The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.

Today

2008-02-04 20:20:41 / 个人分类：memory3

  爸爸节快乐Tonight,maybe I will lose my sleep,I really want a person to accompany me on line.Here indeed is my space to confide anything.Today will be a special day for me in all the later years,the day of losing my father,I can't be sure whether there is another world for my father,but it indeed exists in heart.I don't want to think of my father too often,but he appears in my mind from time to time.I wanna get anything terrible away from my heart,but human are a kind of animals with much feeling,sometimes we can't control them well.What is our life?just a dream,but it is the one in where we can feel ache.My living attitude have changed a lot after it.At this time of last year seems like today.I can't be sure whether how much I miss my father now,but it really become a pain in my heart.Luckily,here is a space to express myself,to learn to be strong myself.中国英语博客基地(English Blogs-英语麦当劳博客空间) m1jG2rX

0z-jz!_3]1^%WP0I can hardly think of any topic to say about my father.Some are blame,some are heart ache."Dad,live well in another world".Only this sentence I could say to my father,it is so empty in my mind.This sentence is just like that one which I always said to my father before my father has gone.Besides my son ,you are the person I have ever put my most love with,also,I had the deepest feeling to you.I don't know whether you can understand that,forgive me for my willfulness when I was younger.I love you,dad.

Today,I met my that netfriend on line and chatted for a long time.I told him that today was the first day when we made acquaintance here.I always think him special,not only the meeting time,but also anything on him.We promised to contact with each other forever.I keep treasuring the affections between us.He is the person who enriches my soul.Just now I got to know that he was maybe going to marry soon,I felt so surprised at first but so happy for him.To be honest,he has already taken root in my heart,nobody can replace him.Tomorrow early morning,he will left for his home to spend the Spring Festival.For several years he didn't go back,he must miss his relatives very much.This is hard-won affection between us,overstep the common love or appreciation.That is just what I need,I always think what I imagine is impossible,but now maybe I got wrong.Because I still always keep the purest thoughts in my mind.That may be a wonder I met.中国英语博客基地(English Blogs-英语麦当劳博客空间)]{4Qg#I ^5|



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迦南列车No.55559 删除 xmxchina 发布于2008-02-05 00:18:47
I understand your miss for your father, however, I believe a man now living in another space, probably be more happy than us. I would rather believe this, how about you? God bless your father.

As for that Guy, I think you will never lose him, just like I will keep in touch with you online for ever.

Good night and thanks for your message.
scoundrel1972的个人空间 删除 scoundrel1972 发布于2008-02-04 21:37:06
I CAN'T FIND ANYONE HERE NOW, EXCEPT YOU AND ME.
WE ARE HERE TO ENJOY THE LONELINESS, THE TRANQUILITY AND SERENITY.
我来说两句

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