The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.
My poor grandpa
2007-12-19 20:36:17 / 个人分类：My life
Why did the god let me experience so much sad feeling and sense so many pains.I lost two my favoured relatives during one year,one is my father,the other is my grandpa. I have just a bit faded my father from my memory,but my grandpa gave me another new sadness and lead to more soupiness for me.As soon as I think of that my grandpa died in the pains of missing his son,I feel much heartburn.Maybe my grandpa's death is a good thing for him,which could avoid too much pains.Last saturday when we went to our hometown to see him,he has hardly been able to say any words only lying on the bed.But the moment he saw us sisters,his tears ran down his cheeks at once and only said out one sentence:"How is your father now?"I knew that he was keeking worrying about his son and our sisters. When I heard that,the pains were in my heart,no ways to describe.We cheated him all was fine.When he saw our lacrimal faces,he looked as if he had understood something.For nearly one year,I am so afraid of seeing or facing any relatives.That scence feels too terrible. That afternoon we came back home,but just that midnight,I lost my grandpa.At that time,we understood that he was keeping waiting for seeing us sisters those days.Having seen us,then he has gone.My grandpa was a person who was repected by all the people around.He was a stouthhearted,upright and understated man, whoever couldn't compare with him at these parts.He has ever joined the Eighth Route Army,later he was under arrest.But he didn't yield to the enemy lead to be thrusted by enemy's bayonet.Until liberation,he was released and didn't decided to stay there for good situation but go back to see his only son whom he was pining for,that only son was just my son,so they began to led a dog's life.He was almost at no cost on him even one fen.When speaking of that,maybe nobody can believe.But he cost all his money to help his sons and daughter.Now all are becoming much better,but he lost his favoured son and experienced the the biggest agony on the earth at his old days nearly leaving the world.The world is so unfair!Where are the gods?I hope my grandpa would become a strong lanneret and find my father in the heaven,they wouldn't be lonely or in pain.
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stoneyhut
发布于2007-12-21 09:49:40
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Your grandpa was really smash man. Eighth Route Army,..., let me respect him much. I seem to understand your pain in your heart because I had gone through about it.
People said when a person come into the world, all people are laughing, but he only is weeping. When a person leave the world, all people are weeping, but he only is laughing. Your granda must go to the paradise because many many people are loving him. Hope you to restrain the grief in passing(节哀顺便）.