The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.
Get on with others
2007-12-25 19:53:28 / 个人分类：My life
I always wonder whether I am in the best period of the whole lifetime now.If asking me to go back into the past life,I prefer not.Of course I have accomplished the two big things of my life,to marry and have child.maybe different person has different ideas.I should have lived securely to become older slowly.But I am afraid of losing all the wishes to become a real womenfolk with conmmunicative speaking or just live as a woman without any thoughts in the mind.I have heard about that the mid-aged people are the most tired groups.Maybe it is right,but now I sometimes feel the bald of life.No chance to communicate with the people outside,no good study chance and environment.I am sure that everything has both of sides,one is good,the other is bad!Slowly,I have lost the ability of affiliating with others.No fresh air or new faces,sometimes I think some of the teachers around me are not fond.I know that I should join in them,but what they are talking about isn't interesting to me.Little by little,I found more difficulties in the communication between the people.I sometimes wonder whether I have less and less lovingheart or something is wrong with my thoughts.Although I have never quarrelled with others or no unhappy things happened,but I still can't feel the real warmth and happiness when I am among them. I realised that I should get on with others carefully.I tried to suit most of the people,but I lose most of joyfulness. 推荐 收藏 导入论坛 等级(0) 编辑 管理 查看(27) 评论(1) 评分(0/0)
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we.ige.green
发布于2007-12-26 17:00:05
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I prefer not.Of course I have accomplished the two big things of my life,to marry and have child.
haha.More mother choose like you.I am a boy,so i really don't kown the girl's idea.Because i come across some touble with my love.郁闷ing.....