The earth is getting warmer,and human emotions are getting colder.

  The title sentence was said by my lost father when in front of all our large family.Up to now,I haven't understood my father's real meaning of the sentence,what did my father say it for?I wonder whether my father was disappointed with some of our relatives or someone else?Yeah,he always said nothing,the time when my father said it just during a few days before I lost him.I knew that it was certain that he left us with sadiness,once I thought of this,I felt so painful.The sentence would be in my mind all my life.I guessed that it was made from my father's heart and himself, the sentence is with reason and very incisive,admire my father so talented.The only regretless thing is that I had chatted with my father for a long time on the phone just in that afternoon of losting him.Althouth I can't recall all the words,but they seem to have just been said to me.Most of the words are about the caring for me.Maybe it was granted by godness,I have given mouth to all my feeling to my father.I said that if only he himself had a good life was all right.

  I still remember my words to my father around my marriage time:Don't worry about me forever.Although I divorce one day,you still needn't worry about me,I would live better anytime.

  My father will believe what I said.But he still has a worry for me now and then.But I can say that I have never bothered my father about me much,I felt it luckily.But there's still something sad in my heart,because I didn't do too much for my father owing to the busy time of look after my son those several years, when I thought of this,my heart fills with too much sense of quilt because of lacking a good wife for my father, and I could say it to nobody,no one could think of that my father would have left us so early.He was the only person who I respected and loved.In my past heart,there was only one real father in my family,others were all of little importance.I have felt what is heart-pain.All have passed....