These days,death,failures always keep straying in my mind because of the earthquake.I am very blue when I think of those victims.Our country is trying her best to save lives in hard conditions.Just now,I heard that there was only survivor in a village because of debris flow,and in another village,there was no kid survivors.My heart was shocking hearing about those,as if I heard so many mothers were crying for their children.The most terrific thing indeed on the earth.I really don't want to go on talking about those.

If someone asks me whether I would fear death now?I will say yes.Half of my life belongs to my son,and all his life belongs to me.Since I am a mom,I have been worrying my health and life,because my things would effect my son's whole life.Since I gave a birth to my son,how I wish I can give his a wonderful fate.Now,he is watching his favourite cartoons with odd laughing.Previous days,I will tell him to do or not to do this or that,but now,I don't want to say anything without good mood.All things will OK if he is happy doing his favourite things.Yeah,because of my son,I care about my life too much fearing death too much.

Maybe lots of moms in the area of earthquake would sorry for giving their children's live at the very beginning,however,they couldn't find them back now and do nothing but let their children be in terrific situations and facing death.Would they regret? I thought a lot about this thing and said to my husband that we must agree with him if he doesn't want to have a baby when my son grows up.Oh,I said too much about later,in fact,it's so useless.

How should human-being use strong minds to face the changeable world?Maybe the first thing human-being should grasp is how to face subsistence and death.During subsistence are lots of hardships,while death is a trice,which one is the more terrible?hard to say.