I am a person who is insensitive to the Spring Festival.Only some  memories of childhood I can call up until now.I like to stay with the children who are younger than me.The good thing is that I have many brothers and sisters in the big family.So I spent most of my chilhood with them in the old home,even in the Spring Festival.

I moved to the town with my family when I was in middle school.At that time,I felt very lonely in the new environment.I said few words,my character seemed to be changed a lot.As soon as holidays come,I would go back to the old home alone,sent there by my father,there are so many younger sisters and brothers to play with.Even on the later days in the Spring Festival of each year,I also stayed with my second aunt's family and spent each eve with them.

I like to stay with them,on the eve of the Spring Festival,I would make jiaozi with them.In the daytime,my all brother and sisters played happily following me.I always had light meals,my grandma and grandpa would give me pastries to eat,I felt them too delicious at that time.Even,sometimes I stole some to eat alone.

We played cards together,so happily.We ran to the fields,played all kinds of games,climbed walls to steal eggs...We wouldn't feel cold or tired.No worries or sadness in heart.Yeah,a happy childhood.Someone have said such a sentence:It is a real happy thing if someone can spend his childhood in the countryside.At that time,I sometimes blamed myself for having no much money to buy much food to hand out to them.I was always a child who was fussy about food.But until now,I feel the most delicious food I have tasted is which is made by my aunt.

But now,all of those days were passed,these days,stay at home enjoying leisure with my son.Only many memories in mind.Every time I went back to the old home,no newer asmosphere at all,everything there are getting older and older,klunkier and klunkier including the people there.All of my brothers and sisters are all grown up.Some have already married.Less and less touches between us,even if sitting together,but less words can be communicated.Yeah,we are all grown up instead of those little children.

Nearly most of people will say that the Spring Festival is less and less interesting for us.Yeah,that's right,what will it bring us? The bigger ages? Much of expense? the tiredness or more loneliness for missing lost relatives?

  The day after yesterday was the time to send something to my father,my father can't appear in front of me forever.Thank him for all these what I am having,all of these are granted by my father.Until now,I still got cares from father.I don't know how to express it,my pain from losing my father feels quieter and quieter.I had no ways to do other things for my father.Only thing I can do is to take more care of my mother.I remember that all my wishes will come true with my father's help.Now I still have two or three little wishes,I think that my father must can help me,my father bless me.Thank you,dad,no matter you are with me or not,I believe that you always remember me with concern.I am sure that with your help,I can live better and better,my favourite father in my deep heart forever,you are my pride.Dad,because of losing you,my life becomes so blue!But I can't be apart from it already! Dad,bless all my family safe and happy.Although I am a little far from mother's home,but I would try my best to look after mother.Maybe all of these would be changed.I would try!Those are from my heart.I am saying to myself here again.I am growing up little by little.

  So proud I was ,I was sent to school for Grade one in the morning when i was six.But I was a bit unhappy,I still had no a new bag because of forgetting to buy one for by my father.I felt so shy because of carrying  a raincoat bag instead of bag.There were two books in the "bag",i hided behind my mother.At that time,i hardly knew what i went to school for,but i like fresh.Next day i got a new bag of blue and red when father came back home from working in the town.I liked it so much.

  after some days ,the teacher gave an exam to us,taking a small blackboard when she came into the classroom,too many lovely apples'and pears' pictures on it,but they were circled ."so nice "i said to myself,but didn't know nothing to do,now I can't remember what i wrote .

  Soon the teacher told the scores ,oh i got zero,and i didn't know what did zero mean.I was still happy as usual.During the break,i saw my grandma passing our schoolyard,so excited i was,then i ran up to her ,shouted aloud:"grandma,我得了个零包子"But she got the wrong words,and said to me:"好的  中午给你做包子"."不是,我得了个零包子"."ok ok"she said.

 But after school ,when i got home i saw my father was busy with building house,He saw me and walked up to me.i could see the big drop of sweat on his face,he was so serious and asked about the examination to me.Until now I can't forget that face with serious and sweat face.

 From then on.i know that study is a big thing.At the end of that term ,i got the testimonial,then i got into Grade Two straightly.That thing made a great influence on my following study.

  I know that my father won't appear in front of me again,I lost the person who loves me best. He is kept on deep mind forever and i would think of him every now and then.He liked Chairman Mao too much and painted him most times,and have read plenty of books of the great man.In that age ,my father experienced too much.My father was just like him,wide heart and so talented ,no one can compare. I regret that i haven't show my true feeling of loving him much. I know no chance to express.I will have a good living,my father will be happy with me.The life of person is quite short ,expecially the young  period.let me charge it well.I will treasure up the most beautiful moments in life.so i decided to have a blog.

  I think of the Girl Selling Match,i believe there would be a heaven in universe.No pains or hunger there.My father is idealist,although so unlucky he was.Let my favourite father chieve his dream which haven't come true.

  In normal times,we had very little words each other,but now i eager to say to my father :Dad, you are my favorite person in my heart,i am so sorry that i have made u angry several times,that was because of my willful.You must form a happy family.

  As a person of having emotion,we should learn to express our feelings,to put our nice feeling.Don't think too much,truly from heart is important,both would have happiness,and then no pity in our heart.Say out the thinkings of current time is enough.That would be our precious treasures.