The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.
nightmare
2008-01-06 18:34:41
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(Luluohua,I like you too much)Almost each night I would dream something and most of times the horrible things appeared in my dream.Original coward I have been,so these days I felt so upset.In the dreams were all about my lost relatives.I really want to shake off such things in my mind.But I couldn't, I became much weaker than before.Yeah,during the most painful and horrific time,he could chat with me on line,so that I can rich my mind and try not to think of much terrible things.However maybe now I lost him on the network.I fear nightmare so much!I suddenly found it so hard to find the completely joyfulness back from heart if we lost them.How forced and difficult a man lives on the Earth!The sky darkened again outside,the good thing is to have a husband to accompany tonight.Yesterday he was on the nigth,It was so terrible to spend the long and dark night,I had to sit up late with bright light in my room..How could I become so weak?I wasn't before.But at the workplace,each day I could get much good mood as usual.The colleagues are very humorous and intereting,although our hearts maybe aren't close to each other,we still have each happy day another and yet another.I need to vent anything in my mind here.After venting completely here or to my best friend at school,anything bad will be gone!I promise I would lose such a sad topic forever here.That's end.All will be end.Since I can't find back the lost mood,the thing I need to go on to doing is to treasure present time.Laugh aloud here
,nightmare,please don't find me again,or I would beat you up.
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