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Never get into such a trouble again,i warn myself.
2008-04-28 20:43:21
I am so careless who hasn't known much about the house market several days ago.Now is just in off-season of transactions.These days seemed so long,but should I bet this time?However,I have already in a bet.
Some people have looked at my house,but all of them had no replies.I don't know whether they aren't satisfied with the price or the house itself.Maybe the first experience of selling house five years ago is so simple,only one person have looked at our house,then that man became our buyer at once.While this time,it is a bit hard indeed.Yeah,the price of this house is much more expensive than previous one.It is a little hard to pay.
Now,I regret a little for my impulse.I don't care too much about money,the most important is those money were given by my father.Now It makes my heart ache when I think maybe I would lose it.I am in such a bad mood ,nothing can control,I have hardly told this thing to my best friend and sister.Although my hushand is surpporting me behind,I still can't get rid of my sense of quilt.I am a person who never says repentance,but this time?
I have planed to just use the money given by my father to turnover.But what would happen in soon future,nobody knows.I promise that even if I fail and lose those money,I will save money to fill it,although it is very little.At that time,I only can forgive myself.Although those money has already belonged to me now.Am I a bad heart and piggish person?I asked myself,how could I run a fortune using those money given by father?I am so sad when I think of these.
I don't know what would tomorrow be like?I pray every day to get my father's forgive.There's no next time.Today,I am here to promise!I know only several days passed,there is still rest time to sell my house,but now I can't see brightness.
Don't be worry!Be calm...
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waiting
2008-04-26 08:22:28
These days,I have been in no mood for updating my blog.Worrying mood can't be described at this time.Maybe I am in too suspense,just three days passed.I need to change my mood and adjust my mind-set.Let it be!Even if lose those money,so what?Now I have become much calmer in heart.Try to eat more,don't forget to be beauty.Hehe,Life is just like a game,between failure and sucess,there is no boundary,mainly lies in luck.
But I am not a good seller indeed who is always easy to discuss.Today is a sunny day,which makes me feel cheerful.Willing to bet,then never say uncle.But if I fail,then I would ask my father's pardon who is looking at me in the heaven.I want to change my house,because I think the house with section of land would rise in value quickly in soon future.So I decided to buy a small villa.Until now I still think it's a good idea.However I don't know if the god could help me.
Now,I can't let this thing effect my daily life too much.From now,I am just thinking that I have already failed,yeah,The biger expection,then the bigger disappiontment.

I should keep my dairy everyday just as usual.
But whoever finish reading this article,please give me some good advice on how to sell my house at a good price if you are in interested in transactions.
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Fretful heart.
2008-04-24 19:44:30
My god,maybe I have lost some weight these days again because of bothering my head. It seems no time to think about working now.These days,I have wanted to buy a new house and of course need to sell the present one.
But now indeed I am gambling,because I have already taken a fancy to a new beautiful house and given the subscrīption yesterday.But I haven't sold out my house which I am living in.We have made the deadline to give them the whole money of that new house,otherwise I would lose my money.From yesterday to now,it seemed like one month.How I wish my present house could be sold out in the quickest time.I am so worried and don't want to do anything.
Yeah,I have always been very adventruous.I will try my best to solve it,if I lose those money,I will be very sad,because those money were given by my father.God help me!Time walks slowly!I have already had mental preparation to sell my house at a low price.
These days,I should learn to adjust my mind-set.Learn to be quiet.Yeah,orginal quiet life became so breathtaking.I don't know if at last I could exchange them successfully,but remember not to regret anything.
Three families have already looked at my house,but still no replies yet.So awful!Willness or unwillness,please give me piquant words.

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Our country.
2008-04-21 19:25:50
I have read haihaibs' article just now.A lot of thoughts occurred to me.Although I know very little about politics of each country.Lots of people like to compare our country to other country.Our country is a developing country,in the face of those developed country,much pressure is in front of us,some comments about our country from their mouths sometimes would make us farmisht.Sometimes we would doubt whether we are impressed deeply by educated at early age, which sent too much words of praise to our ears,what on earth is our country like?It's certain that each country will educate all of the people of their country to love her.In our early hearts,China has been a kind big family with enough kindness and doughtiness.
In fact,a country is just like a person,who always has both relatives merits.The importance is how to think of them.But the most important is to get rid of shortcomings to make more and more progress.Of course,leaderships are performing the most important roles.Having good leadships is our happiness and luck.But what unadvantages are there in a country?In a way,unadvantages may just be a kind of advantages.
Managing a country is just like in charge of a class with lots of students in it.The same justification they are!Lots of people from western country say that there is no human rights in our China.But what on earth is the real human right?No certain regulations.In fact,in all of humans' deep heart are full of lusts and evils in this money world.When in charge of a class,it is a clever decision to make strict rules for students.Maybe it is a bit uncomfortable for some students,but the class would be charged of very well by this.A good class can train lots of excellent students.Oppositely,if in a unconsolidated one,what would the students be like?The students will bring lots of requirements to make the teacher headache,however they would think them all earned,all of those should be agreed,or they will angry with teachers and be impolite.Yeah,they learn to haggle over price.
That's the truth,complete different reactions from a same group of students facing different teachers is the fact.We have to admit that different managements bring different effections.Sometimes we really like students to accept drilling education.
So for countries,I think saty and powerfulness are the most important things.Only in a safe country,people can live restfully with a good mind-set and try to make more greater developing.
Some more restrictions to its people are necessary in a country,there's no doubt.Of course,many people from other country is always gazing at these unadvantaged and try to waver our love to our country.Don't care too much about other country's high living level.It is so happy that we are always been a safe country no wars happening for many years.So we should be content.Don't always gaze at others' advantages,while looking at our shortcomings.But still something should be done to our country,why are there no enough inspection mechanisms to deal with so many malfeasants,it really effects much general mood of society.Too much unfairness in society make people get mad.
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Greed is endless.
2008-04-20 17:48:49

Men are fain of climbing high.Actually there is no creature in the world without more and more lusts.Lots of people have maybe been in a perfect situation with enough good conditions,but they are still climbing toward higher.Sometimes they have not realised the height they reached is the top,Yeah,then oppositely,they would go backwards.
But who could warn us which is the stop we should make ourselves sit up and avoid trouble.
These feveral years,my husband and I have always been changing the place where we live,try to change biger and biger room for us.Now we have disposition and now need to make up a decision to invest again.Yeah,each time it's so empty on our hand.I always wonder whether I become more and more grabby or not?But how I wish I could offer my son a best condition in the future.Now I am trying indeed.However,I don't know the next steps would be right or wrong.God bless me,father bless me.
I can feel my greed is growing.Through looking back,there was no wrong thing at developing my home.The society is changing so fast,everyone should learn to adapt it.As parents,we should create better and better living condition for my kid.
Sometimes,I think whether being too rich is a better thing or not.Of course,it is bad for a kid mental growing living in a rich family.Parents' satisfying him anything is also a bad thing.But in a too poor family,it is also bad for a kid's mental growing and less good chances for him at some parts in growing experiences.Maybe mid-condition families with good family education is the best for children.
There is no way to compare with others,different areas' gap is so big between rich and poor.Now,to me,I can't be sure which position I am.In some people's eyes,we are rich,but maybe in some other one's eyes,we are too poor indeed.hehe.It doesn't matter at all,let us try together to creat more and more,but we should also learn to stop.
So remember not to compare with others,it would make me sightless.Remind myself,this is my last time to try a thing nervily and painstakingly.Good luck to me!
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Do things having two strings to one's bow.
2008-04-17 21:32:12
We all have so many small dreams in each of our steps in life.Success can give us happiness,failure makes us get into a deep chasm without ways to get out for a long time.In the face of some tiny failures in life,each of us can accept them very easily,the most serious is only to bring us some bad mood for several days.
Our life is just like a big bet which is made up of lots of little ones.When we put too many expectations into one thing,thinking and worrying about it for hoping its success day and night.But most of thoughts of ours are mainly connected with dream's coming true instead of failing.Therefore,when facing failing,they can't control their unbalanced mental.Some of them would change former lifestyle to another more decadent one,or maybe worse.
But why don't we have two strings to one's bow,to be ready to welcome two results,one is failure first,the other one is success.While we are ready to be strong enough to take a beating,then we can pursue justice with no turning back.In order not to be hurt much,we should learn to protect ourselves,the most important thing is to be strong in heart as same as the ability of anti-hitting in heart. We should start to do a thing after we are sure to afford its failure,or we had better not.
Yeah,nothing is changeless in life,try to adapt ourselves to anything sudden or bad and accept them.Imagining that when the door before us is closed,then you should try to find another a window to try opening it.Yeah,maybe inside that window is more beautiful.Meanwhile, you would have more challenge to be better and obtain more happiness in the later time.I am sure that everyone would find new themselves.
Yeah,remember this good sentence:No pain,no gain.

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Who can remember me?
2008-04-16 18:46:34

Since I started my teaching,I have never thought of how many students on earth taught by me.Yeah.There are too many.How many times to pay out my emotions on them and love them.Although there is no need to be thanked by them,still have a small hope that they could remember me this teacher forever.Of course,except very few students taught by me who impressed me a lot at that period,I can hardly remember most of my students' names and faces.
The teachers are so lamentable that they have no too many requests on their students but say hello to them when they meet their teachers.But how they would look up to their teachers?Maybe even a greeting is so precious and rare.hehe.Yeah,never mind,all the things would be used to.
In each group of students I have taught all had feveral ones I like best.Until now,I still have a feeling of like.But maybe I have already disappeared in their minds.That is really a sad thing for me,couldn't tell me that students are more forgetful in remembering their teachers than their teachers' remembering them.
Yeah,who can remember me?I am a common teacher with a commom heart,so I also eager many students of mine to like me and remember me forever.In fact,while teaching some favourite students,I would also be shy and don't know how to treat them and how to chat with them.Yeah,oppositely,some shy students would so,too.When they meet me,sometimes they are too shy to say to me.I can understand that.But I still hope that they can smile at me and call me sweetly" teacher",if so, I would feel so happy,warm and content.
Sometimes,I always think that I will be very content even though only one student could remember me and thank to me all his life,and it is also worth for my teaching.Yeah,time can water anything down,that is only a wish.Such a simple wish,while it is difficult as well.
Yeah,nothing needed for a teacher,but say hello.If you are a student,try to speak to your teachers any time when you meet them.Even if only a word,it would show your obsolute gentilesse indeed.You would be a little star in your teachers' hearts.
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Do exercise.
2008-04-15 20:33:02
I am so tall,so many people have thought me good at PE.But it's not the truth,I am very weak at any sports except long-distance running.Yeah,Being good at long-distance running means I have good endurance.When I was at school,I have been one of top-ten at long-distance running.
I am not a person who loves sports a lot,while I know a little about every sport.I like running and aerobics best.Yeah,the school spring sport meeting is coming in about two weeks.The new spring is showing flourish and vital force.Most of the teachers in our office racked their brains to think of doing some exercise to be good for our health.At last,we decided to take aerobics together.What a good thing!That is my favourite.Although my actions will be very clumsy and unsightly,it will bring me so much enjoyments indeed.Today is the first day to take exercise.Our classroom group leader asked headmaster for a classroom for us to dance.That's too kind of him.
If so,I would have three periods of time to do aerobics each day,after the second class(long break),at noon(if I don't go back home),and the fourth class in the afternoon.Aha!My wish getting fat may be possible to come true.
Thin person can become fatter,fat person can become thinner.Yeah,cheerio.How I wish I can have a more and more colourful life and let those blue days away and never come back.
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How to treat them?
2008-04-14 20:42:47
I am a teacher who always likes students from heart.Of course,facing different groups of students,deep in my book,the levels of liking them are quite different.
But this year,I really like my students too much.I am in charge of two classes' English.I like one of them much better,in which class there are too many lovely and elflish boys.Of course,among students,girls are mostly quiet and sensible.In each study period,it seems that boys and teachers would be main roles.
In this class,I am only their English teacher.I have seldom criticised them since I worked in with them.At the very beginning,I have ever expressed that I really got favorable impression of them,hit rit right off.They are very lively and active,so each time when I gave them lessons,I will feel satisfied with them.In class,I can laugh naturally with them when I try to make some funny examples for them or find some funny topics.
But these two days,maybe I gave too much patience to them or I dealed with them too well,I found many of them learned to speak in game with me in class.Sometimes I have thought whether I made them feel too close to me or other reasons?Of course,if they always make jokes in class,it is certain to effect my class.But each time I tried getting angry at them,looking at their funny faces,I couldn't help smiling at them.
Yeah,that is a serious problem,because how to deal with them in such case?There is no fury in my heart at all."Teacher,I am wrong."this sentence has been said for many times by some of them,when I shout at someone who makes noise at first.But after I hear that,I don't know how to answer.Haha,the students nowadays are real smoothie.Moreover,I found some of them more and more learned to act coquety with a smile on their face in front of me.
Yeah,some of them like teasing me out of kindness.Through this case,one is from their kindness to me,but the other isn't good for my teaching.Must I pretend to be serious when I face them in the later time or go on acting such a state.
But to be honest,I like them too much.hehe.
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Nice women in men's eyes I think
2008-04-13 21:23:27
I am sure that the nice women in men's eyes are also women's favoured.
At first,she is educated,and has a kind-heart.But she is never inquisitive to others' affairs.
Second,she has a good mind-set,never have hemorrhage in public and never appears her jealousy.She is brave,but never publicize for showing her ability or beauty.
Third,she always says at the right time and makes no noise,never makes others be in a tumultuous passion.The things she gives others the most is smile.
Fourth,in the face of the old and some person need to protect,she always does well in humility.Her behaviours are also so polite.
Fifth,when coming across something terrible,someone treats her bad,although she is always good to the people around her.She would stand up and say aloudly about her justifications.
Sixth,she is so leniently and undividely to face her love while in love affair.But she would be away without a word when her lover doesn't love her again.
Seventh,she always likes reading to enrich herself.She has her own job and never depends on others too much. She always keeps her own thoughts on looking at thing things with wide heart.
Eighth, she knows much about romantic,and can give others surprises.She has a fertile imagination and makes her house just like nice dream place.
Ninth,she needn't to be surprising beauty,but she must know how to be pretty well.Each day of seeing her,she always be bright spot.Also,she will pay attention to health.
Tenth,she will treat her parents well,in her heart,trying to take good care of her parents is her original duty since she came to this world.But in future,she won't require her child to do anything as a mother.That is the greatness of a woman.
Of course,different favourite types are not the same!Yeah,I also try to do as these.
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Such a nice spring!
2008-04-12 22:18:21
In past years,I seldom noticed the nice sceneries in the early spring.But these two years,with much quieter heart-mind,suddenly find the most beautiful moment in a year is the early spring.It not only bring us a completely different nice world,but also changes our mood with its coming.Grass is so lovely,while we haven't given our attention on it,it has already blended in our life.
I also can't help taking some photos,all surroundings are in bright colours.Green and pink are maybe the main colour in the early spring.Yeah,I think any corner and every scence have already been shot for showing the nice season.In such a season,I won't feel tired any more.The beauty of peach blossom is beyond descrīption.The nice flowers are so many can't be counted.
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How can we keep nice things forever nice?
2008-04-11 22:30:09
It is everyone's wish to keep nice things forever beautifully.It is called"wish", because it is too hard and almost impossible for us.Yeah,nicest things are always ephemeral in our life,including nice moments and nice impressions.Nice moments are always kept in our minds,so they feel so precious and wonderful.In general,we feel that the lost things are nicer than whatever we are possessing now.Yeah,all our present days will pass,then only at that moment,you can realise what are really nice for you,and you can know when is the most wonderful period of time for you.
Many people are so afraid of breaking up their love some day.They all hope they can have a forever and stable love.But as a result,love disappears,both become strangers.Love itself is a kind of brief thing with passions.Once we find our real love,we can't suffer not only being apart from the other side,but also destory the nice feeling between them.Yeah,sometimes,if one day you have no confidence to get on well with the other side in love,in order to keep the nice feeling and love,we should part at best time.Then the love can be kept forever beautifully.
Suppose if you have a very close homo friend in life.How to maintain this precious affection well is also a hard thing. My advice is that you shouldn't be too close to each other,otherwise you will find there are too many shortcomings on her one day which make you not think her good or believable again.To keep some distance is good way to make you have a forever good friend.
Yeah,the things are so fair, When a thing reachs its extreme,it reverses its course,that is also the nature discipline.
The process of kids' growing is so memorable and such happy a period,but they are growing up so quickly,and the years of living with their parents are so few,then they will fly away to look for their new and happy life in another city or some place far away.Just like one's youth or the period of no worries is so short.
Only ephemeral and lost things can be rung in our memories beautifully,also,the distanced things also appear more beautiful.
How we wish that we can keep our present nicest things forever,indeed we are trying.No matter whether we can be successful or not,try to remember and treasure these happiness belongs to us now.
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Dysphoria in spring
2008-04-10 21:29:40

Good scenery everywhere in spring really makes people can't tolerate staying inside.With the taste of spring,most of women put on their nicest spring clothes.More and more colours are glancing before us.
In our school,there are more activities for students than any other schools here.Yeah,excess PE,music,and minor teachers,so it's a good thing for all the students to have a more colourful school life.Suppose if there are only math,Chinese,English lessons for them every day,so boring for them.
Yesterday afternoon,after the third class,many students had already gone home.Most of the teachers also came out of the teaching building to play and walked slowly around school for it was really sunny.Some activities outside,such as,kicking shuttlecock,playing table tennis,dancing,chatting in the sun and so on.
Although it was nearly four o'clock,still much sunshine are shining us.We three friends walked slowly watching their happy aspects.Even all men teachers of our office also came out after a while and came to us and played jokes on us.They appeared so kind and humor.It was the first time to feel warmth and get so close to them.
We stood beside the dance team in which the students were dancing so carefully and ploughly.We were infected by these nice surroundings.But what thing could be done by us?
We saw some parallel bars and ladders beside basket court,then we ran to them and climbed up them quickly.But I just climbed a few bars,I jumped down from it and to watch others dancing.Yeah,some teachers were also dancing at the other corner.The ladder was high, when I saw back and found one woman teacher among us had already climbed on the top of it.Hahahaha, I simply laughed to death when I saw her fat body in the air,also,she is nearly 36 years old and so quiet a woman in common days.Contrast was so big,I can't adapt it at all.Could it be all those were owing to spring coming?The birds were also flying here and there with beautiful songs.At that moment,we really wanted to laugh and shout aloud to release ourselves,wouldn't care others' visions.
Yeah,teachers also need relax from heart. Days and days,teachers always put on a normal and serious looking in front of students on purpose.In fact,they are very tired of that,but no ways.Being a teacher,even if she doesn't know how to be angry at the beginning of her teaching,but it is necessary for her to learn how to angry and criticise students.It seems a funny saying,but indeed those are just the things.
Little by little,teachers will learn how to be modern teachers,won't regard this job as too heavy duty.The most important thing is to share the enjoyment between students and them and avoid angrying at students very often.Teacher can't always keep a teacher's face.They also need to have more smiles and jokes before students.
Moreover,they will care more about their health.I think that is a good thing,or teachers' days are too terrible.To angry less and take more exercise.Yeah,they are trying doing these things now..
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extramarital love
2008-04-09 21:26:48

In such colourful world,attractions are everywhere.Money and affections between men and women always show the most hesion in front of people.
Money is a kind of thing which many people are willing to show them out in order to tell others their strong base.Nowadays some people without much money also prefer to show a good and luxurious ways of living.Because they think they can get more honor and respections from others by doing this.However they forget an important point,revealing rich is a dangerous thing in such unstable society.With too much money is certain to bring lots of trouble,even disasters.
The word "love" is also very attractive.No matter inside marriage or outside,everyone still have two feelings of like and dislike in the face of opposite sex.But in our China which is a bit traditional,no one likes to say out their love in public,especailly extramarital love-the love outside marriage.Many people regard these people who has extramarital love as bad behavīor person using their traditional minds.But I don't think so.
Yesterday,I heard some teachers were talking about why our original headmaster was transferred to another high school.Through their quiet chatting,there seemed to be some secret reasons.After a while,they talked about this thing aloud in the office.Oh,most of them have already known a bit about that.At that time,I realised that the nice and great behavīored headmaster in my heart maybe had love outer marriage.Of course,I felt too surprised,he is a Chesterfieldian person with decent aspect.
But still this thing can't change the impression of his in my heart.
Yeah,I believe that love affairs and manhood are two different things for some people who keeps good matter in common days.Extramarital love only can show their rich emotion and lack of a few responsibilities.
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Classes
2008-04-07 20:29:22
I really had a nice day today,because of being with new clothes on?Maybe a bit exaggerative?But indeed new clothes can always effect my mood.But it's pity that my looking is becoming older and older ,haggarder and haggarder with age.I am so desirous to have a pair of young and nice eyes forever to face all my students.

I like changing clothes often to make my class full of liveliness and attraction.I think if I were a student,I also enjoy watching the attractive teachers.
Today some of the teachers including me were called to another office and assigned us some other tasks,that is we each will add a lesson every week for the students who are all best ones chosen from each class.Doing this is just for meeting their coming Mid-examination the next year and can get the best marks to improve the proportion rate of students of our school.Today is mine first.I had no prepartion,then went into the classroom when the fifth bell rang this afternoon.
Yeah,we had a happy lesson,I taught them very few things just to know about what English is.They appeared very excited,watching their lovely face is a nice thing for a teacher.
In fact,there are lots of teacher who are teaching English like to give lessons outside school for earning money.Some person said that remedial class was the only way to become rich for a teacher.Yeah,Maybe in big city,lots of teacher can't suffer such low salary under such increasing prices of goods and attraction of so many beautiful things around.Giving extra classes makes them have their own cars and their dreams of living in nice house come ture.Of course,it is indeed boring and carking thing for teachers,I can feel that because of being a teacher.
But I am so lazy,I don't like to do these things,maybe money isn't so attrative for me.I like enjoying life instead of earning more money tiredly.If let me use relaxing life to exchange more money and tiring days,I prefer to have common and relaxing days.I won't admire others' full pocket,however I admire those who are doing their favoured things freely or richly instead of splashing out each day.
Yeah,there is endless in earning money,our living isn't only for making money.To adjust good attitude to our life,we can't become a kind of machine of making money,just to share more enjoyfulness with less money.With most money is a good thing?I don't think so.After all,the life always with lots of small wishes is wonderful instead of all things satisfied.Maybe when I am in very lack of money,I would do some other things I like in the future to earn more money.
When I came back home,turned on the computer and saw the messages which were given by blog friends here for saying happy birthday to me,I felt very surprised and thank you too much.Because I have thought no one would pay attention to that bald article.

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duskiness
2008-04-06 12:54:42
It's my birthday today,rainning outside in duskiness.I remember that my all previous birthday is sunny.That's never mind,I attach no importance to my birthday at all.In word,there are too many definite dates need to celebrate.There is always my baby accompanying me is great to spend my birthday,and that's enough.When I was little,I always heard my grandma say that my birthday is the first day of lunlar month,it is a great date for a girl.Is it so for me? haha
Just now I came across him on net,long time no see him.He hasn't married yet.While chatting with him,I still feel heart-beating.Yeah,he is the precious person in my heart.Originally the dusk mood became lighter,thank him.I have thought I have already lost him on net,luckily I didn't,thank god!
and now,it is brighter and brighter outside.I am sure tomorrow will be a good day for all of us.To take a shower now, then have a good sleep,to welcome my a new day in a new year.

Go on writing:now is nearly evening,my husband is in the kitchen and cooking for my birthday.At the meanwhile,my son is watching the cake he always likes eating best.Such a funny boy,he is very excited about birthday.
How can express my present feeling,maybe for each woman,this is the real happiness from marriage.I am a lucky person,maybe it is owing to my birthday date?hehe.
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Learning is endless.
2008-04-05 21:11:46

I can hear the sounds of time's passing by me every day. A day is running faster than another,can't hold anything.Everyday to do the definite a few things well,then reading is most necessary thing for me.Yeah,learning is endless,but forgetfulness is more serious.
In one class given a few days ago,I asked my students whether they had known I had a son.They said yes.Then I told them that one of my wishes was that I would let my son learn two kinds of foreign languages when he grows up.So I wanted to read more English books and then I could be his best partner in learning English.We will touch hands to make progress.Learning is an interesting thing,not a boring thing,try to love it and try to find real joyfulness from it,then you can understand my saying.Yeah,having books your favourite,you never feel loneliness.To rich our mind with knowledges,won't feel fickleness from deep heart.When they heard these,they were so quietly listening,maybe they could understand some of those words.And then,we have a harmonious class.
That's really a nice plan,maybe when I become a granny,I still practise speaking English with my grandson.haha.
I always complain the time's fast passing by and limilted time to read or to share.Sometimes feel very tired,really want to sleep and don't wake up.Maybe most of people are all in sub-health,me too.I should do more exercise everyday then have good spirit to read books.The effection isn't good while reading,need to change a bit.
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Tombe-sweeping Day
2008-04-04 19:21:32

The last two days,The weather was so exceptional and windy strongly,because of a bit cold weather,I wore much clothes.While the sudden changing warm yesterday,I felt my throat is very ache today.Caught a cold again.
This morning we went to "visit" my lost father.In the past,I have never cared about this festival,and never known which day it is every year.But from now,this day will ring in my mind forever and feel its sorrows.I can't understand why I have to face this day at such young age.I always thought this kind of thing only belongs to quinquagenarian.Actually,I don't like this festival.
Today's weather is not like that kind in that poem: Drizzling on Tomb-sweeping Day.
Many traditions in each country to sacrifice lost relatives,several times in each year are definite.Those days will be really hard on me,the mood with a little dread can't be described with words.Any taste is in it.
I hate so many traditions,to keep my father in my mind is enough for me.However I couldn't change a bit,because I really don't want my father feel lonely on those days.
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Whom to choose is a hard thing.
2008-04-02 18:39:15

In the last class this afternoon,the whole teachers in the office had to choose only one"excellent teacher" from the attendences.We had a very normal way with several headmasters together.At last,only three teachers would be ready to be chosen by us.One man teacher and two women teachers.It is sure that they want to get this honor because it can add goals in their soon competition of choosing professional titles.
It is certain that I would choose one women teacher among them,because I think the two women teacher is better.
But how to choose one from these two women teachers,they gave me quite different feeling in work.One has a better relationship with the teachers and impresses us very well.She is only subject teacher,not main teacher who works just like other common teachers with a good mind-set.
While the other is a main teacher who always works very strively but a little selfish.Also,she attaches too much importance to any honor not only students' but also her own in work.Of course,this kind of working attitude make others dislike or brings other around some bad impression.
To write the name on the small paper was only limited in a very quick time.Through the attitude of working,I should choose that main teacher.But for good impression,I should choose that subject teacher.
But finally,I didn't hesitate,I chose that main teacher just for her paying much more than the other teacher,and charging of her class very strictly and carefully.
When we finished and handed the paper in,my friends and I went out of the office,they asked me who I chose just now?I let them not ask me about this thing any more,because I don't like to say lies.They immediately guessed out my choice.Of course,without asking them,I already could be sure that they chose that subject teacher for her good relationship.
They didn't criticize me only saying something about that main teacher's selfish things and bad behaviour while getting on with us.But I had different opinions from theirs.
I said to them that let's see whose working better is the real aim in this choosing,not depend on relationship.I know that they still have their own reasons for persuide me,but I didn't give up to them yet.
At last,the result came out,that main teacher became "Excellent teacher".
I knew her becoming "Excellent teacher",my vote made a big effection.Because there was only one vote between them.
Maybe that main teacher won't think of that I chose her,and won't thank to me.But I still think it a right thing done by me.
Sometimes,I think it is really unfair in such choosing activities.Where there is competition,there must be human-emotions.Really bad air!
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A topic about tour
2008-04-01 21:08:45

Travel are so popular with so many people around the world.But different level living people have different ways of travel.With regard to the poor people's travel,we should call them as short tour mostly led by guides.Even if they costs not much money,only several months' salaries,most of low level living people still can't go to the places where they are looking forward to.Of course,money is mainly problem instead of time.
For teachers,there are always too many holidays to relax at home or go out to travel,But if lacking of money,only can go to some very near scenic spots.
Yeah,that sentence is really true that nowhere to go without money.
This afternoon,some teachers were reading an ad leaflet about travelling in the office,and then talked about travelling and said out their own ideal place to go or some wishes in travel.
At the same time,most rich people have different ways,those are really called travel,while it is just a short tour for the poor.
For me,I prefer staying at home for relaxtion to having an tiring tour if without enough money.In my opinion,travel can't less than one week and wherever we reach,we should have enough money on accommodations.
My best friend quite agrees with me.But another two teachers didn't agree on it,then we had had a sharp debate with red faces and forgot we were in the office,but just for fun.I think it is also very interesting.
Their viewpoints are that travel is just for see something new and open our fields of vision,even if during the travel is very tired and hurried.They meant that seeing was the most important.
I said :"I am sure that even if some people travel around world,they won't change their own original narrow heart.Travel is no relation to where they have ever been at all.
I was against with them again:"This kind of travelling is just like a big beggar group asking for meals from one place to another place hurrily.The guide is just like the leader of beggar group with a horn shouting aloud:Quickily,we will start to another place at once....."
Is my sentence too bad? hehe.Those are my real thinking.Because of this kind of way,they have to lose too many beautiful scences during the travel,also have to think too much on saving money,even carry big bags with too many things in it including clothes and food taken from their home.Can we regard them as the people who are happily travelling,oppositely just like fleeing from a calamity.We think it too hard,not wonderful time.
My best friend and I think that our travel is mainly in order to get relaxed and have a released mood.Go to a strange city,we can get relaxed from heart far from our original living place and to feel the different atmosphere and be comfortable to share ourselves for some days.Of course,it needs enough money to have decent meals and buy some things we like to please ourselves,also,time must be abundant just for playing freely.
That is a real travel in our both heart,or we won't go anywhere if we can't possess such conditions.
Of course,the way of travelling I wish is just for the rich.But I still hope there will be some chances for me some day in the future,to relax in another far city with my favourite family.








