Tomorrow is the start day to have a final examination for all middle school students.As a teacher--I,I am so ashamed that I spent lots of thoughts about buying house these two months.I just want to say sorry to my students,but I didn't.

These students I met this year are so good in my heart,but I say nothing before I could explain my thoughts.However,that the students nowadays are so lazy really makes me angry,why most of them have lost the interests in study?Maybe it is an easy problem,that is because most of them can't see their hope through study,Yeah,only a few students can go to a real college and get a good job.Most of their results are just to go to a factory or to be coolies.Most of classes have polarized on scores,and it is so serious.For the students who are lazy or can't study well,hope that they can learn some other skills when they grow up and can make a good living in the future.Maybe for lot of students,it is a wrong thing for them to study knowledges,they are not such good materials.Watching their painful expressions while studying,the teachers really don't know how to change them or hate them.Study should be an open gate for all the students and let all of them see their future's brightness,but the fact is not,most of them have seen their future which is not like something written in the books,in fact,so many students have given up study already!

I am happy these days,and today I bought two dress for myself again,I have thought I wouldn't buy any one,but I can't help.Maybe to save some money is my small aim for the future days,I will remember.Hehe,Chinese parents are so,I should save money for my son's future,Yeah,I should remember.But sometimes,I really yield to temptation.