Yesterday,I normally came into the new house for sleep.Watching the beautiful rooms,I really like them much.Today is my husband's duty day,so I asked my sister to sleep here with us together.

  I planted some vegetables outside the gate,there is only a small part of earth for planting,I planted a few tomatos,eggplants and some seeds of cucumber....So funny,so many kinds of vegetables I have planted.But whether they would grow out or bring fruit can't be sure.Just for fun,but I still expect their growing up.I really love watching their procedure of growing.It's a kind of happiness and comfort.However the time of my planting them were a little late.Next year,I will do it in time.Yeah,tomorrow I should take a photo of the buds I planted,good thing!

  I think I should take a good rest from now to get rid of my tiredness and worries.No tiredness and no worries from tomorrow.Yeah,happiness belongs to me.From lots things I have experienced made me realise that bad moods are always ephemeral,although the sad time is so hard to spend,I understand that it's certain to solve all the problems in heart by days.Yeah,time can change everything and water anything down.Sunshine and happiness are just in front of us,to get rid of worries on our own,if not,it is also taken away by days.

  So whenever we are in trouble,don't lose heart,to put your heart well.

I am always in good mood these two days,but now I feel so sad while thinking of my father.All the things which happened are just like a dream.He is always a very traditional man,and I think he must opposite me to change our house.My ways of doing things are always different from my father's.When I think of these,I feel very sad indeed,I always think about whether my father would be angry with me in buying house,also,I have used up his money.As soon as I think of these,I feel my heart aching and no way to control.

  Dad,sorry,maybe I did one more thing you wouldn't agree with me again.You are now in the heaven,can you hear me?Please forgive me.Dad,why couldn't I happy from heart since you left me?I am always in a trouble at mood,and each corner of my heart is some sorrow.Two years passed,only those months when busy buying house,your shadow was farther from me,however,after busyness,you are always kept in my mind anytime.

  Before,when I thought of the money from you was kept somewhere in my house,I wouldn't feel well.Now,it disappeared and blended into my new house,and now,I still feel very well,either,just because I love you so much,I should try changing my all these opinions,they are so harm to my body and mind.

  I would learn to be happy again and forget all the sadness. 

 I have wanted to be fatter these years,but it becomes farther and farther to my aim.hehe,I am thiner than before.Sometimes,I really hate my ways of thinking,I always like imagining and perfect things,so I always spend too much on them due to think too much and make me thinner and thinner.Maybe it is just me,a person who always persues nice things.I won't think too much about my weight,let it be!

  These two days,I always think of my father,I don't know whether he would be angry with me because I finished spending all his money he left for me.Father's Day has passed,I don't like to hear any words about "father",nothing I can do for my dear father,only doing something for my lonely poor mom.Tomorrow is Saturday,I will see her.I have thought my mom was not important in my heart at all before,and even thought there was nothing difference in having or no having her.But now,I will be heart-hurt and always worry about her when I think of her,yeah,she is my real mother after all.Yeah,there is nobody can compare to our relations.

  While summer holiday,I will fetch my mom here in my new house,originally,I have some thoughts for her living here.so I decided to buy this house which has a small yard and one more bedroom and WC.

 Yeap!the single shortpoint of this house is next to some factories.How I wish all the trouble would be gone in soon future,or it is so perfect.Or maybe I worry too much,maybe it isn't trouble at all,yeah,I always require too much,however I have no too much money.

Listening to the songs in front of the computer,the same house colour and the same corner in the room,yeah,this is my new house,which is like my previous one too much.Two of bedrooms are the same colour as my previous ones,one is pink,the other is purple.Maybe it is just the karma to me.Recalling the difficulties we have met in buying this house,they are just like dreams with lots of hardships.So I think even if there are some things I can't be satisfied since I moved into it,I should love it and contain it.Sitting here seems at the previous home.I will be more and more familiar to it and all of worries would be gone.But I have to admit I am a willful and always lacking of considerations in life.I will be careful about it next time.

  Unluckily,we can't sure whether there is something made my son sensitive in the room or something around outside.At the first two days,we slept in the new house together,while my son always coughed,and didn't get well until he took lots of medicine.So I felt so unhappy,until now,he lives in his grandma's home instead of our new house,and every night I will stay and sleep with him together.

  In my heart,my son is the most important,these days I always blamed myself,I really don't want to do something harm to my son just because I pursue something I like.Experienced the affair of buying house and the worries I am facing really make me lowering. I feel that all family lives together quietly and happily is so nice and it is really world heaven than anything else.I realise that now indeed.

  There will never be a good answer whether what we are doing right or wrong.Only a way before you,walk straight to share each day of sunshine.

For a long time I haven't been here because of busy moving days,and until these two days,we can go on internet in the new house.

  In fact,the first time to come here,I was attracted by the beautiful decorations in the room and it is a villa in a subdistrict.But now when we moved into it,we found there were some noises around because some factories nearby.Of course,I started to worry about the air pollution around,too.It is near economic development zone.You may ask me what I am thinking at the very beginning?Yeah,at the first sight of it,I like its everything,but throw all the situation of surrounding out of mind.

  Before several days,I was in such bad mood,but my husband like it very much.He persuided me a lot and let me not to worry too much.He said the pollution here was not serious here,because nearly peripheral our town is surrounded by factories and pollution can't only be a small part.Although he persuided me a lot,my mood isn't very bright.

  Sometimes,I blamed myself that why my present mood was so different from the beginning of planning to buy it.I have no leeway at all now,just to like it and regard it as our happy nest.I don't know whether I am regretting now or not?But I am so afraid to say my rue.

To my surprise,this morning the bank informed us that they had offered loans to us.It isn't a long time at all.I was so excited that I didn't finish my class to come back.After handling all formalities at the bank.This afternoon,we,with the seller together went to the bank and put the money into his account.I originally thought today would be the date of getting the keys,and only ten thousand yuan isn't paid.I hoped that he could give us the keys and I give one ten thousand yuan,then all things will be complete.But the other side said that he hadn't moved their things from the house away yet.

Although I was very worried and there is white and black words in the agreement,but I couldn't make a mess of things.But that old man is so terrible and didn't give us an exact date to move out,only said he would be quick.I don't know whether I should ask for my right according the agreement or kind manners are the best.

At last,I chose to wait for two days,that is until Thirsday.I hope all things could go on luckily.

I know god and father are helping me every minute,when I think of the experience of buying this house,it seems a miracle indeed.Thank you!Now,I feel me lucky indeed.

The rest things are giving keys and moving.,eventually,I can give some smiles.

 How I beg the bank could offer loans to us before this Thirsday,because This Thirsday is likely the date of moving out of my house.So we have already packed all the things in our house.God can give me a hand again?I hesitate to moving out,it seems that I am in mid sky and so sad to be apart of it.Yeah,I will cost some more money to beg the other side to allow us to stay a little longer in this house.

  We have trusted a person who is my best friend's family's friend working in the bank to give us some help at loaning.I believe he will do.Today is Monday,only three days left,originally it will be a happy time to get the loan and then move into a new house to start our life,however,I am not happy ideed.It's also a time to say goodbye to my original house.We experienced too much hardships during buying this house,I guess maybe it would also bring some trouble or unluck things in the end.But I always keep thinking it's all luck if we can get this house this month.All trouble won't matter at all only if good result belongs to us.

 Children's Day has passed,no mood to celebrate for my son or give him any present.But no problem,after moving,I will give my son a big surprise to make up all my carelessness to him these days.Sometimes,I imagine the nice coming summer holiday,playing with my son in that small yard,let him swim in a water pool in it,and bring my mother to spend time with us together.When night falls,we can go out for a walk facing cool winds.But I am still a little afraid,afraid of my dream's failure.yeah,don't think too much,both of good things and bad things,let them be!

  Maybe all of things are on the right path,merely I think too much and worry too much.Waiting...