginate with"senior teacher".I will try in the next years,but never regret once I fail in the future.I don't want it to affect my mood,at most,earning less money than others.

    I want to learn something more actually, doing like this will encourage me to learn more in the future instead of spending days emptily.Try to recite a few more new words every day..,

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  • Family

    2008-10-18

    Staunch supporter,sometimes we call it in such way.I like the feeling without trouble in heart,sometimes it can't be described.And now,my heart was relaxed just like nothing worrying at all.Tomorrow morning,I will go to the early market to buy some vegetables or some other things with my son on foot,and if having time,we will go to the park to do exercise.At noon,cook for my family in person,have a sleep in the afternoon or play computer for a while,and at last to go out for a walk in the evening,which is my plan of spending the whole day tomorrow.I really feel fit after some days' working,then have two days off,which is really a perfect thing.Nothing to do for a long time would make me think too much crankily,lots of sad things from past days.I have always been in a very good mood these days,I have a happy family,lots of sadness are from my father,but nowadays' happiness also derived from my father's gifts.I still think my father living in this world,in my mind,I will think so forever.He will still help me when I come across trouble.Yeah,since I was young,he has kept helping me behind.Now,I have a happy family,and now I really understand how painful a man will be if he has no a happy or a real family.I know my father's the biggest wish was my both sister's happy marriages.

    Today,I saw my father's photo in my mother's house.He was so kind and smiling at me.My good father,miss you.

    Up to now,I understand family is the most important for everyone,having a happy family forever is one's luckiest thing in life.Let's find happiness and treasure it ,with a happy family,it seems everything is fresh and interesting,it's the motive for us to everything outside well.

     

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  • My son's lies.

    2008-10-17

    Recently,I found my son say lies.It's certain to have said lies in one's life,but facing my son's lies,I don't know how to deal.

    Yesterday,my son got one hundred in maths paper,then we went to a bookshop to buy some books yesterday evening for rewarding him because he told us he liked books.Of course,his advice really made us happy,it's such a good thing to choose books as presents for a child.At last,we chose two books and he himself chose one book there,three books altogether,which made him happy,too.

    This early morning,when my son asked me for his small yellow cap which was issued by school,it was missing.I suddenly remembered we must have left it at the bookshop yesterday.But when I told him the cap was missing,he was about to cry which made me worried.Then I told him I would go to that bookshop first to get it back instead of going to work.It was apparent that his looking turned better and agreed.Because the students without wearing the cap would lose scores for their own class.

    On the way to school,we were walking quietly.At this time,he suddenly said to me:"Mom,you don't need to go to get it first,you can go to work first,I have a way."  "What is it?"I asked.But he said nothing only told me he had an idea to solve the trouble.Oh,at that moment,I found my son had really grown up and didn't ask him again.But I really wanted to know what the idea was!

    Arriving near the gate of the school,he got off from my bike,then ran toward the school gate.And I didn't leave yet.but to follow him by stealth.There are always four elder students standing on both sides of the gate to check every students' school baes and caps.My son was so timid to walk to them and said:"My cap was left in my classroom." " To bring it quickly."a boy standing there shouted aloud.Oh,Only saw that my son got out of view at once.

    That is really a good idea!!

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  • Transfer of names.

    2008-10-14

    This afternoon,I asked for half day off because I must transfer my original house's name over the buyer.That house's name was mine,so I was busy following them for transacting for whole afternoon.In fact,when I think of that house,still having attachment.Now,it doesn't belong to me indeed.

    To memorize this day,so I put it here and say goodbye to it.I hope that it wouldn't nag at me for changing it only in a few years.Indeed,I have much emotion on it,maybe because its name belonged to me,decorated and designed mainly by myself.Of course,we had many happy days in it.Wish it have a good face with the new happy family.

    Yeah,it's time to have dinner,so much for today.

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  • Being praised.

    2008-10-13

    Watching the blue sky and the pure white clouds,feeling the warm sunshine,it's really a nice day for me.Today,although I only received one notebook of week-recording written by one of my students,but indeed which makes me happy for a whole day.It says that since she was in Grade 6,she has already liked me very much,and I am the most beautiful,the nicest teacher with the most learning she has met up to now.And she declared those words are all from her heart,not high compliments,other students in the class say so.

    I wrote back to express my happy as a teacher now because of her words,that is also my real feeling.I like receiving the wishes and compliments from students,they are still children with sincere hearts and direct characters.As a teacher,the good comments from them are so valuable.If adults say words of compliments,I wouldn't feel much and write it down here.

    However,now I am very afraid of paying too much on them,one part is worrying about whether I can charge them well during this year,the second is my tiring heart in teaching.Sometimes I am afraid that paying more,then more disappointment.I have experienced all kinds of feeling during those two years being a mainteacher.

    These days,I am not satisfied with some students a bit in the class.How to discipline them really makes me headache,can I help them turn better and no break our relationship?I'll try..it's really difficult...

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  • Going for a walk with my son.

    2008-10-12

    In order to improve my son's physical quality,we keep walking with him every day,which makes us feel busier and more tired in work days.Every morning,I try to keep walking half of the way to his school with him,after school,keep playing or walking in the park for some time.Luckily,there is a park near our house.But as the weather is turning colder and colder,the day gets dark earlier and earlier.How I wish that we have unstincted time to do exercise with my son.

    The best feeling is to hold my son's hand tightly walking and walking,the life is so nice.I expect nothing,but walking with my son happily and smoothly like these days.There are always two thinking worlds,the one is optimistic and the other is pessitimistic,in optimistic world,feel too many things need to do and being in this world is so lucky,but in the other world,so many worries,fears,being afraid of arrangement from the god.We will never predict what is future,but thinking not too much is the best.These days,I have been in a good mood,hope to keep on.I am so lamentable that I couldn't adjust my mood,only waiting the god's favor.

    In bad mood's days,I felt I wouldn't come back again.Now,I undertand that everything will turn for the better.Just like my father's sentences said to me before:In the end, things will mend.Cross the bridge when you come to it,(车到山前必有路，船到桥头自然直）which are strongly impressed on my memory.

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  • Talking about husband

    2008-10-10

    I have a new partner opposite my desk in the office this year.We often mention the word of husband.Because of her present trouble in marriage,she has been in sad and disappointed mood these days.She said her husband changed too much before and after marriage.In married life,he lacks more and more tender passion to her.While they get up against each other for some small things,he has never given in to make her happy or taken initiative in making up.Their conflict would last about one month at a time.

    Everyone has self pride,but if in the front of a person who you love,why can't you put your self pride to make your lover happy as a man?That is the real wise thing,because only her happiness would bring you more joyfulness,that is why we are family.Many couples hurt each other in life,although what they hurt is not the body,but the heart-hurt is the most painful.In fact,loving wife and pussy-whipped are very popular in present world.But there are still some men who don't understand how to love the opposite party with his all heart and maintain a happy family.They don't learn to understand and think of others more.And the only result of them is the failing marriage.

    Maybe some people would say:Why can't the women give in while conflict?

    But if a woman always tries to make her husband pardon her and does everything according his looking in marriage,she will be so misterable and the marriage will be so nonmatched.I think it can't be a happy family at all.Once a woman loses all her self pride,then her confidence has gone,too.No position and quantity in a family.

    Oppositely,if a husband uses his wide heart to neutralizing all the problem in family,the family will expand endlessly until the happy shore.Even if a sweet smile while conflict or a sentence"I am wrong",give your wife the feeling of happiness,after war,your criticism will be accepted by her agreeablely.It can't make me beblieve that man still love her much if he always makes a woman sad and disappointed.

    Never keep cold war in a family.In the end,maybe the thing what hurt her most is why you didn't compromise with her on your own initiative at once instead of the thing you did at the beginning.Maybe that is just the woman,narrow mind and desire being loved.If you make their know their important position in your heart,then they would pay back their all love to you and  family,she will think her the happiest woman in the world and give you the warmest family to you.You wouldn't lose anything,but the happy in all your life.So cost-efficient.

    That is a real man who can know what is the most important for a woman and  the important thing for a family.

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  • Be away from the dreamlike period and being in a true family world.

    2008-10-09

     

      These days I have been busy serving my family,to take care of my son's everything with all my energy.The regular days make me feel rich,and get more and more joyfulness from my family in true life.Maybe from today,I can have a little free time to keep my diary here.

      In the last two years,I have been in a dreamlike period since he appeared on the internet,he helped me spend all those hard days for me by the other side of computer.Now,I have already recovered and come back my true life again.We always speak of or recall something so easily,in fact,each second of that period is so terrible.

      Most of my things are OK at the present time,my happy family,the students in my class(although some tiny trouble always disturbs me every day,but I still feel content up to now).Only one pity is that I have too little time to be here to chat and practise my English,no time to come into contact with him here.But I still remember him with concern.

      Facing all things in front of me,I wouldn't like to think too much,lament and resentment are farther and farther from me.Different mind-sets are certain to be experienced by each man at different steps of life.Yeah,what is the most important things for us in life,it need thinking by us at all different time.But all those things can't be parted from tashi and jollity in heart.

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  • No thinking.

    2008-10-01

    I used to have my own opinions,but now I feel no thinking in mind since moving the new house.Of course,different living place,different house make me form a kind of different living habits.Now,I never get up late every day,I always feel there are so many things to do and all of them are my favoured things.And I don't like to think too much or think of those previous opinions in my mind.The quiet place really takes me into a peace and quiet space.However,the housework indeed makes me feel tired that is because I can't suffer all mess.It's the third day to have National holiday,these three days,do housework,go shopping and serve my son so busy that I have no time to have a rest.Soon,I will go to sleep...

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  • This wedding unniversary

    2008-9-24

    The rain has lasted for two days,the weather is really cool now.Every day,after my work in the afternoon,I will go to my son's grandma's to fetch him.He always finishes his class earlier than me,so I have hardly chances to fetch him from school.Yesterday,his homework was much more than usual,it took him a long time to finish them and I took him home.When the door was opened by my husband inside,he looked very happy and asked me the reason why we were so late to get home.I found there were lots of dishes prepared on the table.Of course,my son was always the most excited one of our three when he saw these.

    My husband asked me whether I remembered what special day it was.I hesited for a moment and said lowly:Is it 1025?(the date of our first meet),no,it hasn't yet.OH.I said:It must be our wedding unniversary.My husband smiled and asked me:"Not really,How can you forget this most important day?""Oh,sorry,I am always used to forgetting the date,even our son's birthday."I said with smiles."Never mind,look at here..."Oh,very beautiful roses in front of me.I was so happy at that time,he kissed my cheek.My son appeared very excited,too.Yeah,We haven't been like this for a long time since buying the new house.

    In fact,the dishes he cooked yesterday was not to my liking,but the asmosphere of our staying together was nice and was in a big happiness.My son was growing up so quickly and he could take photos of us yesterday.

    Thank my husband for giving me a warm family.

    Hehe,but just now my husband told me that yesterday was not the date of our wedding unniversary,the day before yesterday was!So interesting,he thought yesterday was September 22nd.He laughed hahahaha again.

     

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  • Making dumpings

    2008-9-21

    Today is Sunday.After physical examination in the early morning,I rade back home and thought about what I should cook at noon for my son.My son doesn't always like vegetables,but eating more vegetables is good for him.At last,I decided to make dumpings for him,of course,he was also very happy after my words.I ride out to buy meat and some other things.I was very carefully while making stuffings so that my son would like it and eat more.After all things were ready.I found my son's hair is too long,then I found out the cutting tools to have him a haircut.Soon,a handsome boy was in front of me.I felt very happy.

    After cutting hair,I began to make dumpings,my son was beside me playing pastes.While playing,he was saying:"Wow,so delicous!I can't wait to eat the stuffings."Hehe,even when I tasted its salinity,he was tasting,too.So lovely,small but kneed eyes,big and snubby mouth.

    20 minutes steaming finished,I served up many hot dumpings,my son smiled and ate them happily one after another until his stomach was full.

    In fact,I think cooking is boring,dirty and tiring thing,and I didn't like cooking before,But now,my son makes me a little interested in cooking,because I have different feeling  while I cooking for him.I hope that I would fall for it and my son understand my love for him.

    Originally,we will feel the life much nicer because of only one affectionate person.While everthing would also be more interesting because of only his liking.

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  • Being polluted is anywhere.

    2008-9-19

    Venenous milk affairs warned everyone in China lead to people's fears.So many babies' and children's parents are now in terrible worries or even in the hospital.Yesterday,I asked my son's grandmother what brand milk has my son kept driking during his baby's period,because the milk my son has drunk was provided by his grandmother.Luckily,not the serious unqualified ones,which made me set my mind at rest now.

    This morning,lots of teacher talked about the food we ate every day.Because some teachers are from small villages,they know a lot about how the vegetable grows up and how the truck farmers obtain better benefit.We all know that most of vegetables need farm chemicals while growing,so we all advise to puffed and wash them more times before eating them.In my mind,farmers will spray farm chemical on the bodies of plants,then I said:" Then eating potatoes should be safe,because they are always under the ground,have no use for chemical.""Haha,"just after my sentence,another teacher said:"No,you are wrong,just the begining of planting them,farmers will put chemical which is toxicer into the earth with the seeds together for avoiding the worms.Otherwise,the potatoes with small and big holes,Will there be anyone like to buy them?"Oh,even if flour is also added bleaching powder.Tomatoes will be smeared chemical in order to make them turn red or redder quickily.And the fruits need more chemicals.That teacher advised us to choose those with ugly outward appearance,because most of those nice and clean appearance are caused by chemical.Yeah,I believe those,for example,the cucumbers,truck farmers often use the water with chemical in it to water them every day to make them appear greener and straighter.Cabbages can't grow well with too many worms,so every leave needs chemical to form round cabbage,expecially the cauliflowers,they are the same.....

    Most of vegetables can't leave farm chemicals,the air we are breathing are almost polluted,There are many addtives in any kind of non-staple food,we are drinking the polluted water.This is just our living environment,if the development of a country is regardless of people's health,could it be considered to be a real development?

    Maybe learning to have a life of simplicity is better,those new clothes,beautiful house decorations with formaldehyde ,those delicious food,such as prawns,crabs are fed with chemical.....yeah,I can't go on talking about these,otherwise we can't go on living or living happily.

    But sometimes,it's time to change our some notions,not all beautiful things are really good for us! 

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  • A Teacher's Day again.

    2008-9-10

    Having half a day off is always a gift from school leaders.Just woke up from a muddleheaded state and feel better.I will go to fetch my son soon and go shopping with him together.The students we face at this time of each year are all new,so we hardly get any greetings from them.Maybe for teachers,greetings and wishes are reducing each year,less and less people and students can remember and attach importance to this festival.I just received a very small photo of our monitor,on the back is some wish words.My husband advised me to buy a new dress to celebrate,yeah,he is always so considerate!

    Yesterday,I met him on line.He told me his son was born,which made him tired day and night.His image is so perfect formed in my mind,keeping in touch for two years makes me have some psychic dependence on him.It's no doubt that I will be excited as soon as seeing any of his messages.His appear can always change my mood,thank him.Now,he is here,but no reply,maybe he is in busyness.

    In teaching,I feel I have no enough passion as before.A little tiredness in heart and even don't want to put too much work into it,which is my fault.I should overcome all my shortcomings of present.Being a teacher is always one of my interest,yeah,remember it in heart..

     

     

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