The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.
Floating
2007-12-15 20:53:07 / 个人分类：My thoughts
I
t seems that I am always floating in the sky with many imaginations,I have thought that I could fly to the place I yearn for.But my wings are all wet with the sudden a storm.Up to now,I still want to fly up!All my imaginations become so bald.I try to find a way to find the orginal direction again,but that place is much farther than before.I expect all perfect and I have never mump anything,but most are opposite.I am dazed so much!Don't tell me that I won't fly up or I shouldn't have flew at the beginning.I really intend to go through all the black clouds and seek the sunshine.But it is so hard.I think each person are all living for others.Each word we say is all to circle about others' fancy.We do some things we like to do or something we don't like to do to please others or get others' praise to fill our own vanity.In fact,some things are enough for us,but because some other person is much better than we,so we can't be satisfied with it.We would be unhappy because of others' bad comments.We try to do best to show our ability to others,as it is,it wouldn't only bring much appreciation from others,oppositely it would bring us too much jealousness and resentment.But understand more,each day isn't nice like before,what is my future?Now I am so afraid of extreme joy,yeah,the end of the extreme joy is sorrow.I am so blue today,but nobody can listen to me.Maybe I would lose my best mailfriend on line.Perhaps he has never regarded me as his important.So I only can say to myself here.
t seems that I am always floating in the sky with many imaginations,I have thought that I could fly to the place I yearn for.But my wings are all wet with the sudden a storm.Up to now,I still want to fly up!All my imaginations become so bald.I try to find a way to find the orginal direction again,but that place is much farther than before.I expect all perfect and I have never mump anything,but most are opposite.I am dazed so much!Don't tell me that I won't fly up or I shouldn't have flew at the beginning.I really intend to go through all the black clouds and seek the sunshine.But it is so hard.I think each person are all living for others.Each word we say is all to circle about others' fancy.We do some things we like to do or something we don't like to do to please others or get others' praise to fill our own vanity.In fact,some things are enough for us,but because some other person is much better than we,so we can't be satisfied with it.We would be unhappy because of others' bad comments.We try to do best to show our ability to others,as it is,it wouldn't only bring much appreciation from others,oppositely it would bring us too much jealousness and resentment.But understand more,each day isn't nice like before,what is my future?Now I am so afraid of extreme joy,yeah,the end of the extreme joy is sorrow.I am so blue today,but nobody can listen to me.Maybe I would lose my best mailfriend on line.Perhaps he has never regarded me as his important.So I only can say to myself here. 推荐 收藏 导入论坛 等级(0) 编辑 管理 查看(33) 评论(4) 评分(0/0)
TAG:
-
删除
stoneyhut
发布于2007-12-20 13:44:30
- Don't worry, human shall live in moon after a few years! There are very quiet!
-
删除
Monica1981
发布于2007-12-19 19:21:46
-
Please, you two, don't spread your wings or arms or whatever they are called...
Because your odor will kill me!
-
删除
stoneyhut
发布于2007-12-19 13:26:40
- A few years ago, I often had dreams. A few days ago, I had a time agan. I was floating in the sky in the dream.My wings were my arms. I just energized in the sky, then I could fly higher. Begining I was afraid a little, but finally I feeled very well. I hope to have same dream agan later.
-
删除
Monica1981
发布于2007-12-16 12:59:45
-
It seems that I am always floating in the sky with many imaginations...
--------------
Wow...Drugs are bad!!!