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The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.
  • God-given memory

    2007-08-31 07:50:17

      I believe that everyone should run into somebody's type which we like not only one time without contact,maybe in the street,in the bookshop or other places,there is possible to lighten eyes anytime.
      Less than ten years ago,there were an entrance examinations for me to get the passing the junior college,it was too hard and strict.When I was answering sheet sitting on my seat which was the last one of the line,I raised my head occasionly to look at the front,a young patrol(巡视) was watching toward this side,definitely to say,it seemed that he was watching me.He was tall and thin with glasses,very handsome,elegant and refined,his age was just like mine.I can still remember his appearance now.Then I lowered my head to be busy with my paper,but a while later,in my split vision,a man passed at my side,I looked up to him,oh,it's him.Then he sat on the seat which was the supervisior's and the seat was just behind me and close to me.I became nervious,one reason was that he was the person who could seize us copying and the other was he was the type of boy which i appreciate.Some time later,I felt that he stood up to stroll,He stopped to watch my test paper when he passed me again this time,then took up one to watch,I sensed some difference,at last,he laid back the paper on the desk for me,and  dropped a hint to three questions with his fingers,I became more puzzled for his last hint with his eyes,it told me there was something with the three ones.Then I came back to be happy and excited.He went out of the classroom,Watching the view of his back,then thought if he would came back?
      I checked them carefully,Indeed they were wrongly done by me,I corrected them.I didn't know how long passed,when i raised my head,oh,he came back again standing in the front,still watched toward this side,my jumpy heart couldn't be controlled.Right to guessing,he walked toward me and stopped beside me,I put that paper above all,he had a look,then walked away without any hint,i understood that they were right corrected by me,that was the last his view of back,from that moment,i haven't seen him again.Until now,I know nothing about him except that he was from some university in city of Tianjin,and about this sentence's veracity,I only can said : Maybe.
     
     
  • First love(end)

    2007-06-25 00:07:52

    She thought he must be so disappointed that he couldn't come again.But she didn't feel happy at all.She told herself that he looked like a foppish boy,although he was so handsome and they would be impossible to be together.

    But she was wrong he came again and again,sometimes he met her in the street,he said hello to her and asked her about truth about her.But she could say nothing.Later on he continued waiting for her .He didn't believe those things he was told on that night,because he has known some different information from her brother before that.

    He tried to be close to her brother,and managed brother to send rose to her.This is her first time she received the rose,she was so excited.The letter made her so happy.OH,what should she do,she has just graduated from normal school,while he just graduated from middle school,although he was one year younger than her.

    She thought she should tell him the truth and refuse him carefully.Later,one late afternoon,she and her partners went out for a walk,he rode a bike toward them with a smile.He stopped to say hello,and

    said "I have something to talk to u." "Me too",she answered .Then they stood on the bridge,she told him all the truth,and refuse him very politely.After he heard those,he became cheer up.He said :"That's nothing,i have told my mother that I had met a girl,I liked her." He had so many truly words that she could say nothing.

    After that ,if some day he didn't come ,she would experience a loss of identity.And they became friends.But they have never  went out alone.When her father heard that thing,he was too worried about her.He reguarded him as a bad boy.Her father loved her too much,she knew he was afraid that she would be hurt.She love her father too,she has a special family,her father was a unlucky man,although he was excellent.

    So they kept being common friendship.Lateron,he went to school in Tianjin.And they have kept in touch for 3years,and been lovers for very short time at last.During those days she felt so much happiness.He has never been late for every appointment.She knew that she began liking him.But failed ,because she couldn't make her father heartache.She couldn't face her father's eyes.

    Too many memories were lost,only some special moments in her heart all the life.Many words from him sometimes resound through her mind. He was the first person who said love to her. She was afraid that he would fell into deep spire and hurt himself too much,so she couldn't give him any promise.Now it was a great pity in her heart that she had never said love to him,but no chance at all. She wants to say :"I love u" Can he hear it?

         珍藏这份感情,虽然已经模糊.

         再次看见他的时候,已不是当初的帅男孩.开始只以为是一个过客,却没想到成了一辈子永远的记忆.

         感谢它,使我改变了许多:由自卑到更加乐观,自信,开始懂得什么是幸福和开心.虽然中间太多矛盾,犹豫和父亲之间的斗争.但我认为我是幸运的.

       
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  • First love(go on)

    2007-06-24 11:50:57

    Every evening he aways came to wait ,oh,what should she do.She knew that all the things showed that they wouldn't fit each other.

    One evening he came again,it's very dark outside,he was standing downstairs.She was in her friend's,her friend's mother said :"If the thing goes on,the bad thing for Ana,try calling him here,if he is afraid ,then let him go,or come up,i will said some words to him to stop him from doing such things." Brothers are so excited because having such interesting thing to do."But Ana ,u should follow them,too,or he would think that they made fun with him"her mother said."Ok"she was so nervours.

    Oh,he was standing there,long trousers and white T-shirt,Athough can't see him very clearly,but he appeared very cool.Her brother shouted to him"why do u aways stand here?aren't u afraid of mosquito to eat u?"  "Hehe,i have already got good ready,never mind"he said with a smile.He had such kind voice.She made a big courage and said:"Go home please",this is the first time she said to him."No" He said.Brother said then:"then do u want to come upstairs?" "OK",he said.

    He followed them upstairs.She stayed inside room and paid attention to their talking outside room.But she can only heard too much words from her friend's mother,All the words were lies,hehe"She is 22...",but one sentence is true"She just graduated from...","Really,i have a friend just graduated from that school too.does she know xxx?".Heard the question,she went out,then answered :"yes.i know"This was her second time to said to him and he could see his looking clearly,oh, so handsome,she felt she would fall love into him. After so much striking words,he said nothing.At last ,he said goodbye to them,and when he passed the door of inside room,he had a look at her.Oh, such sad expression,she felt that his face turned a little red.It made her heart a little ache to that.

     

     

  • My First love

    2007-06-23 11:46:42

    She loved summer evening too much, she was a such a girl who knew little about how to love,who had never imagined the handsome prince. she was so pure and simple and  lacked confidence.

    On one late afternoon during summer holiday in 1996,She just granduated from normal school.The cool wind  made everyone relaxed,everything was so obscure.She was so happy playing badminton with partners.As just finished washing her hair,she had an ethereal beauty.Smiles filled on her face.A casual sight told her that a boy sitting  on the other side of the road was watching her.but she didn't pay too much attention to that.

    That year ,it aways rained too hard everyday,so the river had too much water ,it was nearly as high as  the bank .so after playing ,they wanted to go to the  bridge to have a look at the river.At that moment it was nearly dark,while they were walking along the road happily,Suddenly she found a long shadow following behind them.They were so afraid.when they reached the bridge,the boy walked past them,and stood beside the parapet in not far distance.She hadn't seen him clearly,but he looked  tall and thin.At this time ,her younger brother from her aunt ran up to her and told her that that boy asked him for something about her from him.such as:"Is she ur sister?which school is she studying in?" ,As her brother was patting his chest with a naughty smile,he said :"oh,i was so afraid ,i thought he managed to push me into the river"

    Such a terrible thing,then all of them went back home quickily.

    But the second day,he came again,he managed to close to her young brother and told all his information of his.And the third day ,fourth day...,every day she could get the information of his from her young brother.She knew that he was 18,he had a brother who was 15 years younger than him ,his parents were...., Several same days passed,one afternoon,she knew that he came again from her young brother.She looked out of the window from the upstairs,she found he was so handsome,he was on a bike not far way.oh,she felt that she had never met such a handsome boy.Although many days had passed,she had never said a word to him.

     

     

     

     

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