Listening to the dolorous song.

  My life is so blue,rich and busy.Now I am listening to that song called"Whether there is someone told you\".The emotions on network are so trustless,I feel a bit disappointed.I have ever dreamed that I could have a forever bosom friend on network and years later,we can meet with the most excited hearts,which would be such a significative thing!But maybe that's too hard.These days I didn't get any messages from him.What would he bring to me? a kind humilis desolation.I know that I don't need to think it much,it's so normal.But when I am watching his photo,miss him too much,especially the free days now.If I lose him completely one day,I would be hearthurt.Although I don't know the real reason about that.Why didn't he send me a message?Didn't he have time or he has already forgotten me at all.He must also be disappointed about me,I know.Even if we are keeping in touch,nothing goes on between us.Such ambivalent thoughts. Maybe he is just like any other man on the network,merely he is circled in "love\"in my  heart.Whether to be a good person or bad person in my mind is to be either the best one or the worst one.It can spare much conscience debt.I think love is such a terrible thing,it is just like a kind of opium.During my most pain,it helped me a lot,and now it also granted me some opposite effects.Hehe!stop thinking....