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The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.
What kind of person am I?
2008-03-15 10:56:41 / 个人分类：My thoughts
In face of other person around me are so easy for me to devide them into like or dislike in my mind.While even if before the person I hate,I won't show it out.I like peace atmosphere all the time,so I can get on well with others,moreover I won't let anything outside without relationship effect my mood and work.I feel the outside person fauser and fauser with age,that is maybe the worries of age's growing,the more I know,while the more I hate and see through.Sometimes I ask myself whether I am fictive as well as those I hate in life?Later I thought it back that I shouldn't be a cold-feeling person,so I need to disguise myself with warmth dealing with others.Try to give the other side more help and concerns.
Am I a kind-hearted person?I always asked myself such a question?One sentence says in China,that is human is kind-hearted originally from being born.In fact,maybe it is just opposite.With lots of camouflages,nobody can't see through anyone's essence,moreover,only in facing of dangers and disasters can they be seen through.I like to help others with some small things I could do,but once the thing ranged over my benefits or my family's,of course I won't do it.Because I deeply know that happiness life is so hard to possess,also it is really hard to maintain.As a result,I think myself a selfish person.
Once someone shows unfriendly to me,then I won't give her a warm-heart.I always think I could live as well as before without her in the world,then I won't ignore her any longer,see her as air.But I will remember the person who has been treatig me well or having done good help to me.I will always keep them in my mind and to payback them if having chance.
Am I steady person in love?It is really hard to say so.I am sure I have a varietal heart because I am a lovey and dovey person from heart,although I am never thought to be as such a person in others' eyes,with always quiet and decent aspect.I always think that I would change a lot not present aspect if having another piece of soil.
In fact,I like the life of varying too much.I always do things as the way in others' eyes every day,of course got much praised by some person often and also got much content myself in heart.
While it is not exactly what I want,for I like a open world,a real freedom world.Maybe I am too idealisation in life,while it's my real minds.
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jeck
发布于2008-03-17 14:17:41
- i admire your level of english very much,and i also want to have this kind leader.you are very lucky.
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Monica1981
发布于2008-03-15 22:47:57
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Are you talking about yourself?
Just sounds like an introduction of all mankind...