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The diaries for myself,who is a small woman with many small secrets and a big-heart.
Different mind-sets of living at different ages.
2008-03-24 19:18:28 / 个人分类：My life
Everybody surely has their ideal lifeway,maybe it begins when he or she is very little,maybe when they grow up.
When we were little with lots of unco lifeways of others.We know little about life,don't understand there will be nativity,oldness,illness and death.At that time,I often heard such a sentence said by my mother:The youth can't laugh at Chinese bulbul(the olds),flowers' bloom and blossom falling are so short,how long the time of keeping red?
Yeah,when I sigh at these,cann't help but only to hold the things belong to me.
When little,often think there would always good luck to me.Even I didn't know how the feeling of pains would be.
When near twenty,experienced the affair of love,firmly believe without any doubt that there would be a boy waiting for me full of deep in eyes.No considerations about what my future home looks like.
When near the age to marry,sinked into the trouble of making boyfriend.Turn out that Mr Right is so hard to find.That looking in heart is imaginary and ideal one.Try to think over what type of person I can get on well with other in future marriage.So many disappointments,even have thought whether I won't marry all life or there is no love at all.So passive in seeking love.
When the days of marry,eagered to have a new start in life.I like new things and changes.It brings me much sense of fresh and lots of confidence to go on living well in the future.
When having my baby,I really realised I completed a great thing,It is also the biggest and most important thing in my life and felt so relaxed.At that time,I felt nothing could give me pressure in future time.I successfully experienced these two affairs,marry and have baby.Yeah,I was pushed into operating room with smile on my face.
After having baby,I found my real point of surport is changing.I found that my enjoyment doesn't depend on my favourite person's delectation instead of my own.Watching my baby's happiness is my real happiness.Although I have much pressure on my shoulders,I know what the feeling of real happiness is like.I also feel rich and a great relief of paying out my love.
I know my feeling and mind-set are not all others'.But I am sure it stand for lots...
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