Wish me good luck .

In all my past days of my life,there are two things make me feel time passing so slowly.Terrible days they are indeed.One is the days I lost my father,there were so many complex things to be ready,luckly,lots of relatives could give us a hand.But those days,waiting is such kind of pain.

However,most people will forget the pains after the things pass.So sometimes they would make almost simliar mistakes.I really don't want to effect my teaching these days,but still a bit I did.There are still some mid-exam paper not checked on my office desk.Originally,today I have planed to finish checking all of them,but this afternoon,I was called to staff room to adjust answers to praxis.I was busy doing exercises the whole afternoon without going to WC or having a break.But the only good thing is it made me not think of worries of present days.

Before,I always felt time flew too fast,I want to keep memories of each day,so I decided to keep my diaries.I have been doing so.I always keep good belief in heart,so lots of things I face in life are mostly successful,except some I don't care at all.

My train of thought is still in confusion now,I don't how is going on tomorrow,what will happen the next step.I only can wait and wait here to close to the end,no matter,good or bad.What could I say?

Maybe most of friends who have come here couldn't understand my mean or the procedure of the thing happening to me.Yeah,If I succeed later,I will explain it in detail.Oppositely,if I fail,then nothing I could explain and say.I will regard these diaries as my deepest lesson which can let me have a sane mind in later future.