The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.

Tomorrow will be my sad day.

2007-12-14 21:14:25 / 个人分类:My life

  These days my heart is full of sadness and have no idea.I heard that my grandfather was serious ill these days,maybe he would be leave this world soon.Although he is over ninety years old and seldom sees each other.That kind of feeling can't be expressed.He still doesn't know about my father's death.All of family told him that my father was injured,he believed it for his deafness. An endless pain!Tomorrow my sister and I are going to see him.Frankly,I am a fraid of mention my father and also don't like to see my grandpa and grandma now.I didn't know what I should say to them and no way to face their eyes with pain.I always think of my grandpa's face smiling at me.I know anything can't fill their heart or make them cheer up.So unluckily that they must face insufferable things before they leave the world.I am a mum now,so I can understand it.Tomorrow would be a black day,when I think of it,I feel so cold in heart.Wish my grandpa won't suffer too much pain before he goes.How I wish I won't write these things again,not write my father,hope in my diary there are many joyful things make me racall.Up to now,I have already understood the pain from losing relatives.These two years,I experienced such pain,it makes me know more about life.Life is easy,not the one we thought complicated.That is only to treasure own family and must know that all of jobs and so-called undertakings are all the ways to earn money.Anything we all need to compare,which are more important,then which are not important at all.


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Crazy-English's  zone 删除 Crazy-English 发布于2007-12-17 19:58:16
Be  strong
stoneyhut 删除 stoneyhut 发布于2007-12-16 10:06:50
Birth,elder,illness,death are usual things in our life. Everybody all experience the same things, but maybe the feeling they feeled is different. If let us make more easy, then maybe not ought too care about everything. Frankly, I don't know how to say about it, maybe everybody is,too.
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