These days I always think of him,where is he and how is he going on these days.He is so mysterious that he could disappear anytime.I need him-such a friend on line so much.Even I tried to send a message to him before,but no reply yet.In my guess,not because he is too busy to answer me,then because he won't attach importance to me-such a visional friend any longer. But I really need a pure-hearted heterosexual to confide and listen to each other on line.It's such simple thoughts in my mind and love nice things in the world so much.Yeah,that's because of me to lose him,however,I have just wanted to keep the friendship pure and longer.Maybe I have been in a wrong thought,but I can't change it yet.I still hope I can get imformation from him one day and wish him all luck.

He is so strange,his experience,the way of doing things and chatting.The last time of chatting with him,he said there was earthfall to his office,but his office is in Beijing,how could it be?Sometimes it made me woozy and couldn't sure whether his words were all true or not.Don't think too much,nobody only wants to chat with any heterosexual person on line for very long time and do nothing else.That is my reason indeed,but I still worry about him very much and will put him in my heart forever.He is a special person and do a big significance in my heart.

Today is the end of examination and raining again.I hate raining,but it is good for my planting indeed,thank rain,I have really taken a fancy to it.Experienced too much,I became strong in heart as well as timid,sometimes can't help worrying something.Try to loose my heart-set.Happiness belongs to me,it is also so hard to get and be held.God and father,thank you both,bless me please!I am strong outside,but very weak at heart.